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shit, I almost forgot.My schedule this week is: Mon, Tues, Wed, Sat, Sun nights from 9pm-2am. I will probably cancell Sat. night.I'm working at Cocktails & Dreams (screams) located at SE 35th and Powell,kitty corner from Tommy's, behind the Original Taco House.

My previous journal entry actually contains thoughts.xoxox -Voltaire
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killbot666:
I would love to see you as Alice from American mcgees Alice. Competely dark knowingness and black strap boots and a vorpereal blade. yeah i play to much o that game. but V would be the "one" for the part and shes soo wicked sex that my Kat would get up and slap me for not meowing on that fine little peice of art. I could imagine having a 3-d holograph of her sometimes after her tats are almost done.
macbastard:
Do you like Vennia weiners? Cause thats all I have...What do I want for breakfast? Wll how about a big ole helping of you. and then Id have to have seconds...and then brunch, and a snack then supper, then dinner, and then dessert...Im a hungry fella...But somehow, I think you could handle it. The "kitchens" all set up. And we'd make one hell of a cooking team....I bet your dish tastes exsqusite.

Macnaughty
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I got back to Portland, and what to my wondering eyes should appear? but a cloudy grey sky,and rain drawing near......Suprise, suprise...
I didn't get a chance to go to the beach, so I'm going to have one of my friends take pictures of me on the pole at work. Does any one think that's cool at all? let me know.
I walked in to...
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voltaire:
Dude, that girl can't even climb the pole. She's a total bitch, and a lousy dancer...God!!! I can't believe I'm still mad about it...
ozymandias:
Did you ever see the opening sequence of the film Leaving Las Vegas? Gives me chills to think of that hauntingly beautiful piece of film work. Anyways look forward to seeing them if you post them.
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I leave For Portland tonight. I'm not really looking forward to going back,or the lack of sun.I am looking forward to working, 'cause I am broke as fuck.
I'm sitting here, drinking coffe and dreading packing for my flight. The sooner I can move tp L.A., the better. I already know I'll be back middle of next month, and then I really am going to...
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digdug:
bye frown
eclectic:
Best of luck in Portland, Voltaire. Hope you can get to L.A. as soon as you can. Cool people deserve to be happy, whether they are or not. So here's to your happiness. ::raises Dew in toast in vague direction of Oregon::
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GODAMN MY HEAD STILL HURTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What a night . This morning I wondered why I ended up so drunk last night, and then it dawned on me: I forgot to eat yesterday. Usually I can out-drink anyone. then I remembered that you get hang-overs from drinking on empty. I feel like stir fried shit on a stick. I met some really cool dudes last night....Dr_H,...
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macbastard:
Hey sweet tits...I know you were kidding...I know you woulden't hurt my 'feelers', cause then I would run into walls and all the other cockroaches would laff at me. Your Dad and I made up. I tried to cook him some pasta, but I screwed it all up seeing as Im not as amazing a cook as you are...Actually the word "retarted" comes to mind when I think of my culinary skills. Anyway your pa appreciated the gesture and said it was o.k. if we got married. You can tell your mom thanks for the compliment. Shes a nice lady, but your hair is a bit bluer than hers. I hope its o.k. that were getting married in Scotland. I know of an abby that is abandoned and on its own little island. Only the best for you my sweet. Of course before any of this can take place, I've got to get rid of some people who might oppose our wedding, like your 1500 admiriers...and my illigitmate children. Then and only then can we fumble uncertinaly in the marraige bed. I' ll totally wear my kilt. and I don't mind if you wear your heels. I think women who are taller than me are sexy. Usually because they can kill me but thats another story....

YourboyMac
voltaire:
Thanks sweetheart.
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Still on vacation....YAY!!!!!!!!!!!...
to everyone who RSVP'd for tonight's show, you're on the guest list. If you didn't, then you have till I finish posting this journal entry to do so. If you don't know what the hell I'm talking about, then read my last journal.
Anyway, yesterday I went and plyed frisbee with Silver, the bassist for Softcore. She's from Norway, and has never...
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chaosmonkey:
It's good to hear you're vacation's treating you so well.

I sorely wish I was in LA right now. Sniff.
chaosmonkey:
It's good to hear your vacation's treating you so well.

I sorely wish I was in LA right now. Sniff.
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Tonight I'm going to "Meatal Shop"at the Viper Room. It's supposed to be a parody on 80's meatal. It should be pretty cool.
Everyone down here that's reading this should meet me at the Dragonfly on Wed, 6.26.02. between 8:30 & 8:45. I can get you on the guest list if you rsvp with me before 4:00 pm on Wed, via e-mail. My e-mail address...
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pratt:
Fuck... I was actually supposed to play at the Dragonfly tonight. I love that place. Too bad my band broke up last week and cancelled the rest of the tour dates.. Anyhow, I may be catching up with the tour tomorrow or wednesday.. If so, I'll stop by.. already e-mailed you with the real name... hopefully I'll see ya there...


Pratt
twiztedlife:
After reading the boards, you are beautiful and should keep getting inked. By the way I live in Texas but recognize your right sleeve from my friend BenJa's portflio and Tattoo Mag. You Rock.
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L.A. is beautiful... a sea of lights... acity of candles burnining against a glowing night sky...I am at peace.....
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heyimonlydancing:
voltaire! i never noticed the comment you left under celia's profile before. i don't know if you will check this, but i hope that you do. you are absolutely gorgeous! YOU are the reason i joined SG. never think that you are too tattooed or too freaky for this site. having you on here just adds to the diversity and i REALLY wish there were more girls on the site w/ body mods, just like you (and myself). you're amazing and don't you dare think any less of yourself. rock it you turkey!!

;P alesandra
monovox:
I know that things haven't been the best for you lately.... I just want to say that you are a beautiful person and that I hope you find the place that makes you feel as special as you are... whether it's LA over portland or something beyond SG. I'm glad that you are at peace for a change. take care.

david
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Hi. I'm not going to be mad , but I just lost another very long, very cool journal entry about how happy I am now that I'm not In Oregon, or at work. Once again, here's the abriged version:
1. I couldn't be happier.
2. If I still audition, It'll be sometime after tues.
3. I'm moving here next Spring, if not sooner.
4. There's...
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chaosmonkey:
(I posted this while you were updating, so just in case you don't see it there, here it is again. I'm glad you're feeling happy today.)

I don't know a goddamn thing about pole dancing, but I know given a choice between you and the stereotypical fake-breasted "dancer," I'd watch you twirl till you passed out from the headrush. Compated to the work you've had done on your body, they're just distended and gross. You've managed to make yourself genuinely more beautiful without fucking up your body.

And I'm not just saying that because you told me I'm cute. Although that's going to keep me (at least) blushing for the next month or three.

I hope LA goes well and you find things are interested and interesting. Enjoy the sun, if nothing else.
fred:
Here's a suggestion so you won't lose your journal entries...
Type it in a text file first with something like notepad, save it, then copy and paste.
That way you have a version already saved if it's disconnects, plus you get to keep your own version for posterity.
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OK. I'm really pissed off right now. I just completed a rather lengthy journal entry that I could'nt even begin to duplicate, and I'm not even going to try. My connection was terminated just as i finished. Here's the extremly abridged version:
1.I did'nt even place in the pole contest last night, but I already knew that I would'nt.
2.I leave for LA tomorrow. I...
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digdug:
Voltaire!

I just read your post on Celia's page too and it broke my heart to hear you say those things. I wanted you to know that YOU are the reason that I joined this site. I know that it doesn't matter much what some guy on the internet says who doesn't even know you, but I think you are soooo beautiful. You shouldn't feel the need to gauge yourself against the other girls here. One of the reasons this site is appealing is because of the variety of "types" of girls. Please don't doubt yourself. You are, without question, one of the most beautiful girls on SG.
I know that you have been sad lately, but I wanted to let you know that you do have many fans on the site. Please don't feel insecure about your image, you are a total stone fox.

btw, I've never been good at unscrambles, but I am trying to reaarange Raven, to little success. It's only 5 letters & I stilll have a hard time seeing it!
chaosmonkey:
I don't know a goddamn thing about pole dancing, but I know given a choice between you and the stereotypical fake-breasted "dancer," I'd watch you twirl till you passed out from the headrush. Compated to the work you've had done on your body, they're just distended and gross. You've managed to make yourself genuinely more beautiful without fucking up your body.

And I'm not just saying that because you told me I'm cute. Although that's going to keep me (at least) blushing for the next month or three.

I hope LA goes well and you find things are interested and interesting. Enjoy the sun, if nothing else.
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Hey what's up? Not much here. I finaly got a computer. Just hooked it up today. I'm writing this entry from my bedroom, which unfortunately looks like a bomb went off in it. Oh well. I'll clean it when I get back from L.A.
Tonight is the pole contest at Union Jacks. I kinda don't want to go. I don't expect to win on account...
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digdug:
Are you going to be performing in LA or is it just a vacation? Cuz, if you perform - I wanna go.
chaosmonkey:
Whoo, Voltaire and a computer. Hot damn. It's good to see you back around. I've missed reading your journalings. And seeing your lovely face of course. How long till a new set? I'll beg. Seriously.