i am now positive. my life is a cosmic joke. laugh away god, but the day will come when you're going to have to deal with me face to face. you know that saying, "hell hath no fury like a woman scorned?" well no demon in hell could even DREAM of the reckoning you have coming your way. better start hitting the gym while you... Read More
My family was a disaster. But that's what I'm saying -- people complain about their shit when they still have it around to complain about.
I wish you wouldn't. Because it could all go away. I used to spend holidays "virtually alone" as well, but it's a completely different ballgame once it's not your choice anymore.
i am going to murder my uterus. things are finally starting to go really really well for me and now my malfunctioning ovaries are going to try and ruin it? not if i can help it, fuckers. you're goin down!
this has pretty much been my mental state the last couple weeks:
(insert sloshy drunk face)
right now i'm switching between content and feeling like... Read More
so in case anyone missed the announcement yesterday, i am ridiculously happy right now. after almost a year of trying to find a reputable shop to take me in as a piercing apprentice, i finally got past an immediate no! i actually got a maybe, which is hugely awesome to me considering that this is my dream career and i've already gotten better than a... Read More
as promised, i finally have some pictures of the purses i've been making. if you're interested in buying one, let me know! all but the first two still need to have straps attached, and i'll add the custom pockets as soon as you tell me how big to make them, but other than that they're all done and ready for sale! (and don't worry if... Read More
Well like I said, if you're completely bored, then go for it, but really there's a lot more you could do with your time. My blog details it pretty nicely I believe.
it makes me think about how i wish i grew up in a crappier neighborhood. not because i want bragging rights or anything stupid like that. but just so i'd have an excuse at hand for turning out the way i did. i mean i know you can't blame your surroundings on how your life turns... Read More
i've been doing some talking to people outside of sg, and i don't think that it's causing my problems so much as i did before. i'm not denying it's enhancing them a bit or whatever, but it's not the root cause. so i'm working on dealing with that root cause before i do anything else, and just trying to go about my life as normal... Read More
ok so i can still check my blogs and comment in groups, but i'm not really comfortable with looking at sets on my mom's laptop. so sorry to any friends on here whose recent sets i have yet to leave love on, i was intending to do that this weekend but i'll have to put it off until my own laptop is fixed. i'm keeping... Read More
i start working tomorrow! yes!!! first day working at a real, on-the-books job since i was 16. (just as a reference point, i'll be 19 in less than a month. so it's been a while.) i've worked odd jobs around people's houses, shoveled TONS of snow, sold half my possessions (many of which seem to have migrated back to me over the years, not entirely... Read More
so for having done absolutely nothing all day, it was a pretty eventful saturday. i finally found out when i start working (monday at 2:30), one of my bestest buddies on the site isn't leaving after all, i picked out my lingerie/makeup everything else to wear when i shoot my pics to reapply to sg, i called my grandma to let her know i want... Read More
so i'm going with a friend to the tattoo shop i always go to so she can interview one of the artists for a school project, and i'm going to try to talk to my artist about a couple ideas i have going right now. since i have a job, i'm trying to plan out what work i'm going to get done first, and it's... Read More
Ohh, whoa. You lost me at "cleavage." XD I just go in and flirt, twist my hair a bit, smile and act a bit confused .. and they usually fall all over themselves. But yeah, boobs have never been around to help me out. Most girls have this advantage over me.
i've been feeling an uncontrollable urge to start a spontaneous mosh pit all day. it started this morning when i woke up. i wore my social d tee and blared loud ass punk music all morning, but that only seems to have made things worse. so i decided that my first paycheck from my new job is going to buy me tickets to see the... Read More
My family was a disaster. But that's what I'm saying -- people complain about their shit when they still have it around to complain about.
I wish you wouldn't. Because it could all go away. I used to spend holidays "virtually alone" as well, but it's a completely different ballgame once it's not your choice anymore.
That's what I'm saying.