Hmm...
Sorry I didn't update yesterday folks. I have been so busy that it's all I can do to get the dishes done...
We went to grandma Helen's house last night. My cousins are such spoiled brats! J.R. (the boy) got a brand new X-box, and he didn't even flinch. He just went, "Cool." I would have DIED if I had gotten something like that...
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Sorry I didn't update yesterday folks. I have been so busy that it's all I can do to get the dishes done...
We went to grandma Helen's house last night. My cousins are such spoiled brats! J.R. (the boy) got a brand new X-box, and he didn't even flinch. He just went, "Cool." I would have DIED if I had gotten something like that...
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I am so grumpy right now.
The fucked up part of this is that I actually had a pretty good day. I woke up to Rob asking me to come outside. Apparently Mooey had gotten into the storage closet outside when Rob was getting them food, and she wouldn't come out. So I put some sweats on and shuffled outside.
She came right to me....
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The fucked up part of this is that I actually had a pretty good day. I woke up to Rob asking me to come outside. Apparently Mooey had gotten into the storage closet outside when Rob was getting them food, and she wouldn't come out. So I put some sweats on and shuffled outside.
She came right to me....
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basketcase:
Merry Christmas! 
smiler:
Happy Xmas
Ahh...
I kicked Rob in my sleep last night. Hard, I am told. Hurt him quite badly. I can't decide if I find that sad because I hurt him, or amusing because I can't aim hits worth a shit while I am awake.
I didn't wake up till like 9 am. So lazy. I needed the sleep dearly, but I paid for it dearly too....
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I kicked Rob in my sleep last night. Hard, I am told. Hurt him quite badly. I can't decide if I find that sad because I hurt him, or amusing because I can't aim hits worth a shit while I am awake.
I didn't wake up till like 9 am. So lazy. I needed the sleep dearly, but I paid for it dearly too....
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aperfectsonnet:
Oh I have a little kitty friend. Unfortunately, I don't have a porch. He comes meowing at my window and I let him into the house. We play and take pictures and I feed him and eventually he meows at the window and I let him out. It's usually right around then that my allergies go crazy on me and my eyes try to swell shut.
It's worth it. Even when he only stays for a few minutes.
I wish he'd come visit now.
Also, that's the good thing about the way I write in my journal. I try not to do any editing. I try to forget that people are going to read it at all-so that I can be as open and honest as possible. Then I have no expectations. If I worried about how people were going to respond or what they'd think, I'd probably update once a day with what I ate. Or maybe not. You're vegan aren't you?
See-I'd edit that, too.
Us good friend people need to learn how to attract other good friend people. I could go on for days about my multitude of awful friends. I've got a neverending supply of them.
If I had one good friend for ever five lame ones-I'd be such a lucky girl.
That's another weird issue of mine. I tend to assume that unless someone contacts me first-they don't really want to hang out with me. I basically become convinced that if I call someone and ask them to do something with me, they're only saying yes because they feel obligated to.
Sometimes I don't care about that at all, but only when it's someone I've known for a while.
I'll try to get over that. I think I'd like hanging out with you.
It's worth it. Even when he only stays for a few minutes.
I wish he'd come visit now.
Also, that's the good thing about the way I write in my journal. I try not to do any editing. I try to forget that people are going to read it at all-so that I can be as open and honest as possible. Then I have no expectations. If I worried about how people were going to respond or what they'd think, I'd probably update once a day with what I ate. Or maybe not. You're vegan aren't you?
See-I'd edit that, too.
Us good friend people need to learn how to attract other good friend people. I could go on for days about my multitude of awful friends. I've got a neverending supply of them.
If I had one good friend for ever five lame ones-I'd be such a lucky girl.
That's another weird issue of mine. I tend to assume that unless someone contacts me first-they don't really want to hang out with me. I basically become convinced that if I call someone and ask them to do something with me, they're only saying yes because they feel obligated to.
Sometimes I don't care about that at all, but only when it's someone I've known for a while.
I'll try to get over that. I think I'd like hanging out with you.
cosyne:
Gadzooks! How did you know about the jars? I just made that comment in passing somewhere on here? You're spooky.
As much whining as I did today about getting up at noon, I have to work at 8 AM tomorrow. 8 AM on Christmas Eve -- I have not been awake at 8 AM for seven months. I am going to be HURTING come alarm time....
And that kitten tale is stil too much. I wish I had a kitten to squeeze right now (sob).
As much whining as I did today about getting up at noon, I have to work at 8 AM tomorrow. 8 AM on Christmas Eve -- I have not been awake at 8 AM for seven months. I am going to be HURTING come alarm time....
And that kitten tale is stil too much. I wish I had a kitten to squeeze right now (sob).
Hmmm.
Not much to say today. So busy. I am tired beyond words. I am sorry for everyone who reads my journals who is used to a long entry...but I just can't do it tonight...I will update in the morning to make up for my current lack of inspiration. Till then my lovelies....
Till then...
<3
XOXO
~JAx
Not much to say today. So busy. I am tired beyond words. I am sorry for everyone who reads my journals who is used to a long entry...but I just can't do it tonight...I will update in the morning to make up for my current lack of inspiration. Till then my lovelies....
Till then...
<3
XOXO
~JAx
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rustgiraffe:
hehe. hope you get some rest and what not chicky!! 
heatherann007:
I hope you're having a better self-image day today. 
I always hate having days like the one you were having. And I really hate it when people look at you like you have no right to feel that way. Bah!
Anyway, hope you're better.
I always hate having days like the one you were having. And I really hate it when people look at you like you have no right to feel that way. Bah!
Anyway, hope you're better.
Today was hard...
Not in the normal sense. I did not sweat or work hands raw. I didn't create anything, nor did I have a life changing experience. Instead I had a day of little hurts...small hurts that barely register until the day is over and you look down at yourself.
And see a thousand little papercuts.
Woke up at seven. Not enough sleep...My body...
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Not in the normal sense. I did not sweat or work hands raw. I didn't create anything, nor did I have a life changing experience. Instead I had a day of little hurts...small hurts that barely register until the day is over and you look down at yourself.
And see a thousand little papercuts.
Woke up at seven. Not enough sleep...My body...
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basketcase:
*hug* Hope things turn out better soon
Hope things turn out better soon
rawb:
I must have missed something... I live with her, and I have no idea what's going on...
Hmmm...Do you ever have one of those days that is all normal and then very traumatic all of a sudden?
This was one of those.
Slept in...lovely, that sleeping in business. Wandered around the house naked drinking tea and watching the clouds drop rain...I painted a little. Made a lovely flower...with golden swirls and thick, black marks. Rob made me lunch and dropped/burned about everything...
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This was one of those.
Slept in...lovely, that sleeping in business. Wandered around the house naked drinking tea and watching the clouds drop rain...I painted a little. Made a lovely flower...with golden swirls and thick, black marks. Rob made me lunch and dropped/burned about everything...
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pissed:
Holy shit-you are a fuckin poet-if that girls wall does not melt from those words-then that shit is cryptonite 
schism13:
Alright.... I'll let it slide this time. But I'll be watching for any more comments about the french.
Salut
Salut
Mmmm......donuts. 
Rob and I slept in...Like SLEPT IN! We didn't get our lazy asses out bed till like 10. Then we got dressed, fed the cats (as they were screaming at us), and headed out to the local donut house.
I ate four...
Yummy....
I then had some errands to run. I had to go to the pharmacy and Target. I got the cutest little...
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Rob and I slept in...Like SLEPT IN! We didn't get our lazy asses out bed till like 10. Then we got dressed, fed the cats (as they were screaming at us), and headed out to the local donut house.
I ate four...
Yummy....
I then had some errands to run. I had to go to the pharmacy and Target. I got the cutest little...
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aperfectsonnet:
I'm pretty sure if you go look in my pics-you can see it.
It's the one called HA.
It's the one called HA.
aperfectsonnet:
Also, did I mention that I really like your new profile pic yet?
Cause I do.
Cause I do.
Good day...good day.
I woke up this morning feeling slightly less pathetic. I could actually breathe and made it out of bed before 9. I talked to Red for a bit and then chilled for the rest of the day..doing laundry and resting up.
Does anyone else get really exausted/tired when you start to feel better? It's almost like your body has fought a battle...
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I woke up this morning feeling slightly less pathetic. I could actually breathe and made it out of bed before 9. I talked to Red for a bit and then chilled for the rest of the day..doing laundry and resting up.
Does anyone else get really exausted/tired when you start to feel better? It's almost like your body has fought a battle...
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fred:
Sounds like you had a "mad" attack.
Nah, that's pretty much the normal reaction. That's how I feel in christmas shopping time in a crowded mall.
Sounds like you had a "mad" attack.
Nah, that's pretty much the normal reaction. That's how I feel in christmas shopping time in a crowded mall.
ansia:
Ha! Just read your last journal entry and discovered that you are Italian also No wonder you're soooo purdy *wanky grin*
Are you a vegan? Or do you just have a thing for vegan chocolate cake?
No wonder you're soooo purdy *wanky grin*
Are you a vegan? Or do you just have a thing for vegan chocolate cake?
Sitting on the computer is no way to spend your day...
That is, unless walking around makes you feel like passing out.
So I have done nothing today but feel sorry for myself, talk to Red, and write to Rob. I had some soup for lunch...mmm.. And I have been gulping hot tea like it's the cure for cancer...Ah well....
Why is it that the...
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That is, unless walking around makes you feel like passing out.
So I have done nothing today but feel sorry for myself, talk to Red, and write to Rob. I had some soup for lunch...mmm.. And I have been gulping hot tea like it's the cure for cancer...Ah well....
Why is it that the...
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unique3:
I love shopping. I even love going shopping with other people so they can get stuff. I just like to look .
oh man sweetie..you're a wreck!
HA. I know what you mean. about pretty people and ugly people. my biggest problem is with the people who are half and half. sort of pretty but think they're to die for..and have a snotty attitude. I dislike people like that.
anyways. feel better. rest up! I hope you dont feel crappy all weekend. that wouldn't be fun.
oh man sweetie..you're a wreck!
HA. I know what you mean. about pretty people and ugly people. my biggest problem is with the people who are half and half. sort of pretty but think they're to die for..and have a snotty attitude. I dislike people like that.
anyways. feel better. rest up! I hope you dont feel crappy all weekend. that wouldn't be fun.
rustgiraffe:
thank you so much hun! it really does mean a lot! and your sitaution sounds eerily similar to mine. 
Hmmm..
Sorry I didn't write yesterday. I have felt soo shitty the last couple of days that I haven't wanted to do anything.
I had a doctor's apointment yesterday morning at 9. So I had to pick my sick ass up out of bed and get ready to go up there at 7.
Makes me grumpy just thinking about it!
Then I had to drive...
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Sorry I didn't write yesterday. I have felt soo shitty the last couple of days that I haven't wanted to do anything.
I had a doctor's apointment yesterday morning at 9. So I had to pick my sick ass up out of bed and get ready to go up there at 7.
Makes me grumpy just thinking about it!
Then I had to drive...
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difranco:
*running after the kisses and catching them, stamping them down into a box labelled -for another time when red's not around* dear oh dear, these people... no respect for love.
oh dear, i wish u would go to bed poor poppet..
much love xxxxx
oh dear, i wish u would go to bed poor poppet..
much love xxxxx
unique3:
ebay is awesome. but I get into trouble on there..too much buying!
DAMN hun! thats a lot to do when you're sick! and no it's not bad of you...you were sick and I'm sure he understood that. it's OK for him to take care of you and for you to be "helpless' sometimes.
I hope you feel better!!!
DAMN hun! thats a lot to do when you're sick! and no it's not bad of you...you were sick and I'm sure he understood that. it's OK for him to take care of you and for you to be "helpless' sometimes.
I hope you feel better!!!
Hmm...Saw this on another Journal (YUMi) and thought I would do it here. I don't usually do this shit, but oh well. Here goes nothing!
r e l a t i o n s h i p s
1. Who are your best friends?:
* My mum and whoever rings me out at the bookstore...
2. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:
* Yes.
3. Longest...
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r e l a t i o n s h i p s
1. Who are your best friends?:
* My mum and whoever rings me out at the bookstore...
2. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:
* Yes.
3. Longest...
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I am so sick of feeling like shit!
For the past week or so I have had a sore throat. Not just an "oh I slept with my mouth open" sore throat, but a "oh I swallowed some crushed glass" sore.
Nothing else hurts...just my throat.
What kind of fucked up shit is that?!
Today I did laundry (which was beginning to reach epic proportions),...
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For the past week or so I have had a sore throat. Not just an "oh I slept with my mouth open" sore throat, but a "oh I swallowed some crushed glass" sore.
Nothing else hurts...just my throat.
What kind of fucked up shit is that?!
Today I did laundry (which was beginning to reach epic proportions),...
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smiler:
get well soon.
basketcase:
I've been trying to go shopping for myself for weeks.... months now. Yes, I'm selfish sometimes 
But I'll get to shopping for friends and family soon, family first, and then I'll shop for friends when I'm in AZ
But I'll get to shopping for friends and family soon, family first, and then I'll shop for friends when I'm in AZ
The bloody tampon idea is quite tempting...hmmm...
Yeah, so...my advice to you would be to leave him alone and not post in his journal or anything...otherwise, he'll bug the ever living shit out of you!
BTW...I think he is on at the moment.
And you're welcome for the comment...I seriously couldnt believe you put that in there....hard to believe once I saw your pic!