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"the broken boy speaks?"

by: Nathaniel South

she quietly holds my heart under.

this is a dead end come to life.

"i'm sorry i loved you.",
is all i can say.

"i'm sorry you touched me.",
is how i was repaid.

there are cuts and scars.
broken bones, and a broken heart.
i'm lovly, in that i'm ugly.

this is me knowing the ending,
and...
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"this town deserves a better class of criminal..."

Chuck P., of Fight Club fame, always says, "you are not your book collection." this might be true if you don't read them....i can't help but feel that we are, if only partially, the art we consume.

i don't want to be dull...i want to live.

confusion is the door way to thought.

-me

it seems to me the proses of growing up is almost always a gradual one. you slowly move through the experiences that life pushes at you. you survive them. you grow because of them. you learn about yourself, and sometimes that means learning things you don't like. all of this happens one little step at a time. so slow that you can't even see it....
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i have been listening to the same 9 Lune songs for six months now. i have become numb to my own art. as we push into the final stages....i am finding it a struggle to keep my head up. i feel like i have lost perspective. I'm sure this will pass. i will find my way. i just want so badly for it to be...
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My band (www.myspace.com/lunetheband) is on the cusp of putting out our first album. i'm excited, and stressed....so many details to finish up. so many little things....and i just want it to be done. i want to hold it in my hand.

so close...so far.

art is air.

-me

So...i haven't been on this sight in years....not that many people knew me on here anyways. i kind of liked that fact. it seemed like a quiet hole in the ground for me to talk into. so i will propbly start posting things. for now....hi suicide girls...its been awhile.

-me

one more night in indiana. i sometimes really love this place. something about the flat lands that i do love. then there are things here i hate. nothing like being in the bible belt and not wanting to where pants(so to speak), but then there are worse things.

i'm going to get more tattoo work done tomorrow....maybe. that is very cool. if we do some...
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and there is a season, turn, turn, turn.

i find that movment is, more oftent then not, painful. it hurts to move forward. i have always been confused by that, because moving forward is what we need to do. it is also what we want to do, so why do our needs and wants hurt like a gun shot wound? i feel like i might...
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