mia

my parents hated me when i got pregnant, my parents hated me when i got tossed in the psych ward, my parents hated me when they found out i smoked, my parents hated me when they found out i'm a stripper.... but somehow they still love me. i'm sure no matter what, urs do too! *sounds like a counselor* but you are beautiful girl with a pretty great personality from what i can see. just remember that, all that matters in the end is you....

Dammit! that's fukt up. I'm sorry kid. so are you still in boise? w/b

[Edited on Feb 03, 2004 2:10AM]

Someone needs to grab a car and kidnap you and bring you home... LOL
I go to montana often so i know how much that area from idaho to montana kinda SUCKS! would hate to be stuck there.... Well hope you make it back home soon and safe

[Edited on Feb 02, 2004 8:35PM]

the world works in mysterious ways. why this all happened no one knows. In some FUCKED-UP, currently unexplainable way these events happened for a reason. . . as far as relationships go, right now I'm rather cynical about the whole concept. at least your ex isn't fucking one of your 'friends', which is my case. Oh well, you move on, you move up. talk at ya later buddy-keep in touch.

that sucks. i had a friend almost die the same way. that shit is scarry as hell.

here i was about to say "i hope your trip home went okay" well fuck

but you're alive! this is good! eeek

My neck is still sore.

I hope your drive goes OK. Enjoy that Blood Brothers show .
*is jealous*

dude, who didnt have a wild night.... this morning i even felt like i had a hang over...

I know exactly how that feels, you just feel like you're going to burst if something happy doesn't happen to you. I had that for awhile, actually, it was a couple of months ago, but I just went to a lot of concerts and made some new friends and rocked the feeling away, til it turned into happiness.

Feel better Mia.

I know that feeling quite well. Thus far, that something else has always happened for me. I hope you get it too.

Hey, about tonight...if you take car of the vermouth and the olives, I'm down with taking care of the vodka.

Let me know whats up.

hopefully i won't end up piss drunk like i usually do...

edit: i'm also not very good at lookin cool

[Edited on Jan 30, 2004 4:26AM]

Hahahaha. Existentialism in action!

do you sleep?

no, i don't hate you. i love you. if we throw you a party on saturday, it can't be at my house... sad.

i'm online too... and i'm talking to you. yay.

Just sit outside and enjoy the warmth. It's more fun than it sounds.

i had a recover day as well. but i also had some bad mexican food. bleh. so, i think it was a double recovery day.
go ride a bike. if the sun is still up. word.

Yay for fun drunken nights!

I guess you need a little sobriety every now and again, but don't overdo it.

come home and get drunk with me, ass face!!!

that second paragraph read like poetry to me. im at a point in life, where everyone i have known cant get over a decade or so of the old me, and i dont know how to meet new people with out reverting to the person i used to be....... and why would a few years of bad behavior religate me to worthless status?doesnt the beauty of ones soul, the goodness inherant to a living being with the capability to love count for anything to any one?

whoa. did i type that out loud?

I hear ya I feel like no one likes me sometimes either.

I just noticed that Waking Life is one of your favorite movies. I wasn't sure people knew that movie existed. It should be required viewing.

Did you make it down to Adecco?

Yeah, it's infuriatingly sickening.

Good luck with the interview!
I forgot to ask...which shift was it you applied for?