Its a simple thing I never asked too much all at once
I take my time going through my list of demands
Watch it growing
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Full of energy and hope that this spring has brought, I went outside to tackle my overgrown garden. Today, I did find that it is definitely time for Claritin. And that finally, I have energy to give...
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I take my time going through my list of demands
Watch it growing
Shelley Doty: Books
Full of energy and hope that this spring has brought, I went outside to tackle my overgrown garden. Today, I did find that it is definitely time for Claritin. And that finally, I have energy to give...
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kingskottie:
god is right now trying to stop rock and roll!
kingskottie:
heh...so cute.
Today at the store I had no idea how much halibut to buy. I know exactly how much my family used to eat, but trying to shorten that to only three surpassed me. I wanted it, but probably my kids wont eat it and I will throw out at least eight dollars worth of fish. Or maybe they will be ravenous. So I decided on...
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tadzi:
must.... resist to make joke with "for the halibut" as the punchline....
suzy_kabloozy:
I imagine that just buying ice cream at every trip to the store until you figure out the new quantities should work pretty well. I mean, that's my secret! And leftovers are good. Without them, some nights my kids wouldn't eat. Which reminds me ... I have leftover Thai food at home for tonight! 
Anyway, I found it was the strangest things that would make me break down or laugh out loud or boggle my mind. Embrace them all ... and this too shall pass. The only thing that is certain in life is change.
Hope you're feeling great, beautiful!
Anyway, I found it was the strangest things that would make me break down or laugh out loud or boggle my mind. Embrace them all ... and this too shall pass. The only thing that is certain in life is change.
Hope you're feeling great, beautiful!
I have been completely overwhelmed by how many caring wonderful people are out there. Damn this site just might give me hope again. It, among other things, has been shining a light into my life and allowing me to look around and see things that I have ignored. And this is always good. So yes, Im doing all right and in the end everything will...
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parker451:
good cuz yer a cool chick and hate to see you unhappy
redheadedleague:
Glad to hear it.
OH GOD OH CRAP- I just sent my 12 year marriage and 15 year relationship walking out the door into the night and the rain.
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFU
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFU
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moya:
Oooh.. Well, then.. I hope that you discover what you need to. I haven't been in that situation before, so..I really can't give any advice. 
There isn't a six flags location out west? Why not? I thought there were 6.. Spread out over the country..
Females cause many problems in our group. I can't wait til I can finally pull away from them and gain back some male friends. Women take everything as competition (atleast around here) it seems, for males.
It's not fun.
There isn't a six flags location out west? Why not? I thought there were 6.. Spread out over the country..
Females cause many problems in our group. I can't wait til I can finally pull away from them and gain back some male friends. Women take everything as competition (atleast around here) it seems, for males.
It's not fun.
rosehips:
Oh wow, I am so sorry to hear that. I hope things work out ok. I wish I had some advice or words of comfort, but I am not so good at relationships. I do hope that whatever you want to happen does happen.
Tired of having the song in my heart
turning to dust behind.
I just felt that it was time to start
to see what I could find.
Sometimes you got to forget.
Change your head and use the one you get.
Sometimes you got to let go;
For you can grab on again.
-Jambay Grab On
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turning to dust behind.
I just felt that it was time to start
to see what I could find.
Sometimes you got to forget.
Change your head and use the one you get.
Sometimes you got to let go;
For you can grab on again.
-Jambay Grab On
Well thats where Im at. Well see where it...
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dj_brok_lee:
you WILL survive
rodan:
Right on with that - right there with you too... If you need hands virtually held, etc, let me know.
These bubbles were kinda cool - they'd sit on the grass - at one point it was like the whole yard was covered - I didn't get a picture of them tho
RE:BCB set - Yeah, that's my plan - I need a tripod, some time alone and a bottle of Jack I think
- well maybe on a glass, my tolerance is WAY down from what it used to be
These bubbles were kinda cool - they'd sit on the grass - at one point it was like the whole yard was covered - I didn't get a picture of them tho
RE:BCB set - Yeah, that's my plan - I need a tripod, some time alone and a bottle of Jack I think
- well maybe on a glass, my tolerance is WAY down from what it used to be What a vinegar tinged day. Hard boiled eggs, deep stares, and heavy sighs surround our sharp words
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rhanarose:
It would be fun to hang with you - and toast to the future....... 
I am going to Black Butte the first week of August - What about a get together then? We actually drive thru Portland and then go east on Highway 20.........Just a wild and crazy thought - but hey - if you don't place a bet once in a while you might miss a win! ( Or something to that effect )
Rhanarose
I am going to Black Butte the first week of August - What about a get together then? We actually drive thru Portland and then go east on Highway 20.........Just a wild and crazy thought - but hey - if you don't place a bet once in a while you might miss a win! ( Or something to that effect
)
Rhanarose
el_scootro:
im so jelous of your comment lovin i wish i commanded the same response form people
I think I need a new bed. Ive had the present one for about 11 years. Actually, as I got it right after I got married and bought my first house, I would say its almost exactly 11 years old. When we first started sleeping together I had a well worn double sized futon. It was wonderful, all arms and legs and stomachs touching all...
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quasi_sean:
interesting conversation, my friend.
moya:
I was hoping I wouldn't have to have children, because I'd be one nutty mother, and..well, there are so many factors in todays world. Unfortunately, it looks like the task of procreation in this family will be passed onto me.. 
But, if my children happen to turn out like me, well, that'd be awesome, because more people like me out there would rock.
I ended up goofing off in church.. I'm sure it pissed alot of people off. Including my mother.
I'd offer to have tubes hooked up, so some of the fat from my boobs could be transferred over to yours, but my sister has claims on them already..
But, if my children happen to turn out like me, well, that'd be awesome, because more people like me out there would rock.
I ended up goofing off in church.. I'm sure it pissed alot of people off. Including my mother.
I'd offer to have tubes hooked up, so some of the fat from my boobs could be transferred over to yours, but my sister has claims on them already..
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quasi_sean:
i didn't just make you throw up now did i?
quasi_sean:
you better rest up then.
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tadzi:
i love that shot of that house in the first one...makes it look somewhat sinister.
johnsonboy:
That's about as close as you could get. In a way that's kind of the subject, but it's really more the subtlelties of knowing how to fill one's own cup.
Sort of the difference between desire and something more sublime. Not very specific. A modification of feeling. I think it's the prerequisite for long-term love. It's only guesswsork though.
Sort of the difference between desire and something more sublime. Not very specific. A modification of feeling. I think it's the prerequisite for long-term love. It's only guesswsork though.
What a wonderful time with friends friends that were almost lost to both to me and to each other. We drank all the beer, all the vodka, all the scotch, late into the night while our words found each other again over chocolate. Our eldest children playing like puppies sweet in their innocent awakening. The thick rain brought us a dusting of snow on the...
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rhanarose:
Sounds like an introverted time - like maybe you re-connected with some people.............Anyway, I'm drunk and looking at your journals'cause I care...........
LOL
Rhanarose
LOL
Rhanarose
moya:
Wow.. I wished I lived in Oregon so I could go visit that place.. Make a reservation for a week or something.. *keeps wishing* That looks like a really quiet and enjoyable environment, though. Maybe when I do head out that way, one day in the far future..
*keeps wishing* That looks like a really quiet and enjoyable environment, though. Maybe when I do head out that way, one day in the far future..You know it's going to be a good weekend when you buy enough beer for the check-out person to comment.
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rosehips:
Sure sounds like a better weekend than I had. Not that mine was that bad given the circumstances. It just wasn't exactly interesting or exciting.
bastardo:
BWAAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Best.
Journal.
Entry.
EVAR!
Best.
Journal.
Entry.
EVAR!
Sometimes certain music winds it way through what's happening in my life until I can't tell whether I'm listening to it because of what I'm feeling or if what I'm feeling is because of the music. This last week I've listenend to Tori Amos The Beekeeper at least three or four times day.
So since i spent the day lazing around the house listening to...
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rodan:
ok - the Steve Kimock is cool stuff - I think I like the "not so Jerry" music better than the fullon Jerry stuff tho
Thanks!
Thanks!
quasi_sean:
no, i've never been....but hopefully someday. *sigh*