Tuesday Jan 27, 2004

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I'm online. I'm awake. It's 2:07 am. blah. Aristarch is online with me. We both smell like broccoli.
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mobprod:
Hahahaha. Existentialism in action!
veganjihad:
do you sleep?

Monday Jan 26, 2004

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Who's going to be writing a column for Unit Shifter? Good guess.
stupid beer.
Never again. Why do I lie to myself!
Well, I beat the crap out of holyshitbag last night. Well.. I guess not really, but I pinned him, so I think that means I won.

So, which is better, Self Mutilation in private or Self Degredation in public?
I think you...
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disdain:
no, i don't hate you. i love you. if we throw you a party on saturday, it can't be at my house... sad.
disdain:
i'm online too... and i'm talking to you. yay.

Sunday Jan 25, 2004

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...there was no drinking for me last night. I needed to recover. I need to focus on myself.
At least the sun's out. I wish there was something to do to enjoy it.
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lucky105:
Just sit outside and enjoy the warmth. It's more fun than it sounds.
fucko_fuckington:
i had a recover day as well. but i also had some bad mexican food. bleh. so, i think it was a double recovery day.
go ride a bike. if the sun is still up. word.

Saturday Jan 24, 2004

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Last night was neat.. well, at least that which I remember. I hung out with pinkisux, blackacidream,genocidalrobot, and We went to some dive karaoke bar in Nampa ID. There was a cross dresser there though, so it felt like home to me. I remember singing next to pinkisux.. but I don't remember what.. Blackaciddream is a witness to my head wound....
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lucky105:
Yay for fun drunken nights!

I guess you need a little sobriety every now and again, but don't overdo it. wink
disdain:
come home and get drunk with me, ass face!!!

Thursday Jan 22, 2004

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how many marketing campaigns will swarm around the Atkins crap? I swear if I see one more add promoting eating more animals, I'm going to shoot someon... Oh crap! seriously, there's another one. Everyone, jump on! There's room left. I kept thinking this all day, but it kept happening. I guess my telepathy doesn't influence the media. Maybe I should try some other form of...
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hefaistos:
that second paragraph read like poetry to me. im at a point in life, where everyone i have known cant get over a decade or so of the old me, and i dont know how to meet new people with out reverting to the person i used to be....... and why would a few years of bad behavior religate me to worthless status?doesnt the beauty of ones soul, the goodness inherant to a living being with the capability to love count for anything to any one?

whoa. did i type that out loud?
peart:
I hear ya I feel like no one likes me sometimes either.

Tuesday Jan 20, 2004

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Holy crap! I swear, everytime I listen to Goodbye Blue Monday they get better and better.. and louder. I keep turning it up only to find it makes me feel better.
For those of you who still haven't checked out the interview with me, Katie and Glassjaw and the dvd on sale with a ton of neato interviews, including one in a porta-potty with Places...
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fetology:
I just noticed that Waking Life is one of your favorite movies. I wasn't sure people knew that movie existed. It should be required viewing.

Did you make it down to Adecco?
fetology:
Yeah, it's infuriatingly sickening.

Good luck with the interview!
I forgot to ask...which shift was it you applied for?

Saturday Jan 17, 2004

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Well, I was tattood today.. so I feel much better.
I love the total genuine person. It makes me feel intrigued and inspired to be in their prescence. It's hard to find.. and still fear presides.
Fantastic until I get to know you. Maybe. I would like to believe that isn't true. I still have fear. To be crushed by the only consistancy that has...
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pinkisux:
i think there are a few shows at jd's this week end. boise punk page has a list of shows. portland was awsome! i didn't really want to come home.... but alas i have to work tomorrow frown
hope you enjoy the show at jd's if you go. and if your drinking... long islands are strong and cheap wink
unoffensivename:
cheers smile

there are good bands playing Tuesday the 20th at JD & Friends. not all of them are good, but most, yes..good enough to call in sick to work, zing!

Friday Jan 16, 2004

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right now, i'm listening to Goodbye Blue Monday sitting here in Crazy suburbian/farm town Idaho, yep.
I've been sober since I got here. It's the weekend. Maybe I deserve a drink.
Maybe it doesn't matter. What will it change besides spending my money. It won't make me happier. It won't make me feel not lonely, or sad. I think I may go see some bands...
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kengineer:
Bring along any good books? My New Year's resolution is to read twenty-six books - one every other week. I'm working my way through "Voyager" right now. It's pretty good.

Oh, god, I just had a vision of you, in Idaho, turning on the radio to try to find something to listen to. Nooooooooo! Is your connection high speed? Because now would be an excellent time to explore the world of internet radio.
gasmaskboy:
8 (

I hopes you feels betters....

don't be lonely....

I know it's poopy.... but, there's always peoples who have the loves.

loves,

Ryan Face

Thursday Jan 15, 2004

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It is not the strength but the duration of exalted sensations which makes exalted men.

I'm in Idaho. I have a tattoo appt. this Saturday... I'll be out here for maybe a month or so... I needed to get away. yep. tattoo. love. confusion. crying. sober. I need a drink.. Where's the hick bar????? yes.
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kengineer:
Awwww. Now I've got a sympathy lump in my throat.

A fucking MONTH. How will we live without you?

Oh, and you cut the shirt straight down the breastbone. So I have a single piece of cloth with "Ye" and "An" on one end and "s" and "nie" on the other. And the pits smell. biggrin
fetology:
hah, I think everyone used to frequent that house.

Monday Jan 12, 2004

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I really don't like it when people post things on my journal while making assumptions or trying to make me look bad. If everyone should want to know.. I am in love with someone. He is the only one.
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disdain:
I DA HO
aandee:
ISN'T IT THE BEST, LOVE, I MEAN??!!!!! love
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