akasha823

Some stuff I wrote:

9-16-09 (for my bartender)
Dancing with the thoughts of tangling lips and fingertips.
Clouds swirl around my head as I think of your hands and kisses.

Feeling the chianti-
I think of the things that could be.
Hours in bed discovering mutual bliss.
The thoughts of you are not easy to dismiss.

Memories of your lips against mine,
Dance around and...
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So I am home after a great weekend up in Nor Cal. I can't wait til I get to go back! Hope that everyone out there had a safe and happy New Year's weekend.

So, I am doing better since finding out about the death of my ex. I have decided at this time not contact his daughter because of all of the things that transpired when I left him. Thanks for the kindness!

I am one step closer to moving to TX, but it looks like the actual move won't take place until the Summer of 2010. I...
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I just found out that my ex fiance died a few years ago. As much as I hated the way he treated me, I never in a million years would have wanted him to die so young. My heart is breaking for his daughter; I was a mother to her for 5 years of her young life and I cannot even begin to imagine what...
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So after this weekend, I have a whole new love for the song Sex on Fire. Hope all is well out there.

So, I'm gonna be a Texan at some point next year. I have decided that I need a change. I am getting sick of CA. I need to find some peace. While I am there, I am going to go back to school and get my teaching credential. I am sick of working not making a difference in the world. Seriously, even if I only...
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So my car is broken. The key got stuck in the ignition- in the ON position. We literally had to pull the ignition fuse out to turn the car off. It is a work car so at least I don't have to pay for repairs.

My loaner vehicle? A soccer-mom style minivan. I think I can rock it.

Hope all is well out there in...
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Hey Folks,

So damn, it has been awhile. I had a small health scare. I was having heart palpitations and that kind of freaked me out. Essentially it was discovered that I have two leaky heart valves. Surprisingly, it is not anything to worry about at the moment. I was essentially told that I need to learn how to manage my stress better and should...
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I am exhausted. Yesterday, I was at the beach all day hanging out with people from church. Every August, we do a baptism at the beach. It is a pretty moving experience to witness. There were like 100 people that got baptized.

So, I am having mixed feelings again about being here on SG and attempting to grow in my spiritual walk. I have been...
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So I work in a really competitive industry. I really can't say who I work for, but let's just say that there are 3 major international companies in the industry and a lot of other smaller, independent ones. I work for the largest and most popular. Well today was one of those, I am happy to be at work and kicking butt in my job...
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Why do people talk so much and still don't say anything???

Yea!! Tomorrow is Friday! I can't wait because the A/C will get fixed and I am going out with the girls for Chick Flick Fridays- as long as I feel better. Ah who am I kidding, I will take a few extra Advil and go anyway.

I am so sad to hear about John Hughes. He made us laugh and sometimes cry (yes there are...
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