I haven't been able to sleep. Last night I got about 7 hours, which I think might be more than I've gotten combined since Sunday night. I didn't feel so good when I woke up today, either, I was all stuffy and sweaty and groggy, like I was sick and still asleep... but then I couldn't get back to sleep. God hates me. I thought...
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I had this night a while ago, late August or early September 2003, where dunx and I drank a few 40oz of Bud on a Thursday Eve and yelled a lot (yeah, I know that's like the majority of nights we've had together) and then proceeded to pass out at his place. I don't remember getting there, but I did wake up mostly on his...
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nolan_void:
Your new profile pic is really pretty.
[Edited on Mar 25, 2005 1:19PM]
[Edited on Mar 25, 2005 1:19PM]
crispy:
I love your new profile picture ... whatever that's worth.
The poison is gone.
I'm never doing that again.
If you want more, read dunx's entry. He captured the pain better.
I can't believe I actually smoked weed with that guy. Me and him, two of the biggest anti-pot smoking people I know in the universe, smoking joint after joint in the bathroom in an attempt to dull the pain.
I don't remember if...
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I'm never doing that again.
If you want more, read dunx's entry. He captured the pain better.
I can't believe I actually smoked weed with that guy. Me and him, two of the biggest anti-pot smoking people I know in the universe, smoking joint after joint in the bathroom in an attempt to dull the pain.
I don't remember if...
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fridgemagnet:
That was a fun thread. I'll go back to wordlessly respecting you from a distance now.
trevallion:
Gods do not succumb to mortal desires of the flesh.
I remember what I was going to say. It deserves a new journal entry.
You know what cheeses me off? People who brag about having sex. Now I'm not saying this just because I don't have a boyfriend. This cheesed me off back when I did have one too. "I just had such good sex with this really hot person and I'm going to go...
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You know what cheeses me off? People who brag about having sex. Now I'm not saying this just because I don't have a boyfriend. This cheesed me off back when I did have one too. "I just had such good sex with this really hot person and I'm going to go...
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pekopoko:
You find it challenging to meet people, men specifically, that you connect with? Hmmm. I used to have that problem but have recently had this strange bout of confidence and this new ability to speak to almost anyone at any time. It's really odd and for someone who used to be deaf and dumb shy, a really strange experience. It's nice though, but I don't think it'll be a constant in my life. I think it's more likely to be some odd shift in the powers that be that will surely revert to some other orbit sooner or later.
Re: talking shit about getting sex easily, I always found that was a totally 7th grade tactic that made it pointedly clear you weren't actually doing anything remotely sexual beyond masturbating furiously on a regular basis. As the years go on and I hear older people commenting on it, I just think they lack any sense of appropriate boundaries and also have issues with sexuality in general. It's odd. In my experience, women seem to speak far more openly about sex to one another than men in my circle of friends ever have. I think I'm fine with that.
Re: talking shit about getting sex easily, I always found that was a totally 7th grade tactic that made it pointedly clear you weren't actually doing anything remotely sexual beyond masturbating furiously on a regular basis. As the years go on and I hear older people commenting on it, I just think they lack any sense of appropriate boundaries and also have issues with sexuality in general. It's odd. In my experience, women seem to speak far more openly about sex to one another than men in my circle of friends ever have. I think I'm fine with that.
dickie:
Where I am, or where you are?
(Sorry for the lateness of my reply, I was in Manhattan.)
(Sorry for the lateness of my reply, I was in Manhattan.)
I had something to say here, and now I don't remember it. Whatever. GRE studies are going slowly. It's a very real possibility that I won't be prepared.
Also, I'm cold.
I liked the site better when it was one new girl a week. I liked to be able to tell the new girls from the girls who'd been up a while. I liked to...
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Also, I'm cold.
I liked the site better when it was one new girl a week. I liked to be able to tell the new girls from the girls who'd been up a while. I liked to...
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obsidious:
Just because is good enough...
the_plebe:
I still like the idea of hanging out where most of the folks who actually communicate with the world (I.e., are not lurkers or guys just looking for porn) are actually freaks. I may not pay attention to a whole lot of the new girls but there are still ones that draw me in with their index pics now and again. I honestly spend most of my time reading groups and boards -- just a throwback to my uber-geek days of IRC and MUDs. Luckily my wife loves the pin-up girls so she doesn't smack me around too much for hanging out here. Unfortunately she's started referring to Al as "your girlfriend Al" so I've been spending a lot less time here lately. Nothing worse than having the love of your life jealous of strange people you're never going to actually meet...
It's very kind of you guys to offer to buy me certain things for my birthday if I'd only put them on my amazon wishlist, but the thing is, none of the stuff I really want can even go on my wishlist, and if it could it would be stuff from 3rd party vendors and for that stuff to be bought for me I'd have...
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jholtsnider:
Mmm... integrals...
bonedaddyjim:
Math with a time limit is just plain evil. I think I might never really have to do it again though. The last time was prelim exams - 3 totally brutal four hour exams. 
God DAMN that sucked. What also sucked was taking the complex analysis prelim a second time since I failed it first time around.
Me and my roommate have been watching NUMB3RS for camp value. Did you see the one about the Riemann Hypothesis? Holy hell, almost makes me embarrassed to be a mathematician. I predict that show has a life expectancy of about 5 more episodes. Even Judd Hirsch won't be able to save it.
God DAMN that sucked. What also sucked was taking the complex analysis prelim a second time since I failed it first time around.
Me and my roommate have been watching NUMB3RS for camp value. Did you see the one about the Riemann Hypothesis? Holy hell, almost makes me embarrassed to be a mathematician. I predict that show has a life expectancy of about 5 more episodes. Even Judd Hirsch won't be able to save it.
Since my birthday is in less than a month, I was trying to come up with a list of things I wanted. The problem is, I don't really want anything that's not really expensive. New tires, for example. My car isn't particularly safe to drive in the rain. Now, I can probably get those out of my dad because he worries about my safety, but...
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kerberos:
firefox totally rocks. it's the only browser i've been using ever since i heard about it - way before public release.
i didn't know there was a spellcheck on it though, that would sure save me from someone's wrath.
can you update your wishlist with the stuff you want for your birthday? i've never started one so I don't know.
i didn't know there was a spellcheck on it though, that would sure save me from someone's wrath.
can you update your wishlist with the stuff you want for your birthday? i've never started one so I don't know.
vanessa:
I about sprung a river of jizz when I saw you commented in my journal.
You totally made my week by doing that
You totally made my week by doing that
Hi guys. I figure that since it's a new month I should probably update. You know, just because I don't respond to your comment in my journal doesn't mean I don't like you. It just means I'm lazy or will answer your question in my next entry.
The Name of the Rose is good. I haven't made much progress, but I'm trying to savor it....
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The Name of the Rose is good. I haven't made much progress, but I'm trying to savor it....
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goblinboots:
Ha ha ha!! I just checked out Dinosaur Comics. I can't beleive that I'm a Paleo student and I've never seen these before. Once again, I think you're my new hero!!
goblinboots:
Ha ha ha!! I just checked out Dinosaur Comics. I can't beleive that I'm a Paleo student and I've never seen these before. Once again, I think you're my new hero!!
It's a beautiful day here in Portlandia. It's sunny and blue and 63 degrees. I love being able to open my blinds and have the sun shine in My windows mostly face east so I only get the morning sun, but it's still bright and beautiful in the afternoon.
I'm going to read in the park today in about an hour. Yeah, it's going to...
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nicolletta:
i like you in black
shayne:
Thanks for the birthday wishes... I cannot wait, I tell you, for your next set. Any predictions? hints?
at any rate, I can't wait.
p.s. I went through this message and edited it for spelling errors since, I know; how they/? irrrritate u. heheh.
at any rate, I can't wait.
p.s. I went through this message and edited it for spelling errors since, I know; how they/? irrrritate u. heheh.
Valentine's Day Special
You know, I just don't understand. It is SO EASY to prevent the spread of HIV. Are people ignorant or just plain fucking stupid? We could be rid of the disease if everyone just used condoms. I know people say they're no fun, that they ruin the mood, that sex doesn't feel as good, but I bet that getting AIDS would be...
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You know, I just don't understand. It is SO EASY to prevent the spread of HIV. Are people ignorant or just plain fucking stupid? We could be rid of the disease if everyone just used condoms. I know people say they're no fun, that they ruin the mood, that sex doesn't feel as good, but I bet that getting AIDS would be...
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the_product:
saw your cam today...you're beautiful.
thank you.
thank you.
Love is so strange. It's hard to tell when you "fall in love", just as it's hard to tell when you fall out of it again. It's not like happiness where you can tell when you're happy, although you do feel love really strongly at times... but is that feeling really love? Is that really its name? It's weird that such a fleeting feeling can...
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frankmask:
Even though it's impossible to quantify, when it's there it's definately there.
jayenh:
I had a blast teaching Princeton Review.
I used to be so good about updating.
People have bought me so many things from my wishlist and I haven't thanked them yet. I'm sorry. 2 books, 2 dvds, four cds and a pair of shoes. I haven't even taken pictures of them yet. If you've bought me something in the last two months, post here and I'll be sure to get back to...
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People have bought me so many things from my wishlist and I haven't thanked them yet. I'm sorry. 2 books, 2 dvds, four cds and a pair of shoes. I haven't even taken pictures of them yet. If you've bought me something in the last two months, post here and I'll be sure to get back to...
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evillyn:
You got shoes!
Lucky bitch.
Lucky bitch.
lillithvain:
I hate laundry. I know exactly how you feel..... my head is full of hot air and thoughts, but the only thing that comes out is the air most of the time. 
P.S. Your profile pic is way hot... Can't wait for the set!!