akasha823

Hey Folks.

Lately I have been questioning my failth... yet again.

For the past 8 months or so I had been going to church religiously (no pun intended). Recently, I have been feeling like I have been faking the happiness and peace. I was reading poetry at an outreach event this past November and it felt forced and fake. I don't write the happy feel...
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Hey Folks,

Wow- it has been a crazy few weeks.

My brother's father committed suicide the day I came back to SG. We found out shortly after I posted. My heart broke for him and his siblings. It was an awful experience. The funeral was last week and I drove up to Nor Cal with my niece to be there for him. He is doing...
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Hey Folks-

I am back. I have missed you all. I needed to clear my head for a while. To be honest, it really isn't that much clearer. Ah well.

How are you all doing?? What have I missed these past 8 months?

Hugs,
Me

Hey folks. I am going to be cancelling my account. It will expire in mid June. If you want to get ahold of me, you should do it soon. Brightest Blessings to you all. Tamara

I went to church today for the first time in a long time. I went to a church by my house. It is completely different from any other church that I have ever been to.

For the first time ever, I didn't feel judged when I walked through the doors.

I never thought I would ever want to go regularly to church again because of...
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I broke the damn celibacy rule over the weekend. I was doing so well and then gave into the animalistic urge to get some. So I did and it was good.

I did go almost a full 7 months without any physical contact with anyone of the opposite or same sex. Some of my friends told me they could never do it. I would say...
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Hey all. So things are looking up a bit.

I am still poor, but I am looking to find something part time to supplement the income. I am also, as usual, looking for a new job.

The internet dating thing is still the same old stuff, different day. But really though, it seems that every guy I talk to has issues; like every guy on...
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I am so broke. I am going further into debt because of this stupid fucking company I work for. Anyone know any legal ways I can make $1000 by Sunday?

My best friend knows I have chosen to be celibate and what does she do????

While I was gone she set up a profile for me on a dating site. I can't be too mad at her because she has been witness to all of the crap I have been through with the jerks I have dated. But I kind of wanted to let the...
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Update time......

I am feeling so much better now. I am basically all better.

Now I get to be traveling for work for essentially the next 3 weeks.

This coming week I will be in North Carolina.
I will be spending the week of Valentine's Day in Iowa.
And the week after that I will be in Jersey.

All for work. BOO!

I wish I...
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I have bronchitis and have officially coughed up both my lungs.

Hope y'all are well out there.