what could be more fun.....playing with whips and paddles at 2am, with a person you hardly know, coming home, staring at yr pretty red marks in the mirror. oh yes. tie me down. hehehehehehehe. 
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i just don't feel very interested in anything anymore. music, for instance. i bought a new cd yesterday, the first one in years!!!! i feel so old and lame. i used to go out to shows every weekend, spend a hundred dollars a week on records. now i have no idea who the hell any of these damn bands are.....
i refer to them as...
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phobos:
Hey Snow, Whaddaya think of my poetry?
crujones:
and we all said we would never become "that"!hahahahI catch myself doing the same thing.Funny how your priorities change with time..........
i think it is okay to admit you were wrong. to realize that you are not okay. it never really went away. you screamed at the mirror when you were 5. look forward to the future. now just get through this wall. time. stop destroying the world. it is not out to get you. a heavy cloud of doom hovered above me today. it was...
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mobprod:
Amen.
I didn't realize you were at Dante's the other night. I saw you several times but it didn't dawn on me that you were you. Alas.
Hope you're feeling better and righteous!
I didn't realize you were at Dante's the other night. I saw you several times but it didn't dawn on me that you were you. Alas.
Hope you're feeling better and righteous!
yipple:
will you write my biography?
i am really liking the slumber party pics. i am *kicking* myself for cutting all of my hair off though. oh well. it will grow...fast.
i was thinking about my life today. yes, that happens when i have awful dreams. i need more stimulation. more noise. more activity. i want to write more. read. go see a fucking amazing band. start drawing again. playing my...
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i was thinking about my life today. yes, that happens when i have awful dreams. i need more stimulation. more noise. more activity. i want to write more. read. go see a fucking amazing band. start drawing again. playing my...
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nala:
yeah, me you and Chloe will all go out soon.....we'll be the 3 baddest bitches. Everyone will run screaming when they see us enter a bar.
kengineer:
Your hair is adorable like this.
I saw you step out of your shell and dance to the beat a little on Sunday. It was like seeing a whole hidden aspect of you - the energyenergyenergy that you must be constantly sitting on. You're usually so shy, and here was this lithe ferocious creature among us for a moment. And your hair looked perfect.
I saw you step out of your shell and dance to the beat a little on Sunday. It was like seeing a whole hidden aspect of you - the energyenergyenergy that you must be constantly sitting on. You're usually so shy, and here was this lithe ferocious creature among us for a moment. And your hair looked perfect.
my head hits the cold rock
hard and wet
the snow it falls softly
fallen angels lay beside me
my breath moves the earth
the sun turns red and smiles
the blood that turns cold to the touch
red snow, fallen angels
black skin, white bone
i want to touch them
the tears they cry
if i scream, will they take me
we have nowhere...
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hard and wet
the snow it falls softly
fallen angels lay beside me
my breath moves the earth
the sun turns red and smiles
the blood that turns cold to the touch
red snow, fallen angels
black skin, white bone
i want to touch them
the tears they cry
if i scream, will they take me
we have nowhere...
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nala:
the snow, the snow. let it fall on me....I've never experienced real snow in my life, and that's the truth
phobos:
You are so damn hot in the new slumber party pics.
Its the eyes... They see right thru me.
Its the eyes... They see right thru me.
it is hard for me to understand the need to cause so much drama in one's life. i guess i am so used to being alone that when i am around people, they seem so disgusting to me. i will never understand. they will never understand.
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everywhere i work or play, there are always those few girls who feed off of you. their low self-esteem...
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papawheelie:
no shit. as if there isn't enough drama already...
melissa2:
low self esteem blows.....you don't need that drama
utopia
i miss the sun hitting my face
pushing my bed up to the window
nude and 13
the warm air coming through the screen
the fried chicken and old movies
my first camera
the faded black and white photographs
of the christmas 6 months before
pink
peach
mint
i can feel the dew of the grass between my toes
it is only 10am, the...
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oso:
and that is why you're my fave SG.
editted 'cos i'm a dumbass.
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editted 'cos i'm a dumbass.
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oso:
shoot!!
looks like "heartbreak" is my middle name....
i'm very happy for the 3 of you.
if you ever need a fourth.......
hell i could even do the service, i am legally ordained ya know.
looks like "heartbreak" is my middle name....
i'm very happy for the 3 of you.
if you ever need a fourth.......
hell i could even do the service, i am legally ordained ya know.
i am in such a terrible state of mania. i HATE it. why can't i just be happy, without experiencing this. happy/sad/happy/sad. that is what i want. no more of this massive mood swing shit. it is destroying me. i have edited this journal so many times. nothing is right. i wrote i erased. i know i will regret that later. all of this noise....
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stormy:
you kinda remind me of a MUCH hotter maggie gyllenhal (or however the hell you spell that nonsense). *le purrr*
pinupsandguns:
Snow, my little kitten. *i must sigh ever time I read your comments" . Blowing up hot topic and ex my along with it would be fantastic...and you know I would love nothing more than to take a road trip with you to Atlanta to see Tracy + The Plastics. But, by this time we'd be fugitives for killing the hot topic people and we'd be on the run like bonnie and clyde.
I think I only know of like two people in total who are into tracy + the plastics around here. No one appreciates art in Miami.
I was thinking...we should set a wedding date and pick a great johnny cash song to listen to after the whole wedding thing.
Well, with that said I hope your feeling better.
I think I only know of like two people in total who are into tracy + the plastics around here. No one appreciates art in Miami.
I was thinking...we should set a wedding date and pick a great johnny cash song to listen to after the whole wedding thing.
Well, with that said I hope your feeling better.
how sad to think he died alone. cold and dark. rain and wind. one motion and he died alone.
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jacksin:
...DeAth bORders upOn ouR bIRth, aNd Our cradLE stAnds in thE gRaVe. Our bIRth is nOthiNg buT oUR dEAth BeguN. i knOw yOU aRe waiTinG!!!
_william_:
sounds like a peaceful alternative to the crappy cold dark daze he was living through. Which is more sad? Just curious...not argumentative
i am just too damn silly for my own good.
how i love to sit with a beautiful woman in a bar and listen to her talk for hours. just stare. just smile. smell her hair. she can talk nonsense, i don't care. i am seven. i am playing hopscotch. she chases me until recess is over.
how i love to sit with a beautiful woman in a bar and listen to her talk for hours. just stare. just smile. smell her hair. she can talk nonsense, i don't care. i am seven. i am playing hopscotch. she chases me until recess is over.
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kamikazepilotgea:
A pretty lady can declare me dead in the next 5 seconds and I wouldn't mind one bit. Of course if they are moronic then they should be shot dead for wasting such beauty.
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dorian:
She was probably thinking similar things about you. We all do here, I know you said that you've had another set taken for the site, anychance we'll get to see it soon?
And scratches.