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santianna:
ah man. fuck the spelling. I'll fix it another day 
l7rules:
Beautiful art 
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malloreigh:
You are so, so lovely.
juliana:
HEY, I don't remember any news of Santianna being local. SGSF should know such things!!!
Next time, you should warn us. Okay? Okay.
Next time, you should warn us. Okay? Okay.
Whirlwinded.
If youre wondering where Ive been for the last couple of days, heres the answer, Ive been minding my life. The Princess has started up a business that Im sure will work out very well, Im helping her do publicity material, and shes been telling me about stuff I could do for the wine company she works for.
So I told Chris about it....
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If youre wondering where Ive been for the last couple of days, heres the answer, Ive been minding my life. The Princess has started up a business that Im sure will work out very well, Im helping her do publicity material, and shes been telling me about stuff I could do for the wine company she works for.
So I told Chris about it....
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kay:
*journal hopping*
That is a good read. I am not obviously up on your journals enough to make good inquires though.
Take care, and I hope your mum recovers quickly!
~cheers
That is a good read. I am not obviously up on your journals enough to make good inquires though.
Take care, and I hope your mum recovers quickly!
~cheers
falias:
hi
Love
Love is subjective, and since Im not looking for everlasting devotion (and frankly dont care much for it if it comes from a good-for-nothing who cannot provide for me) Ill take whatever is tangible. I cant judge love, but I sure as hell can judge good sex and an exquisite quality of life. And they all enhance whatever romantic feeling and passionate sentiment ....
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Love is subjective, and since Im not looking for everlasting devotion (and frankly dont care much for it if it comes from a good-for-nothing who cannot provide for me) Ill take whatever is tangible. I cant judge love, but I sure as hell can judge good sex and an exquisite quality of life. And they all enhance whatever romantic feeling and passionate sentiment ....
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alohra:
I could definetly love someone who's broke. I've been broke, I know it's a temporary state of being, not something to worry about. Now, loving someone who's too LAZY to try to earn some money and is content to freeload, would not be attractive to me. I don't think it's wrong for YOU to select partners in your own way, though. That's your own decision and doesn't affect me at all. Good luck striking that perfect balance.
xpain:
lifes a bitch who defines who we are, how we act and what we like is just us....not the rest and not other peoples thoughts....so dont worry baby...youre gonna be just fine!
PS: Im quite broke but at least Ive got 2 beds and good matresses haha!
who defines who we are, how we act and what we like is just us....not the rest and not other peoples thoughts....so dont worry baby...youre gonna be just fine!
PS: Im quite broke but at least Ive got 2 beds and good matresses haha!
Okay... So There.
I broke up with Ethan. It was quick, and relatively painless. But of course losing someone you like will always hurt a-bit, and Ive never actually lost anyone before (no body ever bothers to let go). I suppose, though, when things are an effort to maintain, people have to make decisions. I couldnt have wanted him to interfere in my life any...
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I broke up with Ethan. It was quick, and relatively painless. But of course losing someone you like will always hurt a-bit, and Ive never actually lost anyone before (no body ever bothers to let go). I suppose, though, when things are an effort to maintain, people have to make decisions. I couldnt have wanted him to interfere in my life any...
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photoline:
I commend you for your choice. Love without money is still love. Money can't buy lasting happiness. Here's one of my favourite songs by The Beatles from when I was VERY young:
Cant buy me love, love
Cant buy me love
Ill buy you a diamond ring my friend if it makes you feel alright
Ill get you anything my friend if it makes you feel alright
cause I dont care too much for money, money cant buy me love
Ill give you all I got to give if you say you love me too
I may not have a lot to give but what I got Ill give to you
I dont care too much for money, money cant buy me love
Cant buy me love, everybody tells me so
Cant buy me love, no no no, no
Say you dont need no diamond ring and Ill be satisfied
Tell me that you want the kind of thing that money just cant buy
I dont care too much for money, money cant buy me love
Cant buy me love, love
Cant buy me love
Ill buy you a diamond ring my friend if it makes you feel alright
Ill get you anything my friend if it makes you feel alright
cause I dont care too much for money, money cant buy me love
Ill give you all I got to give if you say you love me too
I may not have a lot to give but what I got Ill give to you
I dont care too much for money, money cant buy me love
Cant buy me love, everybody tells me so
Cant buy me love, no no no, no
Say you dont need no diamond ring and Ill be satisfied
Tell me that you want the kind of thing that money just cant buy
I dont care too much for money, money cant buy me love
mrdelicious:
only you know what's best for you
Women can never tell if a guy's a bastard.... perhaps!{/B}
If a guys a bastard when theyre in love. True/False?
Ive gotten so many comments with regard to my relationship with Martine, and most of them go along the lines of you deserve better. But the thing is, better is not always better. Its the way Im being treated that makes me feel good about...
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If a guys a bastard when theyre in love. True/False?
Ive gotten so many comments with regard to my relationship with Martine, and most of them go along the lines of you deserve better. But the thing is, better is not always better. Its the way Im being treated that makes me feel good about...
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malloreigh:
You're a lucky girl, then.
oldgreeneyes:
What do honesty, love and respect mean to you? Do you have 'em for yourself? For M? Does he have 'em for you? For himself? Your quality of life depends on 'em, in my humble opinion. You and he both deserve 'em. I wish you the best Santianna. peace, joy and love to ya! corey
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loganmaclaren1:
Hum... I think it never was more aproprieted for me then now to say that you have all my sympathy.
Good luck with your adventure and with your love.
Take, girl, I like you a lot!
LA
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Good luck with your adventure and with your love.
Take, girl, I like you a lot!
LA
[Edited on Apr 03, 2005 9:22PM]
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tadzi:
anyone who says they dont care what other people think is lieing. everyone cares to an extent about something. i think youd have to be a sociopath to truly not care.
in any case, i understand what you mean, except im usually the guy with the cute girl.
in any case, i understand what you mean, except im usually the guy with the cute girl.
loganmaclaren1:
Hello, Santi!
Girl, age isn't the only thing that drawns people's attention and reprovation; a small guy with a tall girl, inter-racial couples, and a nice one, different classes couples. I'm so danm luck that I have already been in ALL this situations, even the age factor, at some point of my life - even at more than one of this categories at once.
Personaly, I think that it only matters that it bothers you if you change the way that you treat the person or if you stop to hang out with this person because that. If not, it is because the well-being that you feel with this person is stronger than the much that they can bother you.
Wish you luck about all, dear.
LA
Girl, age isn't the only thing that drawns people's attention and reprovation; a small guy with a tall girl, inter-racial couples, and a nice one, different classes couples. I'm so danm luck that I have already been in ALL this situations, even the age factor, at some point of my life - even at more than one of this categories at once.
Personaly, I think that it only matters that it bothers you if you change the way that you treat the person or if you stop to hang out with this person because that. If not, it is because the well-being that you feel with this person is stronger than the much that they can bother you.
Wish you luck about all, dear.
LA
Dissed Off
<>Ethan is such an elitist, conservative, conventional oh-I-would-like-to-use-a-harsh-label-for-him-but-cunt. I had to mention Chris to him. I didnt tell him even 10% of everything of course, but it was bad enough. He called me a whore (and said 'thats a pity because I really liked you') I was terribly upset for awhile, before I realized that it didnt matter, because what he thought of...
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<>Ethan is such an elitist, conservative, conventional oh-I-would-like-to-use-a-harsh-label-for-him-but-cunt. I had to mention Chris to him. I didnt tell him even 10% of everything of course, but it was bad enough. He called me a whore (and said 'thats a pity because I really liked you') I was terribly upset for awhile, before I realized that it didnt matter, because what he thought of...
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loganmaclaren1:
I'm thinking... I don't know how old Martine and Cris are, but you said "early thirties". And you're 19. Just as a statement, difference between my parents is 15 years and the matched pretty well till know - besides the fact that my father is almost 80 and my mom 65, and he getting very frigile, with a good deal of health problems. In this point, you're like my mom, too mature for your age. You'd devore a 19 years-old guy, Santi.
Huummm... what Ethan called you tell more about his character than about you. And, for Christ sakes, why do you call yourself a whore??? Do really feel like this?
I was thinking about your dissolute life-stile. I have always been a "nice guy", and you know what it brought to me? I'm almost 30 and I didn't lived half part of what you did and I miss this experience. You did what you did in the right time, and now you can change this at your will. Period.
I don't know what you did with Cris, neither with the other guys - but you're the only one that can decides what to do with your body, with who, when and why. As much as Martine is about his. I didn't exactly get how is his personality, but, personaly talking, I would love find a very horny, sexy, fit and experient older lady to have sex. It is quite boring have to teach somebody from de bottom (except if you do care very much for this person) and very exciting have things to learn from. My best, by chance, is younger than me, but the girl that show me how good sex could be is six years older than me - what, at that time, meant 23 to 29. Thinking about, all my girls but two were older than me... that's interesting. I never thought about this before....
Santi, whatever the other girl means to M, think about this: is with you that he spent must of his time. And he isn't in love with her. So, who's the man?
Hugs,
LA
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Huummm... what Ethan called you tell more about his character than about you. And, for Christ sakes, why do you call yourself a whore??? Do really feel like this?
I was thinking about your dissolute life-stile. I have always been a "nice guy", and you know what it brought to me? I'm almost 30 and I didn't lived half part of what you did and I miss this experience. You did what you did in the right time, and now you can change this at your will. Period.
I don't know what you did with Cris, neither with the other guys - but you're the only one that can decides what to do with your body, with who, when and why. As much as Martine is about his. I didn't exactly get how is his personality, but, personaly talking, I would love find a very horny, sexy, fit and experient older lady to have sex. It is quite boring have to teach somebody from de bottom (except if you do care very much for this person) and very exciting have things to learn from. My best, by chance, is younger than me, but the girl that show me how good sex could be is six years older than me - what, at that time, meant 23 to 29. Thinking about, all my girls but two were older than me... that's interesting. I never thought about this before....
Santi, whatever the other girl means to M, think about this: is with you that he spent must of his time. And he isn't in love with her. So, who's the man?
Hugs,
LA
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xpain:
it looks like a novel in here....I really like your journal and find it quite interesting since these things affects us sooner or later...and I completely understand you...
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lipstickbetty:
i love the sketch i love the writing. and i love your set. you are gorgeous. my new favorite SG.
loganmaclaren1:
Hello, Santi!
Nice drawing... as if I need more Ideas about make sex.
*sigh* I'm actually starting to freaking out.
Hey, nobody told you that the more difficult to conquer, the more desireble it is? Think about this: when you can have wherever or whomever you want, exactly the thing that you can't have become the most appealling one to you (normaly because what you really want is a challenge). Maybe that is what makes him so special to you... ;-)
XOXO,
LA
Nice drawing... as if I need more Ideas about make sex.
*sigh* I'm actually starting to freaking out.
Hey, nobody told you that the more difficult to conquer, the more desireble it is? Think about this: when you can have wherever or whomever you want, exactly the thing that you can't have become the most appealling one to you (normaly because what you really want is a challenge). Maybe that is what makes him so special to you... ;-)
XOXO,
LA