roxy

I didn't realize how much I missed seasons either, until I was driving through the foothills. I'm hoping one day I can have a little place away from LA where you actually have to wear sweaters and scrape the ice off your car windshield in the morning.

And it seems to me you've accomplished a lot. You've found something you love in working with animals and are taking steps to learn and improve your knowledge in the field. That's a heckuva an accomplishment to me.

Roxy,

I'm curious - what was the infamous The Photo. I wonder if you could send me a copy of it just so I can see what all the fuss was about, way back when.

Wow, that is pretty intense, but I bet very rewarding as well. Isn't it nice to finally be working at a job you love?

Aghhhhhhh that is so sad. I would be wrecked.

Believe me, I can sympathize.

Congrats on your career

Wisdom teeth = yikes. I'm supposed to have mine removed at some point, but I am avoiding that aspect of reality.

How is school kicking your ass if you are kicking it with A's?

That wildlife thing sounds awesome. I want to work with cute widdle foxes and other critters.

I think a fox may be my spirit guide.

Thank you, darling!!!

MUAH!!!

I want you to come and see me!

I don't have any friends either.

I can't fucking believe you would say that Roxy. You also seem to say that a lot. It makes all of us around here who DO care about you feel like shit. I know for a fact Eric has tried calling you as well as me.

you can say that again.

the kitten is turning out to be super awesome. he's also completely insane in that 4 month old kitten way of either being totally inert and asleep or zooming about the house in hypernosis with his claws out. We've named him Ico Mihos Cat.

I haven't checked in with you in FAR too long, and it looks like I've really missed out on some cool stuff. What an AMAZING journey you've clearly had with these animals. Such character in their faces and love in your descriptions. Makes me feel like tearing up just reading your captions. Thanks for sharing with the group.

I'm glad you're well and look forward to seeing you again eventually - and maybe sooner, if you and your guy can make it to our "family and friends" screening of my new film, which will be sometime in October. Details when I have them.

Cheers.

Oh my gosh, I want to hug all of those animals. Together. With my little arms.

this is probably the sort of trite sugar coated bullshit that has you pissed; but people do care and for what it's worth, self worth is always a question of perspective. and having people who only saw one second of your life really car about you and offer to be there for you is not something to be downplayed. yeah the fact that you are atractive and pose naked isn't gonna hurt when it comes to winning guys/girls sympathies. but come on, i think you can tell by the quality of the posts that people are willing to be there for you and no matter what. not because of your tits and ass but because of the sincerity and need in that post. because of the person they see in and past the photos. YOU ARE NEVER ALONE. it may be a kind word from an older waitress at a diner or a sincere compliment from a stranger at a store, or christ a smile from a fucking kid on the street, but people do care. the trick is finding the ones you click with and i know that's not easy but they are out there and there will be a group of people you will gather to you who make you feel loved, completed, and desired in every way. you have to fight sometimes to see the good in humans because we are a flawed fucking species but don't ever doubt that there is love and respect and kindness in this world, sometimes it's just apreciating that it comes from people who always have their own problems and agenda's and aren't the selfless soul mates we all sometimes desire. i know you've had more than a few offers of an ear if you want to talk so i won't add to the list. but from the bottom of my fucking heart, things do get better and the passion and joy you will feel when they do will make this seem like some pale b movie horror flick. best wishes and my kindest thoughts. hugs and kittens and cupcakes and sunshine and late night giggles and all the things that make you smile. you deserve them

It's been forever since I've seen you, but I still do care about you. I have unlimited long distance, so if you ever want to talk, let me know. Or maybe I need to fly out there and make you some baked ziti? Anyway, let me know if there is anything I can do for ya. Take care!

I wish you get lots and lots of kisses from lots and lots of interesting creatures.

Things still going well for you on that front?