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edit: Heh. My friend was talking to someone and he mentioned my name. There are a few people around here with my name, so to clarify the other person asked if my friend was referring to 'Suicidegirl Potato'. [insert real name under 'potato'. unless that's my awful secret.] It's weird to have someone directly identify me with this... I don't necessarily mind, really, it's just...
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mercury5000:
I doubt that the blurred distinction between SG and your real identity would reduce you in any way. SG is interesting in how much of the models' real personalites shine through.
However, I guess you must sometimes worry about the chance that some freak might try to penetrate through the facade and confront you in person?
fred:

You are my favorite potato.
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First of all, everyone check out TNS_Superstar's awesome tarot card project. I've asked to be the High Priestess. Why? She embodies many of the qualities I constantly seek in myself. Basically, I'm trying to project myself onto someone's avatar in order to absorb some of the same qualtiites. Let's hope it works.

Continuing the calvacade of: 'Scylla -- Always Behind the Cultural Curve' --...
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deckwreck:
hey there... flux talked about you to me so i thought i'd say hello so as to decrease my anonimity...
deckwreck:
hey there... flux talked about you to me so i thought i'd say hello so as to decrease my anonimity...
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Woot. So I finally got off of my ass and uploaded a couple pictures to candids. Enjoy, you vultures! (notice the high quality of my prom shots. No White Studios mottled backgruond for me!)

This week has been fucking insane. Midterms and high stress, in addition to way too many bizarre, unusual ways of catharsis = hilarity. I have cried several times this week out...
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billycorazon:
Jason Webley is a great accordian player / singer songwriter who wanders around Seattle regailing passers-by with his very Tom Waits-esque crooning. Kind of a local legend. Just to answer the first poster's question.

BTW, Scylla, Shannon and Bill have declared you officially neat. Congratulations. wink
desidia:
just IM me when you're bored if you're not too L33+ for AIM
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Moo. My last one sounded all pitying and stuff. So, unabashed hilarity... now!

...or not. bah., As Sarah says, if you are sad then you can sometimes stop pretending to have a good time and just be sad instead.

Hmm. I'm trying to think up entertaining things to say without being too obviously self deprecating or someshit. But really, I've been plodding around in my...
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posh:
if i'm feeling sad, i act sad. i can never fake it well and really i don't think i should have to make mtyself look happy for the sake of other people. when you know sadness, it makes the happiness all the more better when it rolls around.
i hope you start feeling better, love.
*hugs*
ryan:
sad is normal... i think....
i'm here now...had my first shoot last night....
yay! contact me....we kick it... SG style...
kiss
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Firstly, mea culpa to everyone who has replied to my last comment, either here or in the boards. There was nothing as satisfying as checking my comments at the end of Thursday night and finding this incredible influx of support for me. You guys are awesome. I'm extraordanarily grateful to be part of this community.

In addition, I must give specific love to Flux for...
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impboy:
Music journalism - evil? Why, nooooo!

Well, if I run the risk of incriminating myself in a public arena, I must say that you are right for a multitude of reasons, some which you may only sense intuitively at this moment but I have learned from direct, sad experience.

I'm coming into all of your issues in media res, as it were. But do hold on. People who operate on high standards such as you are always likely to fall short, far short. Remember patience at such moments.

Oh, and btw, I'm brand new here 'round these parts. Hope you didn't mind a stranger talking to you.
PLURH,
)O->
acheron:
this month isn't gonna be over fast enough. *holds her hands over her eyes and hopes nothing else happens*
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Oh god. Last night was definitely one of the worst nights in... well, it's comparable to that one night at the end of September last year. Last night... I actually cried so hard/violently I think i hit my head. ow.

I don't understand it. I hate the entire process of getting rejected. Every time this happens i have to remind myself why I usually feel...
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rockinricky:
It looks as if you are having quite a dificult seasonal transition. I have absolutely no idea who you are, and I can not imagine what it is that is making you feel so horrible. I can honestly tell you that I hope things turn out okay. From comments you have made, and your photoset, I imagine you to be a very headstrong girl. There is a confidense in your posture and a relaxed light in your smile. I don't doubt that you will end up on top of this situation.

Best of luck Scylla!
fred:

Ironic that in doubting your awesomeness...
you actually are even more awesome. wink
Bizzare and chameleon I think is cool.

You are being subjugated by fluctuating hormone and ego levels. It goes with the territory.

ooo aaa EL SUICIDO LOCO ooo aaa EL SUICIDO LOCO ooo aaa
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So yeah. I'm pretty ambivalent re this update thing. I like the Sutu artwork, but... I dunno. Hopefully the layout will improve as bugs get hashed out. I can't really get over the background pattern, though. So uncool!

Bah. These past few days have been incredibly shitty. I've just been constantly unhappy. So many stressors...

Today I watched Pumping Iron for the first time. Arnold...
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bridgetwnpeddler:
hmmm no on October? Funny, it is always my favorite month. Love the change of season and good things happen. Weird... maybe I am stealing those from you and leaving you in a October funk.
shifgrethor:
Why, you suggest geeky were a bad thing!

I've only seen part of "Pumping Iron" ... enough to assume the rest was just as ridiculous.
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even i adore ya, my velouria...

Dancing around my room naked quoting pixies, oh yeah.

I'm currently using opera to write this entry, but one ought to know that it's been giving me difficulties with accessing the chat room (although I do fortunately have internet access from my room now. w00t, indeed.). I suppose I will try one of the Mozillas... but I love opera...
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jeykool:
It will definately be a ninja meme for two reasons:
1)Naruto. This manga started appearing in the us printing of shonen jump (a port of a japanese weekly mag) It's awesomeness is only eclipsed by that of your journal entries. However, there are currently only two seasons of ninja magic goodness available to the federated geekboys of america. But thank god for those because not since eva have i cared for characters so much.
The premise: Groups of three ninjas train and work togeather in hopes of ultimately attaining jonin status (upper ninja).
2) realultimatepower.net ninja/pirate battling. need i say more???
shifgrethor:
Whoa ... you use opera ... I'm only familiar with mozilla ... I've been officially outgeeked. By a girl no less shocked

Oh, my withering techno-pride. wink
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Roar.

I am typing on Mozilla and currently using Ximian. It has just been installed so I haven't prodded it much.

Anyway. I can't think of too many things as embarrassing as last night, where after a tasty homecooked meal, half a 40 and a bowl I got VIOLENTLY drunk/ill and started puking all over the place (for comparison, that is a third of my...
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acheron:
eeeep! bunnymuffin! man, your allergies are eeevil. *remembers laaaast time with random questionable peanuts*
lemonkid:
Poisoning yourself is bad.

But if you miss class.. it's good.

Sort of.

Hmmm.

Crazy situation. I'd drink iced tea and listen to Patsy Cline in a comfy chair if I was you.

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Which one of you fuckers knows my gothic self?

Personally Wednesdays to me always mean lots of INCREDIBLE HILARITY. And today, also lots of proposals to various committees.

Ok, identify these lyrics yo.

he breaks the spell
still young and words from
out this dream of life and leaves us
sleeping stone rack
lying consumed by
phantom pains
and displays of greed

he slips from...
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nonchalance:
Call me a complete arse, but i'm too lazy to read another person's romanticisms. Or perhaps i'm just giving them the privacy that their words deserve.
Poems just make me switch off, don't know why, i'm sure it is lovely though Scylla, i guess i'm too nihilistic and not romantic enough. Curse my social scientific mindset!
Thanks for the word about splitting with people, very kind of you. kiss
saraicat:
Yep, it was Little Ethiopia on Fairfax. Delicious food, but impossible to find parking around there!

Sociology became my favorite subject towards the end of my undergrad career. I never enjoyed art history as much as i thought I would: so much memorization!
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So I do still only update very sporadically. I shall burn in hell for that, yes.

So to blanket respond to queries: shame on the ones of you who don't know what linux is. Bah! To those in the know, I'm hitting up Red Hat and probably a dual boot... depends on what my friend can pull off. *finishes backing up files, shakes butt*

What's...
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panzermensch:
Yea J-Pilot and K-Pilot came with my distro. Both work OK. K-Pilot is still an alpha and is very "basic". J-Pilot is very similar to Palm Desktop. Thats the one I use. Only thing I noticed that was slightly annoying was the fact that if you use USB for your cradle, that you have to press the sync button and then tell the proggie that you want it to sync now, it just doesn't automatically do it like it used to in windows. Something I can get used to for the righteousness of Linux biggrin.
imagoldfish:
you rock out with your fly baby linux self. that kicks ass. i'd be half tempted to run it as well, but on a mac... seems kinda silly... and it would involve learning stuff, which right now i'm not badass enough to do. fuck, right now i'm hardly badass enough to do anything. i wish i could crawl back into bed.