i need to make more friends. i spend most of my days laying in bed watching tv and i dont even have cable. today i watched a cartoon about trolls. my case manager wants to me to look for people on craigslist but that sounds bammer. so if theres anyone out there in SF or the SF area that wants to hang out or something...
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i would like to go to prom but i dont know if i'm on the guest list and i'm not paying to go. i dont have the net at home and i rarely go to the library to check up on things. i feel i have nothing interesting to say lately.
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juliana:
Yeah, you should be ok now. 
thistle:
you are on the list. i promise.
well ive been feeling happier this week and less lonely even when i'm alone thanks for all the postive messages and vibes i think it might have actually helped.
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adam_idea:
are you coming to prom?
adam_idea:
message thistle shes doing the list. 
So i moved into my studio and i feel that most people would be ecstatic and greatly appreciate something like this but i just seem to find everything bad about. I'm very lonely slowly trying to find ways to occupy my time. I'm poor yes very poor i starve alot and have been considering going to things like soup kitchens and stuff. life on disability...
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mena:
Sadie, sweets I don't know you but my heart goes out to you and your struggle. Please for you do this you can make it I have no right to say that but I feel it you seem to have such a strong spirt beat this, kill this for all the torture it is putting you through spit on this addiction rise above it, make it look stuip make it weaker the way it makes you feel you can do this babe I am a stranger and have faith in you imagine the people who love you. Do this baby you can!!!
Love
Mena
xxxo
Love
Mena
xxxo
tenaciousb:
this is gonna sound shit and worthless but you ain't alone...
i'm sending you a million positive vibes....
....and love....
i'm sending you a million positive vibes....
....and love....
Well i dont have the internet right now. I just moved into my own studio apartment. i live alone no more annoying meathead room mates. I got my hello kitty shower curtain put up today. I'm struggling with money but its my own fault. I have a strong craving for thai food but i'm going to have to settle for something home made. Theres one...
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greggster:
sounds like things are slowly getting better for you...that makes me happy.
Think you will be at Prom? It would be great to see you.
take care
Think you will be at Prom? It would be great to see you.
take care
mena:
Sadie I notice you I wish you the best and I really hope things turn around for you soon you deserve a world of riches.
love love love
Mena
love love love
Mena
well its been too long since i last updated. i'm still waiting for next set to go up does this mean another year of waiting, i'm afraid if i complain too much theyll kick me off isnt that stupid. i'm sitting watching the oscars trying not freak out cause i feel alot of anxiety all the time except when i do get sleep. i got...
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ponyboy_curtis:
how's SF holding up without me?
barny:
hye how u doing?
cant wait for a new sadie set im keeping my fingersw crossed for you!
blue skies ahead
cant wait for a new sadie set
im keeping my fingersw crossed for you!
blue skies ahead
things have been better. my dad seems to trust me my mom is still annoying but she lives on the other side of the country so its ok. i have been feeling sick but i'm dealing with it in my own way. i've been making art and putting up stickers of it around san francisco. i should try to sell my art on here but...
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papawheelie:
you come to Benders tonight for the burlesque show!
papawheelie:
it's a little better today, the headache is at least gone.
mark your calander for this show it'll be a doosie
mark your calander for this show it'll be a doosie
i'm back its nice to know that you all worry its nice to know that some people care thank you. well i'm back i ended up in the psych ward again and now i'm trying very hard to get into haight ashbury outpatient detox i cant cant cant cant do inpatient as history shows it drives me mad plus they were lying to me about...
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mercie:
at least you have your lovey boy there, seriously, it's hard enough dealing with life alone. I'm so happy you at least have him! take care of you, and yes, we all worry about one another, even if I don't KNOW you per se, I know your situation and I hope everything picks up from here... you're a lovely girl and that's all anyone would want for you, I'm sure! huge xo's!
papawheelie:
damn sister, you're going through it huh.
i'm homeless i slept outside in the freezing wet air last night if you call that sleep. I'm forced to go to inpatient rehab or i'll be homeless forever. I guess these so called friends and family "love me" for some reason thats hard for me to belive. they want to push the best lover and only husband i've ever had. No one has ever...
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_v_:
they love you
parents are just nuts and don't know what to say
good luck my friend
i miss you
and wish you luck on this trip
parents are just nuts and don't know what to say
good luck my friend
i miss you
and wish you luck on this trip
tangus:
I don't know you either, but you should really keep up with your rehab, and nobody including me would say that to you if we didn't care about your safety.
i hate detoxing. i already messsed up once the other day. i keep getting hot flashes and sometimes i think i'm loosing my hearing. i have meds for detox and i'm going to see the free doctor again today maybe he'll give me something to take away the cravings. anyway thats whats been going on in my life. that any group meetings and sleeeping all...
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papawheelie:
what are you detoxing from? I've had to do that before it sucks.
papawheelie:
also, if you can ever get over to the east bay there are awesome vegan places to eat, I'm happy to feed you any time
i lost my phone last week i'm finally getting a new one today. i still havent heard anything about the apartment grrr. I'm going to an outpatient rehab on monday for detox i hope this fixes my constant feeling of tiredness but i cant sleep either that or they figure out why i feel this way all the time. other then that nothing much has...
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allcatsaregrey:
you wrote you need some cash because you got negative funds...and i sent you a picture of johnny cash.... seems like a joke, that only function in my own head...perhaps im going mad 
its a itty bitty problem of mine, i construate funny stories in my head, cant stop to giggle but also cant explain to other, whats the joke about.
the ones who know me roll their eyes, the other ones look at me like "oh my god-ill never talk to that mad woman again..."
hope you are one of the first type and only roll your eyes right now...
its a itty bitty problem of mine, i construate funny stories in my head, cant stop to giggle but also cant explain to other, whats the joke about.
the ones who know me roll their eyes, the other ones look at me like "oh my god-ill never talk to that mad woman again..."
hope you are one of the first type and only roll your eyes right now...
sheena:
thank you
i got emergency meds so hopefully i'll start feeling a little more sane and less irrated with every situation. I had an interview for the apartment i want i really hope i get it. nothing else has been going on except losss of sleep and then over sleeping i just cant seem to get it right. i started smoking again and now i smoke like...
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supernovice:
Sounds like you are in dire need of a change of scenery... Ever thought about getting out of town for a few days; maybe visiting a new place?
Hope you feel better, and best of luck with the apartment...
Hope you feel better, and best of luck with the apartment...
liquidflorian:
I hope you got the place you were after, and things are going well....
i don't know what the ef i'm wearing tomorrow either. i think maybe jeans and a tank top? but i can't wait to see you!