Here I am sitting counting away the days (21 to be exact) for my time to pack up my bags and head on to college!.. sheesh i didn't even see it coming .. what do i do know? i ask myself.. i mean maybe i am just a wuss and can't take the fact that i am going to be over 3,000 miles away from my current life... maybe i am just having second thoughts about everything... maybe i should take a year off from school ... and re-apply and go in next fall... what to do what to do??? ...lol.. 
i am thinking it can't be that bad riggght? 
am i just going on and on? sorry .. i just can't seem to sort things out i am just typing to feel some sort of relief..just so many hard times in the last few months and now that i have acctually grown close to some people i have to leave and start all over again! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! *screams* 
i feel better now...
for those that took the time to read this thankyou! and i apologize at the same time
.. take care humans
i am thinking it can't be that bad riggght? am i just going on and on? sorry .. i just can't seem to sort things out i am just typing to feel some sort of relief..just so many hard times in the last few months and now that i have acctually grown close to some people i have to leave and start all over again! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! *screams* i feel better now...
for those that took the time to read this thankyou! and i apologize at the same time
.. take care humans
kestrel:
Nah, I think you're going to be okay. Packing up and moving out is rough, but it's a good chance to reinvent yourself, and have a whole new life. 
quest36833:
"Ive Been Down Hearted baby, Ive Been Down, Ive Been Down, Ive Been Down Hearted Baby"....