I just need to vent as writing a journal isn’t helping me right now, so I will be deleting this later....
As you all know I suffer really badly with my mental health. A lot of it is due to circumstances in my life which are mostly out of my control.
The last few months at home have been HORRENDOUS. I literally cannot cope here...
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This girl has honestly been amazing to me these past few days. I’ve been struggling a lot more than I let on and she did everything she could to cheer me up, treat me and make sure I had the best weekend possible. Despite a couple of tears due to shitty situations, I’ve honestly had the best few days I’ve had in months! I owe
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Just wanted to say I’m so incredibly grateful for all the love my latest set The Colour Of Lust shot by @jimmymild has received in the week it’s been up! It’s my 2nd best set to date by the amount of love it’s recieved but yet to top my first set Sweetness by @crisro 👀 but to be honest I think all my sets have
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I don’t know about you guys but where I am in the UK it’s bloody freezing and I am missing the sun! Got me thinking back to when I was in Corfu with an awesome bunch of people from the suicide girls community and how much I wish I could go back! It was honestly the most perfect trip I could’ve asked for, made AMAZING...
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Happy New Year to all you lovely lot! Hope you all had a lovely New Year’s Eve however you decided to see it in, I however was working, saw it in alone and got home at 1am and crashed 😂 This last year was very very challenging for me and to be honest without all the support from my followers and strangers on the internet
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Christmas should be all about family and sharing the love but it can be hard for some people especially if they’re alone. I personally struggle mentally at Christmas and find it pretty tough but I’m lucky enough to have my family around me.
My favourite thing about Christmas is Christmas dinner and seeing people’s faces so happy when they open their gifts. I love buying...
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I need a rant, I’m sorry but after having an amazing weekend away I’ve now had the bullshit of reality hit me and I need to vent.
I’m fed up of always having being treated like shit when it comes to relationships, made to feel constantly guilty, worthless, unwanted and like I need to try harder and constantly fight for someone’s love and affection. I’m...
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