just got back from my aunt and uncle's where we had thanksgiving. 13 years ago when i first became vegetarian, dinner was stressful and a fiasco, and i think i had to leave the table and go cry in my room after being harrassed by my family. now this year there were several veggie entres, made by myself, my mom, my cousin and his girlfriend....
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mmmm...surfacing....head above the funk of the last month...breathing...looking around...blinking...
ok. i'm going to graduate school. either here or colorado. now begins the application process.
even this little movement. this little decision. IS SO MUCH FREEKIN BETTER THAN SPINNING MY WHEELS. god.
ok. i'm going to graduate school. either here or colorado. now begins the application process.
even this little movement. this little decision. IS SO MUCH FREEKIN BETTER THAN SPINNING MY WHEELS. god.
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funktion:
that's wonderful, glad to hear one of us is making some progress. I think I am too, just not journal worthy I guess. have a great day 
bliss:
Have a great Thanks for Nothin Day!
hmmm...thinking seriously about graduate school.
perfect program.
perfect school.
unperfect location.
i'd have to move. to a different state. i *heart* california and have no desire to live anywhere else. this is my home.
yes. i could always come back.
but things don't always turn out that way.
very scarey.
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perfect program.
perfect school.
unperfect location.
i'd have to move. to a different state. i *heart* california and have no desire to live anywhere else. this is my home.
yes. i could always come back.
but things don't always turn out that way.
very scarey.
what do you think? what kind of big sacrifices have you made to be on...
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coco:
Ultimately I think if you really excited about the program, you will love it. Colorado is a beautiful place, and it's only a couple of years, right? I say go for it, but I know you will miss the Bay Area!!!
sadie:
we should hang out one day and watch the real sex i taped it.
my w(h)ine was not getting better with age, so...
i'm feeling (thinking?) a little better. still mulling it all over, but not avalanching anymore. i think one of the biggest issues is that within the last 6 months, friends have moved away and dynamics with relationships have changed, so i'm finding myself more isolated. isolation bad. isolation make the little hamster in tigerlily's head run...
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i'm feeling (thinking?) a little better. still mulling it all over, but not avalanching anymore. i think one of the biggest issues is that within the last 6 months, friends have moved away and dynamics with relationships have changed, so i'm finding myself more isolated. isolation bad. isolation make the little hamster in tigerlily's head run...
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funktion:
yea! I like when the world around you can show you something about yourself you've forgotten or at least give you a warm fuzzy when you are feeling down
I hear ya on the hamster. I've recently opened the windows a bit and I'm hoping my brain doesn't get all worked up. at least not in a bad way. I'm hoping some things that were not visible through the smoke are able to come back to the surface and play w/ me
i like those rocks too. there was someone that always did them by the alameda ferry. It gave it an otherworldy feel, since they seemed to be there of their own accord or at least defying gravity.
(thanks for the memory I had forgotten them)
pet leo for me
I hear ya on the hamster. I've recently opened the windows a bit and I'm hoping my brain doesn't get all worked up. at least not in a bad way. I'm hoping some things that were not visible through the smoke are able to come back to the surface and play w/ me
i like those rocks too. there was someone that always did them by the alameda ferry. It gave it an otherworldy feel, since they seemed to be there of their own accord or at least defying gravity.
(thanks for the memory I had forgotten them)
pet leo for me
cobalt:
I spent the weekend working on the house...specifically putting up a wooden fence with my Dad....it's good to spend some quality time with the old man. Other than that, I'm being a sci-fi geek and celebrating the 40th anniversary of Doctor Who and working on my website (which will be launched in January)...
really REALLY struggling with the whole W.A.I.D.W.M.L. (whatamidoingwithmylife) issue right now. financial shit. not living authentically shit. self-esteem shit (o.m.g. i'm x years old and this is where i'm at). fear shit (don't want to get excited about a plan because every single one has backfired shit). o.m.g. what will i do when i'm old shit. oh fuck it doesn't matter because g.bush will have...
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eyesquad:
Well i am good. I wrote you back last night. I been there in them dark corridors. They are hard to navigate and even harder to get out of. I would say grab a latte and go see Elf. or Master and Commander. OR actually go see Love Actually. That movie can bring the damm Devil out of a slump.
sadie:
it is fucking cold! lets be broke together !
bad news: my god damn car broke down, AGAIN.
good news: just sent off my new set to missy today and I LOVE IT. i hope you do too.
so here's another story:
on a sunday we hopped in the car and drove souh west towards toscana and siena, to the most infuckingcredible hotsprings i've ever been too. (i will post pics, i swear). 15...
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good news: just sent off my new set to missy today and I LOVE IT. i hope you do too.
so here's another story:
on a sunday we hopped in the car and drove souh west towards toscana and siena, to the most infuckingcredible hotsprings i've ever been too. (i will post pics, i swear). 15...
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audio:
mmm, you are pretty damn cute yourself girl!!
i can't wait to see your new set!
i can't wait to see your new set!
aelectric:
Can't wait for a new set !!
What a bummer about the food experience. It's always a drag to find out about these things after the fact.
Hope your car's well soon
What a bummer about the food experience. It's always a drag to find out about these things after the fact.
Hope your car's well soon
taking a break from the italian stories...
seen this animation yet? "the end of the world"? check it out
http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/end.php
funniest fuckin thing ever
seen this animation yet? "the end of the world"? check it out
http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/end.php
funniest fuckin thing ever
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aelectric:
I sent that one around to a bunch of friends recently. ...so fucking funny!
budoviking:
And California falls into the sea!
I too am a fan of the Rathergood site. The Moon song is wonderful (We like the moon...) A couple of other faves:
http://www.rathergood.com/gaybar/http://www.rathergood.com/mark/
I too am a fan of the Rathergood site. The Moon song is wonderful (We like the moon...) A couple of other faves:
http://www.rathergood.com/gaybar/http://www.rathergood.com/mark/
ok, here's an italia story...
my 2nd week there, i took the train from bologna to firenze (florence) w/out my friend, just for the day. firenze is absolutely beautiful (ever seen "a room with a view"? that's florence)...altho super touristy...even in october. so after wading through crowds i found myself down by the arno, the huge river that runs through the city. (i was lost,...
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my 2nd week there, i took the train from bologna to firenze (florence) w/out my friend, just for the day. firenze is absolutely beautiful (ever seen "a room with a view"? that's florence)...altho super touristy...even in october. so after wading through crowds i found myself down by the arno, the huge river that runs through the city. (i was lost,...
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budoviking:
Italia, que bella. My favorite place in the world. AND Venice. La Serenissima. The Serene Republic. The most profoundly melancholy yet beautiful place on earth. The ghosts of glories past still wander the alleys and canals. I feel the need to buy a ticket.
woot! i can finally log in to the site again...all the computers i was using wouldn't accept "internet explorer 5". but here i am! yay! ok, but i'm also sneaking this at work, so more later.
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funktion:
welcome back watch out for big brother
watch out for big brother 
phedre:
Yep, they could get together and have a big fucking party! lol
I'm asking Missy about the scarf thing, seeing if she'll okay it.
I'm asking Missy about the scarf thing, seeing if she'll okay it.
happy birthday to me, hm hm hm hm hm hm....
i'm back. and i really want to write that journal entry all about how magical the trip was and how i'm so high on life right now. i really do. except, can i be straight up here? italy was fucking HARD you guys. my heart got the equivalent of an ass kicking. and not to...
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i'm back. and i really want to write that journal entry all about how magical the trip was and how i'm so high on life right now. i really do. except, can i be straight up here? italy was fucking HARD you guys. my heart got the equivalent of an ass kicking. and not to...
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neko:
LA road trip? check your email
eyesquad:
Owhere o where has my little Tiger gone? Owhere owhere can she be???
My family (3 of my grandparents still energetic and active)
My chickie
My dog (except when he's being bad!)
My musicican friends
A decently paying job that allows me to spend money on my art projects
Cool people to collaborate with
You remain, as always, super juicy!