i have come to the conclusion that my mt. biking has been keeping my depression at a dull ache for the last few months. the reason i came to this conclusion is; this weekend i did some semi-major damage to my bike and had to bring it into the shop to get it fixed. well this week has been particularly hard on me. and i have started to have urges to do things to myself that i haven't done for a few months. and i realised that that coincided with my starting to bike almost every day. (the phisical pain of pushing yourself to new limits drowns out the emotional pains) now i will get my bike back friday and be on the trails again on saturday so getting through the week doesn't worry me. what does worry me is making it through a long new england winter. i will have less time to exersise because of school and work and when the snow hits i will have a hard time making myself do a more traditional workout when i do have time... cabin fever really scares me this year i think.
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this morning i woke up out of a nightmare. the odd thing was i actually wanted to go back to sleep and find out what happened. it was your basic run of the mill monster nightmare. and to be honest i will take those over the dreams about my ex any day.
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i started a SuicideGirls Fantasy Hockey leauge on yahoo.
the ID# is 1283 and the Password is password. go here to sign up. all are welcome.
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Quote: "One meadow they rode through caused Rekarafi to stop dead and just crouch amid the flowers...
The swordmaster rode over to [him]'We can linger here, if you wish.'
'And allow me to wallow in a past that will never return?'
'Let you refresh memories that once brought you joy.'
Rekarafi looked at him carefully. 'even happy memories hurt. It's the separation.'"
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this morning i woke up out of a nightmare. the odd thing was i actually wanted to go back to sleep and find out what happened. it was your basic run of the mill monster nightmare. and to be honest i will take those over the dreams about my ex any day.
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i started a SuicideGirls Fantasy Hockey leauge on yahoo.
the ID# is 1283 and the Password is password. go here to sign up. all are welcome.
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Quote: "One meadow they rode through caused Rekarafi to stop dead and just crouch amid the flowers...
The swordmaster rode over to [him]'We can linger here, if you wish.'
'And allow me to wallow in a past that will never return?'
'Let you refresh memories that once brought you joy.'
Rekarafi looked at him carefully. 'even happy memories hurt. It's the separation.'"
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how about if you pay for parking (maybe $30) and thats it? I'm checking with 1 more friend and if I don't get a yes, that offer stands.