Going up to Nor Cal for a funeral. Back Sunday.
Hallucinations;
I get fixations.
Penetrating my deepest,
Darkest,
Thoughts of destruction.
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I wrote that when I was having "one of those days".
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Dating profiles.....Oh man. This will be interesting.
I get fixations.
Penetrating my deepest,
Darkest,
Thoughts of destruction.
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I wrote that when I was having "one of those days".
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Dating profiles.....Oh man. This will be interesting.
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tsepesh2:
well she 2 years old
faelynia:
thank you!!!
i grew them myself
i grew them myself
This is from back in 1997.
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Hundreds of songs,
With as many different voices.
Funny they all say the same things.
They say how much I love you.
How sorry I am that you must go.
They all say the same things,
The songs help me let my feelings show.
I want to tell you,
I want to let you know.
I mmediately after...
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Hundreds of songs,
With as many different voices.
Funny they all say the same things.
They say how much I love you.
How sorry I am that you must go.
They all say the same things,
The songs help me let my feelings show.
I want to tell you,
I want to let you know.
I mmediately after...
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delusion:
I'm glad you liked it. It honestly was the most difficult thing that I have ever written. You should join the writer's group and participate. Also, it is full of shit I've written throughout the months. Or, my past journal entries are a source of basically everything I've written since March that I thought was any good.
I think I need meds again.
I am fucking depressed today. And about what? I have no cares in the world. I satisfy my need to shop whenever I feel like it. I am fortunate enough to get everything that I could want, materially anyway.
I have great family and friends. I have a good job. Life is not bad for me.
But I am...
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I am fucking depressed today. And about what? I have no cares in the world. I satisfy my need to shop whenever I feel like it. I am fortunate enough to get everything that I could want, materially anyway.
I have great family and friends. I have a good job. Life is not bad for me.
But I am...
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armsxlikexblades:
Absofuckinlutly! You'll have to meet us in Orange or something tho! If you're really down...I'll make sure it's still on and we'll go!
Maybe you can get Mr. Shatner to read one of your poems...
Maybe you can get Mr. Shatner to read one of your poems...
melladoree:
Vintage Tea Leaf... It is on the corner of Broadway and Bonito in longbeach... It was so cute, not quite alice and wonderland, more victorian but it was still a good experience..
I stayed home tonight to watch the debate. Politicians crack me up. Trying to put the best of their two screwed up feet forward.
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serpentworship:
I've been hiding in my L.A. bunker, trying to stay the hell away from the irrational, untrustworthy masses. 
(Holy shit, just by writing that, I realized that truly is exactly where I want to be!)
See the thing is, someone might hear "LDS" and, having not seen me yet, would think that the Mormon church just made a record.
Plus, I *heart* trauma.
[ Puppy's "Choralone" just came on. If this is as good as it gets in life, I'm fine with that. ]
Wait. You stayed home tonight as opposed to what? Going out? Where have *you* been?
(Holy shit, just by writing that, I realized that truly is exactly where I want to be!)
See the thing is, someone might hear "LDS" and, having not seen me yet, would think that the Mormon church just made a record.
Plus, I *heart* trauma.
[ Puppy's "Choralone" just came on. If this is as good as it gets in life, I'm fine with that. ]
Wait. You stayed home tonight as opposed to what? Going out? Where have *you* been?
strangeattractor:
thanks!
say what you will about kerry. i have my own issues with the guy. but bush is a total moron, and showed nearly every sign of lying - shifty, overly blinky eyes, sustained pauses, squirmy-ness and fidgeting, squaring his shoulders away from his opponent...plus i loved the line about how "it was hard work to love" this one woman, seeing as he sent her son into war.
seriously, like that guy knows hard work from his anus.
say what you will about kerry. i have my own issues with the guy. but bush is a total moron, and showed nearly every sign of lying - shifty, overly blinky eyes, sustained pauses, squirmy-ness and fidgeting, squaring his shoulders away from his opponent...plus i loved the line about how "it was hard work to love" this one woman, seeing as he sent her son into war.
seriously, like that guy knows hard work from his anus.
I love Vivaldi's Four Seasons. So relaxing. It is now time for a nap before I go to Venice for the Mosaic Poetry reading.
I know for sure I am going to read the "Peach " Poem, but past that we shall see.
I know for sure I am going to read the "Peach " Poem, but past that we shall see.
See that, It is Hurricane Isabelle coming in. Scary to think I could compare my life to that scene. But in the end, it will be worth every torrential second.
At least that is what I tell myself when things seem bad.
At least that is what I tell myself when things seem bad.
scoots:
month and a half .........im old school now right?
Seriously though. I have to be at 4:30 in the morning to go to work tomorrow. AHHH! 
Although I must say I do like finishing up early.
But I don't think I like it that much.
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I wrote this back in 1998. Seems like forever ago.
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Turning, burning.
I feel the yearning.
Tension, friction.
I feel the conviction.
Loving, longing.
Leaving, belonging.
I...
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Although I must say I do like finishing up early.
But I don't think I like it that much.
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I wrote this back in 1998. Seems like forever ago.
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Turning, burning.
I feel the yearning.
Tension, friction.
I feel the conviction.
Loving, longing.
Leaving, belonging.
I...
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melladoree:
i get up around the smae time, it sucks!
armsxlikexblades:
kinda sounds like it should be a rolling stones song...
I wrote these for a guy who was nice and sweet, but I can't love him. He is not what I want. I feel like a bitch for the whole situation, but what can I do? I didn't want to lie and lead him to believe there is a chance. So now he remains a semi-distant friend.
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First day away.
Not sure what to...
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First day away.
Not sure what to...
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armsxlikexblades:
Dooood...I don't have your number.
I've emailed mine to you.
I'm gonna end up flaking today anyway...but give me a call.
~AXLXB
I've emailed mine to you.
I'm gonna end up flaking today anyway...but give me a call.
~AXLXB
armsxlikexblades:
HOLY SHITE BALLS!!! I'm glad you're okay. Damned shellfish!
Love's Philosophy
by Percy Bysshe Shelley
"I.
The fountains mingle with the river,
And the river with the ocean;
The winds of heaven mix forever
With a sweet emotion;
Nothing in the world is single;
All things by a law divine
In one another's being mingle:
Why not I with thine?
II.
See the mountians kiss high heaven,
And the waves clasp one another;
No...
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by Percy Bysshe Shelley
"I.
The fountains mingle with the river,
And the river with the ocean;
The winds of heaven mix forever
With a sweet emotion;
Nothing in the world is single;
All things by a law divine
In one another's being mingle:
Why not I with thine?
II.
See the mountians kiss high heaven,
And the waves clasp one another;
No...
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armsxlikexblades:
awwwwww....
Henry Rollins wrote:
"I don't love you
I did for a few minutes but even then
It was just me loving myself with your body
I do that sometimes
So do you"
I find that to be a true statement for me. So many times I thought I loved someone, but I just loved the intimacy felt during sex.
There still have been two men...
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"I don't love you
I did for a few minutes but even then
It was just me loving myself with your body
I do that sometimes
So do you"
I find that to be a true statement for me. So many times I thought I loved someone, but I just loved the intimacy felt during sex.
There still have been two men...
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armsxlikexblades:
hahahahaha
I love that quote
amazing.
NEVER SETTLE THO.
I love that quote
amazing.
NEVER SETTLE THO.
akasha823:
Bad Sex v. No Sex----------
What would you rather have?
I choose Bad Sex. It usually isn't all bad.
[Edited on Sep 22, 2004 10:39PM]
What would you rather have?
I choose Bad Sex. It usually isn't all bad.
[Edited on Sep 22, 2004 10:39PM]
Another day goes by...
My life is pretty boring at the present time. I have nothing to say. So when I do, I will.
My life is pretty boring at the present time. I have nothing to say. So when I do, I will.
Thank you for the birthday wishes!
btw, read y'r dating profile... says nothing about pervy grrls with kissy tendencies....