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mother fucking shit-
i hate this stupid ass picture of me
but the only other fucking pictures i have
on my computer of myself- are also
just as fucking ugly-- and to top it all off-
i don't have my digital b/c my roommate spilt
beer on it like a month ago- and sent it in to
be cleaned & fixed and i still don't...
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cain:
Have I told you lately that I loved you? Because I do. I really do.
obliviousfocus:
*hugs*
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to all who love this holiday-

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!

to those who don't --

I LOVE YOU JUST BECAUSE!!
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yuriel:
backatcha.
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horror_head:
same to you!--even though i don't typically celebrate valentines day
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isn't this all a little strange-
this life we pretend to live-
so different from all reality-
so different with you-
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hyppe:
beauitiful blush
yuriel:
indeed.
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http://www.my-diary.org/users/181215

this is just a bunch of shit i've wrote in the past - but i just now started keeping it in one place-- it's nothing great-
but just thought i'd update today- with something--
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i feel like i could drown right now-
drown in an ocean of pills...

& it would be so romantic-
like a fairy tale-
just to fade away in a daydream-

you'd find me - dreaming on-
in my bed-
arm draped down the side of the bed-
close to touching the floor -
w/ cigarette in hand- -
burnt down to the filter-


i...
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dr_zoidberg:
Very beautiful, just like you.
yuriel:
hehe awh
yeah hes right.
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restless & confused
trying my hand at life
wishing for something more
not knowing what is needed
wishing only for that feeling of..
that feeling i once felt
undescribable & distant
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dr_zoidberg:
Hello.
hyppe:
Im glad that we're friends too blush blush
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aaaaahhhhhh i'm bored- i'm so fucking bored--
and i have so much energy-- i want to do something
but i don't know what--
my fucking roommates are playing FIFA--
i guess we had a snowball fight in the house earlier
that was fun-- but i need more--
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got smashed last night- doing shit today--
i'm home alone-- which is unusual- since i live
w/ 3 people - plus my best friend is staying w/ me
so i feel really awkward right now- like i used to like
having the house to my self when i lived at home-
but it happened alot then- and it was nice to be away from my...
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obliviousfocus:
hrm interesting crush and how could it be ?
obliviousfocus:
awesome !!!
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back in B-town-
& back to classes--
but i don't want to go back to work

but good news-
my best friend just moved back here from arizona
& she is staying w/ me right now until the
movers come--
she is better known as dirtydreidel

life is still stressful- bills, loans, grades, classes,
money, money, money-
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chaosmachine:
How are your new classes? Mine are alrght, this weather is so fickle. I've never seen it so warm in January in bloomington, myabe i'll actually have a warm birthday next Monday.
horror_head:
hope to see you in the chatroom sometime again! Don't worry about it, cuz soon you'll be gettin' paid gettin' paid gettin' paid! smile