akasha823

Hey there folks...

Nothing really new to update tonight.

Just sending out good vibes to everyone. Hope y'all are well.

XOXOX

I have been writing a little bit lately. It has been way too long since I have posted anything. For that matter it has been way too long since I have really written anything. The cathartic winds are blowing again. Damn, I have missed them.

Things are slowly getting a little less intense for me lately. But much to the dismay of some friends, relocating...
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Whew. Just got back from a trip up to Sac Town. It was so nice to get away from it all. I had a lot of time to think. And I got an adjustment. I love getting cracked. I was always scared of chiropractors because I hated the idea of someone cracking me up, but I must say, there is a lot of tension that...
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There are so many different things that I have found trigger my need for change. I realized that the times where I did makes changes, was after feeling like I was backed against a wall with nowhere to go. And it became a survival mechanism. Ya know, sink or swim; fight or flight.

I have always dealt well with change because I have always wanted...
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Traffic really blows. But I am SERIOUSLY happy because Grey's premieres tonight.

Hope y'all are well out there.

So folks, the change that I was talking about could be this:

I am considering moving to Virginia. I am feeling like I need to get out of So Cal. I am still looking for a job, but if I go, I already have a place to live as my old roomie is there already. We shall see how this plays out.

I will be...
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I am feeling very restless today. I can't explain it. But it feels like something is changing...

So are y'all ready for this shit?!

I recently (with the help of one of my best friend's, MrMan77) put keyed locks on my doors for my own piece of mind. These were placed on my bedroom door and my bathroom door because I hate people going into my space without my permission. When I went away on business, my bro (or his girlfriend)...
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So I didn't bitch yesterday.

Time to make up.

Car trouble- $3800 later (that is not a typo), I get it back. Everything that could go wrong did. As if I couldn't get any poorer.

Everything else:

Still single- and good with that.

Still not liking the living situation. But with help from MrMan77, things are better. He's a great friend who is quite...
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I promise, I am not going to bitch in this blog.

After tonight's class, I officially have one night of class left until my BS is finally over. Next Tuesday, I will have completed what I started back when I was 17. It has been a long road. But damn it feels good that I will be able to say I am done.

Hope you...
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So here is a question: Can people really change?

As all of you who have been reading my blog know- I have an asshole for a brother.

I love him because he is my brother; but I really don't like him AT ALL.

And to be honest- his behavior reminds me of my ex fiance, JackAss. And that makes me dislike him even more. I...
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