i think i'm on a bout of insomnia...shit.

i don't feel like eating much either.

and this one girl is really evasive. (just the one, you ask??)

cyberkisses to irish

i'm moving to alameda in a nice victorian (if god wills it to be so-my pocketbook=god). i think it's inhabited my a ghost though...is this true g_e_d?

i can't stop listening to this one cd and it's making me batty.

i want all things to be washed clean. what is new? what is fresh?

i'm calling like 5 people from this site today whom i've never chatted with before. that's fun and new and fresh and it's all washed clean.................in blood!!!!!!!!!!!!!

birth of a beginning; only the crosstitch of time folding over and tapping your shoulder. listen to the sounds and open up the "fargate". you know, the plutonians...sheer green you are now...you are lost in it...and we are together. every place and face are not the same, are they? bone, wood, dirt and fire.

i feel like bowling, or going to the archery range (geena davis rocks on w/her bad self). i feel like rollerskating to the grease II soundtrack (cool rider..."i don't want no ordinary boy...coming on too strong to me..").

peace.

the update line->

i had a really good day, it was beautiful and the clouds were amazing and the azure light coming through with yellow hinting just behind. i loved talking with you datsun...very easy and carefree and i look forward to tomorrow. sweepea-your energy seems infectious and i can sense you smiling over the phone waves. nysley...you know you're my first! and irish my love...word to what we were talkin' about..the whole kit 'n' kaboodle (yeah, say it, there's no way i can get any ass saying kit 'n' kaboodle)

rode baby after a long absence

was in the presence of many loved ones

had the best leek/walnut/kale/chipotle soup

and my meeting w/alameda living colleague was more than i'd expected. i am excited about the newness of it all. we are going to have a housewarming party and maybe fire dancers and ninjas like g_e_d knows how?! so..everybody should come...good space. there is a couple spirits apparently though...we're in for wild times...

found out i can use a studio space at CCA for free and silkscreen all i want and this gives me a major boner.

and watched a really good documentary called 'Chain Camera' directed by Kirby Dick. it follows the lives of multiple high school seniors and is one of the most intense and pinpoint perfect docs i've seen in a while.

and coming up is Spike Lee's 'Sucker Free City' on Showtime in Feb. which chronicles Tenderloin, Hunter's Pt. and Chinatown gangs...

I'm going to pick up Herman Hesse's 'If the war goes on...' next.

-good night all-