60ftqueenie

*cough cough cough* ok this smoking thing has got to stop.... I smoked way too many ciggies last night out drinking with Illbill and Oak... so many cute couriers and hot punky girls.. mmmmmm

doing the whole funiture thing today... just woke up and having my first coffee and ciggie of the day... gotta go and hire a car from down the road... go to my nannas place and pick up a few things we have in storage there... have some tea and slice with nanna.... then pick up adrian and go and pick out our furniture.... then hopefully come home and have a nap....

I'm going to start kicking the smoking thing by cutting back the amount of weed I smoke... I only smoke one joint a night but I'm going to cut that down slowly to 3 nights a week (my nights off) and then Im going to only smoke at work from now on.... and then gradually cut that back... the time has come my friends... I've got a pretty serene diet... I get enough exercise at work... I drink enough water in a day... the only thing bad I do now is punish my lungs... I knew I'd stop one day but I always thought i'd just happily smoke into my early 30's and then give up when I want to have a baby like so many others... but my lungs are getting too fucked up now....

I dont know maybe I like just putting my body under duress all the time... maybe I'm a masochist...

I had a very bizarre dream about someone from the site being my master.... totally weird...