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New Year, old eyes. See clearly and find finish lines to goals...

All work and no play makes me a very dull girl! I need a week of play got to get back to work.....

So I caught the swine flu! Its sucks don't get it. I haven't been that sick and in that much pain in a really long time. Come to think of it I can't even remember the last time I've even had a fever. This cold is still not over after 5 days but has just evolved into a new one. I feel like a whole...
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Happy Halloween! I'm so excited and have no clue what 'm going to be. I was going to be a race car driver, but I don't know, I have tons of costumes I just have decide on what I want to be. Here's a pic of one of favorite costumes ( I just did a shoot with it yay!). I love it! Its too cold...
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The problem with moving back in with your parents is remember all reasons you moved out in the first place. I had decided to move back because I wanted to keep a baby from my dogs litter. We just breed my Chihuahua Timmy and I couldn't pass up the opportunity to keep one of his own creations (especially the runt). I always have believed that...
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Went out. Got drunk. Am wondering why I always have to play a good girl roll in life. Who even said I was a good girl? Any one I've ever slept with knows I'm not (not that their's many). I guess I don't have to play that roll but I am afraid that the ones I love won't love me for who I really am....
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I have off for the next three days! Holy Shit I have no clue what I'm going to do with myself. I think I may go see Zombie Land. Yay for me.

I fucking hate my job! I hate working 3rd shift! I hate never having free time! I don't want to work this job any more. I hate working hard for something I don't want! Grrr... got to go to work

So today I finally got back some picture I took for a contest. Im very upset! They suck and are blurry! I hate it because I know Im not going to win the contest. I always feel like the underdog.... I want to be a winner! I guess it whatever. I don't think I'll every win because the people running it I get the vibe...
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Hello Suicidegirls. I am very excited to be a member of such a beautiful idea. Beauty is all around you and beauty can be found in everything. I wish everyone could see all us for who we really are as the pictures on this site show. May we all find the true beauty of life.