New Journal Entry! Yay!
Things here are all right. Ya know, just living life. The new job is still rocking, and I get to sit in the back row with two guys that are just as big perverts as I am, and laugh almost the whole time. They also found me on here. (Hi Alex and Luke!
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I've still got some confusion and sadness,...
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Things here are all right. Ya know, just living life. The new job is still rocking, and I get to sit in the back row with two guys that are just as big perverts as I am, and laugh almost the whole time. They also found me on here. (Hi Alex and Luke!
)
I've still got some confusion and sadness,...
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I've been thinking of leaving Seattle. Moving somewhere else. Because this city was our city. It is our city. And I see and hear him everywhere, and it's unbearable sometimes. Like today.
I wonder where I'd go?
Someone rescue me. From myself.
I wonder where I'd go?
Someone rescue me. From myself.
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prendick:
Sorry, sweetie. Looks like you've got a one way ticket to Lonelytown. Population: you. Give me directions and I'll come pick you up...oh, never mind...I know the way. 
I've been there many times.
I've been there many times.
angelvanilla:
Okay you need to be kidnaped and resuced. You totally need to have a girls night out.I have been coming to the relization that its most of time one of the x's leaving the town and making it easier for both of them.....I know how difficult it is, do your best. 
It's time for a journal update.
I'm at Seth0067's place right now, he's cooking me dinner. I can smell the garlic and hear the simmering. My tummy is growling. There's not much better than a cute boy cooking me a very yummy dinner.
The last few days have been extremely up and down, like a roller coaster on crack. I've gone through some downs...
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I'm at Seth0067's place right now, he's cooking me dinner. I can smell the garlic and hear the simmering. My tummy is growling. There's not much better than a cute boy cooking me a very yummy dinner.
The last few days have been extremely up and down, like a roller coaster on crack. I've gone through some downs...
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hammersmith:
I had a feeling it was a break up bothering you. Trust me, I've been dealing with the hardest break up of my life since last October. It's tough, yes, but time does heal all wounds. I know it's a cliche, but sometimes cliches are overused for a reason.
Glad to know you're feeling better.
Glad to know you're feeling better.
punk:
Hey, feel better!
Look, I got you some flowers:
Look, I got you some flowers:
I'm so fucking lost and confused right now. I just don't know what I'm doing and I don't know how to do what I want to do.
Sorry to all of my friends if it seems like I've been flakey and/or distant lately. Going through a lot in my head. But please know that I love you all...
Sorry to all of my friends if it seems like I've been flakey and/or distant lately. Going through a lot in my head. But please know that I love you all...
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gallas13:
read this:
http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/082482038X/qid=1079277661/sr=8-2/ref=pd_ka_2/102-5293621-1877733?v=glance&s=books&n=507846
if you can't find a copy i'll send you mine if you'll promise to return it.
http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/082482038X/qid=1079277661/sr=8-2/ref=pd_ka_2/102-5293621-1877733?v=glance&s=books&n=507846
if you can't find a copy i'll send you mine if you'll promise to return it.
nadine:
OMG dude why havn't i heard from you?????
have i been totally blind?
ugh hun, fucking talk to me if you need it ok!!
so many fucking e-hugs for you sweety, you deserve one, wish i could give ya one for real!!!
have i been totally blind?
ugh hun, fucking talk to me if you need it ok!!
so many fucking e-hugs for you sweety, you deserve one, wish i could give ya one for real!!!
I did a one card tarot reading for myself. It was... amazing.
I'm hurting a lot still. I still sit home sometimes and just cry until I can't cry anymore.
I'm heart broken.
But I will survive. I will get through this. I'm going to let go of you, and give up on the idea of you coming back to me, since you've made it...
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I'm hurting a lot still. I still sit home sometimes and just cry until I can't cry anymore.
I'm heart broken.
But I will survive. I will get through this. I'm going to let go of you, and give up on the idea of you coming back to me, since you've made it...
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freckle:
mao was really stupid. i did not get it at all, but i just don't think i was in the mood. if it had been just greg teaching me, i probably would have punched him. or at least cried.
jphi69:
Take care of yourself. These things pass. They always do.
What the fuck? I have this sudden, intense pain in my chest, left of where my heart is, underneath my breast. Ow. It's freaking me out because I'm a hypochondriac, and I have brand new experimental chest surface piercings. I may go to the hospital if it continues. Fuck.
Good news:
I have a job, I start tomorrow.
I have amazing friends.
I finally cleaned...
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Good news:
I have a job, I start tomorrow.
I have amazing friends.
I finally cleaned...
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topbanana66:
Way to go on the job front! They sure are a wonderful group of friends, a pleasure if there ever was one..... have a good weekend! - does the Roxy cheer - 
theinsomniac:
I hope your feeling better soon. If the pain has stayed, I'd totally go see a doctor, I totally woudn't mess around with chest pains.
I got 50 responses to my last journal. You guys are amazing. I sincerely thank every one of you for all of the supportive comments. I know I haven't replied to any of you, and it might seem like I don't care, but I read every last comment, and they all made me smile. It helps in this time of pain to know that people...
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miffy:
I'm glad you like it - I hope it was what you wanted!
elan:
Okay, so I sent you a long e-mail. I ramble too much.
Well... it's over.
I'm going to go hide under and rock now and die.
I'm going to go hide under and rock now and die.
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superdee:
I'm still working on getting that magic wand... let me know if you're still in need of it
miffy:
oh yea, umm... did you have a favored image? I like a lot of your photos so I'm not sure which one to do, so if you have one you like above others, a recommendation would be nice.
I like a lot of your photos so I'm not sure which one to do, so if you have one you like above others, a recommendation would be nice.I guess it's time I update my journal. Sorry I haven't been replying to people's comments in my journal. I haven't been good at that lately, but pretty much the only people who comment in my journal are people I talk to all the time in person.
I performed in the Miss Burlesque Dancers again last night, and even though the crowd was TINY, I...
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I performed in the Miss Burlesque Dancers again last night, and even though the crowd was TINY, I...
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wynter:
Fire spinning + burlesque, you say?
Hawt girl, hawttt! ^_^
Hawt girl, hawttt! ^_^
enzo525:
I know I don't get to see you that often, but I just wanted to tell you that you \m/ rock!
Troyboy
but I just wanted to tell you that you \m/ rock!
Troyboy
I quit my job. Just like that. I'm done. I'm fucking FREE!! *whew* The Nintendo thing looks like it's gonna work out, too, and that excites me.
Right now, I'm surrounded by love. DreamMaker, freckle, Luminaire, MisterSatan, MrDeity, Ophelia, and vikprez are all here, and that makes me happy to no end. I seriously love you guys, each and...
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Right now, I'm surrounded by love. DreamMaker, freckle, Luminaire, MisterSatan, MrDeity, Ophelia, and vikprez are all here, and that makes me happy to no end. I seriously love you guys, each and...
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zerogirl:
Congratulations. Nothing compares to breaking the chains.
null:
I know, sweetie. I was just feeling less than appreciated, grumpy, and easily annoyed last night.
You gave a good show, though.
You gave a good show, though.
All last week it was so beautiful outside. The sky was brilliant blue, the sun was shining, it was gorgeous. And I was all overcast on the inside, all rain and tears and pain. Then today, for the first time in a week, the sun has broken through my clouds, just a bit. There's a ray of sunshine, a spark of hope. Yet outside the...
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novy:
I fix PS2s for a living, what is the model number and date code on the back??
koleeta:
aww. well a week "on" sounds like it should be more fun than a week "off". I hope it's good.
I'm scared that I'm too late in my realizations and appreciation.
"Shed a tear 'cause I'm missin' you
I'm still alright to smile
Boy, I think about you every day now
Was a time when I wasn't sure
But you set my mind at ease
There is no doubt
You're in my heart now
Said, honey, take it slow
It'll work itself out fine
All...
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"Shed a tear 'cause I'm missin' you
I'm still alright to smile
Boy, I think about you every day now
Was a time when I wasn't sure
But you set my mind at ease
There is no doubt
You're in my heart now
Said, honey, take it slow
It'll work itself out fine
All...
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kara:
Just wondering how yer doing?
miss_magenta:
i'm listening to 'straight up' right now and i am thinking of you.
i hope you are doing well sweetheart. i miss you.
i hope you are doing well sweetheart. i miss you.
I missed hanging out with you guys, things have been...odd lately, but I hope I can make it out more often.
Sunday's are the best day to sleep all day and do nothing. There's just something about staying in bed all day. I didn't mind at all, I would never take someone's lazy Sunday away. I know how great they are!!