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I just need to vent as writing a journal isn’t helping me right now, so I will be deleting this later....

As you all know I suffer really badly with my mental health. A lot of it is due to circumstances in my life which are mostly out of my control.

The last few months at home have been HORRENDOUS. I literally cannot cope here...
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gnomi:
i love you 💕
sammiii:
@gnomi love you too girl 💕
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This girl has honestly been amazing to me these past few days. I’ve been struggling a lot more than I let on and she did everything she could to cheer me up, treat me and make sure I had the best weekend possible. Despite a couple of tears due to shitty situations, I’ve honestly had the best few days I’ve had in months! I owe
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robertbluesman:
Did you feel that @ohsammiii and @tommy ??? The tectonic shift in my happy dance endorphins? Oh please keep the ground shaking beneath me Ladies! I’ll be waiting here in aftershocks heaven while you work out the details 🌋💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
tommy:
@robertbluesman our chemistry is quite electric I think you’ll find it’s the best thing you’ve ever seen 🔥🔥 heheheh!
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Just wanted to say I’m so incredibly grateful for all the love my latest set The Colour Of Lust shot by @jimmymild has received in the week it’s been up! It’s my 2nd best set to date by the amount of love it’s recieved but yet to top my first set Sweetness by @crisro 👀 but to be honest I think all my sets have
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kungfury:
You should be pink!! 👍🏻
sammiii:
@kungfury thank you 🖤
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I don’t know about you guys but where I am in the UK it’s bloody freezing and I am missing the sun! Got me thinking back to when I was in Corfu with an awesome bunch of people from the suicide girls community and how much I wish I could go back! It was honestly the most perfect trip I could’ve asked for, made AMAZING...
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nolajean:
I literally can’t wait to see all your sets from this trip. 😍
sammiii:
@narsil such a long ass wait but I promise they’ll be worth it! 😩😝💕
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Happy New Year to all you lovely lot! Hope you all had a lovely New Year’s Eve however you decided to see it in, I however was working, saw it in alone and got home at 1am and crashed 😂 This last year was very very challenging for me and to be honest without all the support from my followers and strangers on the internet
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doorstar:
Good luck in this year.
immutable:
You got a good plan, stick to it
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Christmas should be all about family and sharing the love but it can be hard for some people especially if they’re alone. I personally struggle mentally at Christmas and find it pretty tough but I’m lucky enough to have my family around me.

My favourite thing about Christmas is Christmas dinner and seeing people’s faces so happy when they open their gifts. I love buying...
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xheartswornx:
Merry Christmas, love. I hope your holidays are as bright as your smile and filled with love from friends and family. My favorite part is doing all the little things that lead up to smiles. ❤
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I need a rant, I’m sorry but after having an amazing weekend away I’ve now had the bullshit of reality hit me and I need to vent.

I’m fed up of always having being treated like shit when it comes to relationships, made to feel constantly guilty, worthless, unwanted and like I need to try harder and constantly fight for someone’s love and affection. I’m...
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Hope the ranting helped.  Can't imagine you'll find a more supportive and helpful community.  Good on you for appreciating the good things while enduring the bad.
starry:
We both have been through way too much, and I'm sure more weird fuckery since this blog was posted. Just know that as much as I'm MIA on social media at times, I love you so much and support you! I am fighting through the weird bullshit obstacles right beside you. I am just so incredibly proud of you for continuing to be such a kind, badass, sweet, and unique person despite the hard things getting you down. I'm right beside you fighting and also cheering you on no matter what babes. <3