i'm starting to black out again. My heart is palpitating and I feel out of breath.
sometimes i wonder if my heart is finally on it's last leg and is dying to hold on for a few more beats.

i feel like i've been thru the ringer.
Yesterday was terrible. I got into a huge thing with my ex.
it's amazing how ppl can make...
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sometimes i wonder if my heart is finally on it's last leg and is dying to hold on for a few more beats.
i feel like i've been thru the ringer.
Yesterday was terrible. I got into a huge thing with my ex.
it's amazing how ppl can make...
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happy monday! 
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ron4164:
Started out good, went BLAH real fast!
Thanks though Tatian.
Thanks though Tatian.
3 hundreds. 3 twenties. 3 tens. 3 fives. 33 ones.
today. at work.
THREE THREE THREEEEE.
3:33.
3333 on the security screen...
$33.33
$3.33
333x
every where.
what does it mean?
I've been seeing triples of everything lately. three numbers in a row. 111.222.333... etc.
::growls::
i gtg look 333 up on wikipedia!
but reallty tho...
!!!!
strange, right????
scary even.
considering today was 2/22....
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today. at work.
THREE THREE THREEEEE.
3:33.
3333 on the security screen...
$33.33
$3.33
333x
every where.
what does it mean?
I've been seeing triples of everything lately. three numbers in a row. 111.222.333... etc.
::growls::
i gtg look 333 up on wikipedia!
but reallty tho...
strange, right????
scary even.
considering today was 2/22....
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ultimatelewser:
Spooky! 
hor:
Should buy a lottery ticket with all 3s.
Should buy a lottery ticket with all 3s.
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kingoftown:
i really like the blue haired one. very nice.
sureality:
I know you have been a fan of my work in the past, so I figured I would let you know my new film is posted in my journal today. Come check it out before YT pulls it down.
so i have this super old set that i shot when i first heard of suicidegirls...
i dont even think i took my panties off in the whole thing.
::rotfl::
but...
it's kinda cute; i'm a little heavier in it and my skin is all white and pure - not many tattoos...
it's amazing how much i've changed in a few short years...
My first...
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i dont even think i took my panties off in the whole thing.
::rotfl::
but...
it's kinda cute; i'm a little heavier in it and my skin is all white and pure - not many tattoos...
it's amazing how much i've changed in a few short years...
My first...
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ryanlbcgm:
I'd love to hear any of your ideas
kingoftown:
pictures always have the same effect on me when i look through them. great reminders of great times.
you look great in that pic by the way.
you look great in that pic by the way.
heres to horror movies on Valentines
and sleeping in til four in the after noon...
after that, i got nothing...
except for a terribly funny jiffy lube story....
hmmm...
"next time"
happy tuesday!
and sleeping in til four in the after noon...
after that, i got nothing...
except for a terribly funny jiffy lube story....
hmmm...
"next time"
happy tuesday!
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everthere:
I'm sure I'm not the only one looking forward to that story.
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redheadedleague:
Use a shotgun. Flying cupids are hard to bring down.
kingoftown:
i think the 2nd one is my all time favorite pic of you now.
whoop whoop! Happy Friday the 13th!
I wanna go out!!!
::growls::
I wanna go out!!!
::growls::
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pawko4b:
Happy friday the 13th and happy valentines day my lovely friend 
mhef:
Happy Fri 13th.......Happy V Day,,,,,,,,,,Happy I love to look at you anyday!
mhef
mhef
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everthere:
With pictures as hot as these, I don't need a sweater to stay warm.
rocky69:
YUMM!
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monk_mcsleaze:
I want more! You sure are one classy broad.

Hope things with your health start to look up!
Hope things pick up soon for ya.