mia

It's time to go back to sleep now. I woke up and found myself naked. I don't have anything to do, so I'm getting my cat and taking a nap.

If you haven't checked my pics lately, I have a dumb folder called stupid webcam or something.. yeah. so, look at me being bored! yay.

I woke up still tired. I'll probably just go back to sleep. When I swallow, I can tell everything is different. It's something only I can feel right now. I'm sitting here because I'm too scared to be anywhere else....
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I have been sitting here feeling confused. I have so much going on inside that feels like an explosion that isn't quite strong enough to break my skin. I move slowly but my thoughts are racing. I can't speak because I can't remember what I was saying. I can type though. I can at least type.
I yawn two hundred times a day. Each time...
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I am completely frustrated. I can feel it inside like its eating my heart slowly. The vomiting feeling creeps up and then subsides with each painful breath. Have I become worthless? The tears well up with no real reason other than embarrassment for my disgusting state.
Yesterday, you looked at me with normal eyes and mouth. My hair was combed. I showered and I could...
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It started off slowly. It was almost beautiful for those mentally inept. Everything looked as if I had smeared a glob of Vaseline in my eyes. I could see the sky, although blurry, and realized I was still outside. I caught a glimpse of my bicycle lying beside me. I couldnt remember why I was laying on my back. I heard breathing. I could see...
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About 5% of my coughing releases a pea green semi-solid. Each piece if normally shaped is about the size of my pinky finger. I can feel it as if in slow motion gliding through a trail of slime up my throat and out, revealing one solid piece that was trapped in my lungs. About 20% of my coughing is loosening these masses. They wait in...
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I went to the Boise zoo today.. yes. I saw a porcupine. I went with fetology, and holyshitbag and some other neat Idahoans.

"I would grab you by the throat and I would pull your hair and whisper in your ear. Not words, just barely audible moans and quick breaths. Then I would slide myself inside your soaking wet inner spots and rhythmically push...
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I lost my voice. yes. Idaho made me sick and now it's taking my voice away too.

I'm being dumb and putting dumb webcam pictures up. One is of my foot. yep.
anywhoo..
I just posted in everyone's journal on my friends list tonight. I was scared some of them hate me... so, hi.

I'm not really scared though.

I start a new job tomorrow.. and it's in Idaho.

I am in Idaho. Yep. Hello Idaho. here I am. I had fun my first night in town. I was with fetology and holyshitbag. I saw pinkisux, modmanevan, blackacidream, and allpaintedcold. Neat.

Yay for chips and salsa and Kuna hoodies.