friday night i went to the DKM show at the avalon. it was amazing but not quite as good as saturday nights. i met SG sid and quiescence we had a lot of fun and i did not get sid to do a shot... and they did not see me piss ass drunk... ok i lie. i had a lot of fun both nights and... Read More
things are going to be ok i think. my ex and i have been talking and we are going to work on our friendship. then on the other stuff. we have been hanging out lately and today we went for a walk then went to her place had dinner and watched freddy vs. jason. then we talked some more. i had such a wonderful day... Read More
My ex-wife and I are getting to be on speaking terms again, which is wierd for me. In all of my past relationships I burned my bridges to the ground. I'm glad things are going well for you.
i just wish i would die... i won't kill myself but i do wish that one morning i just wouldn't wake up... or that some big rig would run me off the highway. the pain is too much. i can't take it any more.
i start therapy tuesday... i hope it helps i don't know if i can take another failure in my life.
this letter is going to be the most honest letter i have ever written. i am going to say things i have never said before. it is going to be long and maybe a little confusing. this isn't easy for me so bare with me.
hey man, didn't mean to offend or seem like I was picking on a typo or whatever... thought you may actually have meant 'hicking' as like a slang for hunting/shooting stuff/ or whatever... and chasing after an animal through the woods with a spear is about the closest I've come to anything like that; and I've heard that NH actually has a prettygood ferrel pig/boar population and I know of people who have hunted them there with spears and other primitive weapons.
i wish i could tell you more pertenant news
but we're in a rating's system here
and the key factor is sensationalism
they've got you running in circles from nine to five
and five to nine... YOU'RE MINE
i tell you what they want you to know!
and you consider it the truth!
nobody is opening thier eyes!... Read More
i know where you are right now after a bad breakup...i was there a few months ago, feeling pretty much identical to you. people always say to give it time, or that time heals all wounds, or whatever, but i found that the best thing to do is just occupy yourself however you can. exercise, reading, writing, ANYTHING you can do to get your mind off of it. it's been 4 months and i'm still pretty fucked up about it, but you just have to see past it all. it helps to have other girls be interested in you, just so you realize there are other girls out there.