free time becomes more of a mystery once the daily novelty of the cheap thrills wear off, like binge drinking and recreational drug use. no high can ever be so marvelous as stone sober, flat broke, staring out to an endless sparkling ocean iced with tangerine sky and those moutains in the distance so beautiful behind a veil of mist it seems they cannot be...
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sunday.
woke up alone, its cold,
two p.m..
look to see snow still falling out there.
yesterday's sun,
gone.
shower,
its hot and i linger there
for awhile
draw in the tiny steamed up window
to watch the snow.
make toast and fried eggs,
brew coffee and read.
down a pot.
become lost in music and scented smoke.
fixate on the dilapidated shed with crooked...
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iwhoamnothing:
Quitting smoking was a bitch. I much like biggs an proud of yah. The link to gifts from enola is strangely enough what I signed in to ask you about. I forgot to ask you guys of a place we could go to listen when we met at alley katz. I've been meaning to ask for months but for anyone who knows me or follows me on twitter knows.... I'm not always the smartest or best at remembering. Anyway hope karma finds you well it is sometimes a bitch.
And yes come down for the misery index show in march.... bring everyone you know... its going to be crazy in there.
And yes come down for the misery index show in march.... bring everyone you know... its going to be crazy in there.
torlano:
Grats on ditching the cigs. Ultimately, you'll be happy about it.
Here's to sending positive thoughts and energy your way
Here's to sending positive thoughts and energy your way
fuckin heyyyyyyy babayyys! 
my first visit to SGland in 2010. i hope you had a merry rexxmas and a happy new year!
I guess it is an appropriate time for one of those reflective blogs where we talk about what we did in the past year, how we've changed, what it was and what it wasn't, et cetera. et cetera...
i feel that it would...
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my first visit to SGland in 2010. i hope you had a merry rexxmas and a happy new year!
I guess it is an appropriate time for one of those reflective blogs where we talk about what we did in the past year, how we've changed, what it was and what it wasn't, et cetera. et cetera...
i feel that it would...
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toxic:
looks like you are having a blast miss!
scarletletterman:
You're welcome, Miss Rexxy! 
How are you? I'm doing well. Work and school are kicking my butt, but oh well
What are you listening to? Listening to TOOL, Radiohead, ISIS (somethings never change)
What are you reading? At the moment, nothing but textbooks (interesting though, very interesting)
What are you wearing? At the moment, PJs, but in a while a sweatshirt, jeans, and my Grinders boots
What are you thinking about? I'm thinking I wish I didn't have to go to school today. It's a holiday.
What are your thoughts on bacon? I love bacon and bacon loves me.
P.S. If you need any other books, I'm your man.
How are you? I'm doing well. Work and school are kicking my butt, but oh well
What are you listening to? Listening to TOOL, Radiohead, ISIS (somethings never change)
What are you reading? At the moment, nothing but textbooks (interesting though, very interesting)
What are you wearing? At the moment, PJs, but in a while a sweatshirt, jeans, and my Grinders boots
What are you thinking about? I'm thinking I wish I didn't have to go to school today. It's a holiday.
What are your thoughts on bacon? I love bacon and bacon loves me.
P.S. If you need any other books, I'm your man.
oh, this place...
i miss logging in and the first thing i see not being a banner advertising "seduce a suicidegirl iphone app available now!"
really?
sorry, but i laughed out loud.
almost as hard as i laughed when i once came across an internet banner advertising a cd of fallout boy's greatest hits.
it aint what it used to be.
oh well. hi
its...
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i miss logging in and the first thing i see not being a banner advertising "seduce a suicidegirl iphone app available now!"
really?
sorry, but i laughed out loud.
almost as hard as i laughed when i once came across an internet banner advertising a cd of fallout boy's greatest hits.
it aint what it used to be.
oh well. hi
its...
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ghostwheel:
Happy New Year 
toxic:
Hey pretty! Miss you hope your well and hope your holidays/new years kicked ass!
here i am again, sitting at the beehive spending my precious dollars to use their gloriously uncensored internet to keep in touch with all of you, my beautiful babies.
nothing really new and exciting occurring around these parts. i went home for thanksgiving and now i'm back in the burgh. i guess america is on a diet between holidays because the bakery has been slow...
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nothing really new and exciting occurring around these parts. i went home for thanksgiving and now i'm back in the burgh. i guess america is on a diet between holidays because the bakery has been slow...
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alienheep:
miss you 
monday. coffee shop.
been sitting in my corner window, third room,
before a pile of another's ashes.
yesterday's paper left strewn across the tabletop.
fitting centerpiece for my pack of smokes
and the remnants of a once hot mug of coffee
(black, for here, keep the change)
I light up, check the time,
shove dostoevsky back into my bag.
smoke hits the glass as i...
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toxic:
hey miss how have you been?!
zoophagous:
Now that I've made it to the comment box, I can't help but feel a little dissapointment.
Dissapointment that this is not from a book, and I will not get to read a whole book filled with writting like that.
Unless.....have you written any books?
Dissapointment that this is not from a book, and I will not get to read a whole book filled with writting like that.
Unless.....have you written any books?
damn baby,
I'M ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!
i really need to get this computer ordeal solved, i miss all you lovely people!!
well i just got off of work and am currently residing at the coffee shop sinking my teeth into a delicious brownie and drinking massive quantities of coffee. i just had a fabulous weekend of drinks and sex and smokes and amazingness since the boy came...
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I'M ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!
i really need to get this computer ordeal solved, i miss all you lovely people!!
well i just got off of work and am currently residing at the coffee shop sinking my teeth into a delicious brownie and drinking massive quantities of coffee. i just had a fabulous weekend of drinks and sex and smokes and amazingness since the boy came...
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ilooklikesatan:
yaaaaay pics of us!
Haha you and CJ look smashed in that picture! Glad things are going well, hon!
Haha you and CJ look smashed in that picture! Glad things are going well, hon!
artificialjoy:
Glad to hear things are going great for you
oh heyyy!
the library wisened up to my vag-viewing ways and blocked sg. and who knows when i'll be able to get my damn computer fixed, so i do apologize for my absence! i miss you guys!!!
right now i'm in back in virginia for a couple of days taking over the bawfriend's parents house with him to 'watch the dog' while they are out...
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the library wisened up to my vag-viewing ways and blocked sg. and who knows when i'll be able to get my damn computer fixed, so i do apologize for my absence! i miss you guys!!!
right now i'm in back in virginia for a couple of days taking over the bawfriend's parents house with him to 'watch the dog' while they are out...
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agni:
Did paranormal activity actually have a plot? I like scary movies but I hate mostly all the ones that have come out within the last decade, none of them have plots anymore... I like things like the Shining... is it anything like that?
toxic:
Sounds like you've been up to alot! I miss your pretty face and hope your well!
hey kiddos!! my computer screen decided to hit the shitter (like all things technological that i come to posess) which explains my recent mia-ness.
how are you babies??
well i'm at the library on a time limit so i'll just stick to a quick recap of the past week.
tuesday i caught a ride to virginia for one night to visit my bawfriend which was...
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how are you babies??
well i'm at the library on a time limit so i'll just stick to a quick recap of the past week.
tuesday i caught a ride to virginia for one night to visit my bawfriend which was...
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toothpickmoe:
Good to see you've been keeping busy.
agni:
HEY NEXT TIME YOURE IN VA YOU HAVE TO HIT ME UP, FUCKING CUNT.
...<3
...<3
hey baby!
how is everyone on this lovely day?
updates are fewer and far betweener sorry kiddos.
i've been a busy bee working as many double shifts as possible at doublewide to get me out of this broke monstrosity i am in. well, its not really a monstrosity, but you know. really it would just be nice to have some dollars to go visit the...
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how is everyone on this lovely day?
updates are fewer and far betweener sorry kiddos.
i've been a busy bee working as many double shifts as possible at doublewide to get me out of this broke monstrosity i am in. well, its not really a monstrosity, but you know. really it would just be nice to have some dollars to go visit the...
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scarletletterman:
Is that a can of Blue Ribbon I see. Nice! Glad things in Pittsburgh as going well. Things are busy here in Southern California as you can see. I seem to be on SuicideGirls less and less these days. It's 3:00 AM and this is the only free time I've had a in a while. I started a doctoral program and between that and work (two jobs) I'm pretty busy. Sorry about that heart wrenching loss against the Chicago Bears today. I didn't see the game because I was at school this entire weekend, but I did catch the highlights on ESPN after class. I wished I lived closer to Pittsburgh. I need an iPod wall charger. Reeses has chewed the shit out of a couple of them. I think we have one left. I think she's going to be chewing on stuff the rest of her life. She's so destructive sometimes, but she's cute as hell. Anyway, I hope to hear from you soon. Take care!
has chewed the shit out of a couple of them. I think we have one left. I think she's going to be chewing on stuff the rest of her life. She's so destructive sometimes, but she's cute as hell. Anyway, I hope to hear from you soon. Take care!
agni:
CL is your best friend when it comes to selling shit.
RVA misses you! <3
RVA misses you! <3
So how's life been? *waits till May* haha.. Well I'm sure it's more exciting than what I'm doing.. ahh.. sigh..