taiwan

i think my favorite set is "steamy"- w/ malloreigh and posh-- because they're both so beautiful-- and their so sexy and seductive in this set-- the camera loves them-- every picture in the set is amazing--

i'm starring in dirtydreidel's music video today-- it's for her class-- it has to be of an urban legend made in to a musical w/ some element of critique- her idea was to do the pulp song "underwear" and do the urban legend where (i'd never heard of this one but..) a girls parents are away for the weekend and her and her boyfriend are...
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sitting in front of you-
watching unbearable truths & slanders drip
from your mouth-
as the odium begins to gather on the floor
I drag my legs up into the chair-
holding, pulling them so tightly-my knees dig into
my ribs as to not let the
malice that drips from your teeth-
into the forming puddle below come near me

as the hatred builds on...
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yay-- today is monday - first day back to classes- except i slept through mine-- but i have an interview at 3 and i have to write a paper- so i don't feel like i'm just sitting here being worthless-- but pretty much i am-- i piss myself off when i can't wake up for two hours of classes-- because it's not like i don't...
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today is sunday- of course--
the week is about to start- & i still don't have a job-- and there is no one in this fucking city-- not much to do-- well dirtydreidel and I went to see our friend play in his band called HOLY BIBLE and there were three other bands that played THE POST, HAYMARKET RIOT, & HITCH (their from belgium) -last...
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fucking hoorah--

spring break is next week--
but i'm not doing anything or going anywhere--
but i'm definately ready for a break

plus i might have a job soon- (which really isn't that awesome-cause once i have a job i won't want to go-- but i've been needing one-- so i am excited)- i have an interview
on friday-- at a pizza place called mother...
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does anyone love myspace.com-

yay-- it's dirty dreidel's 21st tommorrow--so we're going out tonight-- you should all wish her a happy b-day-- because she's my baby girl-- and she doesn't have any one on her friends list but me-- she's growing up so fast... heh- i'm only 20 -- so 21 seems old-- well a big step anyways-- yea- so just tell her happy b-day

Trying to show the world
how my world looks

trying to make you believe things
are perfect on my side

looking at you-
looking at me-

hoping the view is picturesque
and that you don't see the pretending that's in me

i'm still sick- i can't believe it-

it won't go away--

yea so--
today is awkward--
went and studied with my main girl-
dirtydreidel-- at a local coffee shop--
and then we went to this small local sex shop
we've seen - and it was totally wierd and awkward-
it's was just wierd and hard to explain--

but anyways i'm just kinda anxious--
i want to do something-- but just something
chill-- i'm not in the...
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ahh-- i'm ready to scream for the weekend

the worst is behind me-- only two classes
tommorrow-- i can handle that--
oh shit-- yes- i'm so relieved today is over--

yea- well nothing else is new-- so ..