marajade

YAY!!! ^^

She's a Beauty too... it should be GRAND!!!  ♥♥♥

@MARAJADE- Delightful 4 years and counting,.... Hearts :).

This is why your one of my favorite SGs

A set of @marajade by @milloux?  That is going to be epic.  Can't wait.

@boomboom0520 this faboulous set is here since january! ^^ Go see it now ! ^^

By reading your blog I remembered some bad memories of school and that I think all these bad memories still have an influence on my behavior and my interactions with people still today. The cruelty of some people is incredible. It is often said that young people are wicked because they are not mature but I can say that even as people age, some people have remained true bastards. When you write that your best friend was your playstation, it's odd for me to read this, because it's almost my current situation when I am now in my thirties. I obviously have a few friends but they all have their lives (moving to the other side of the country for work, or they have created their own family), so I do not want to disturb them or have the impression To disturb them. So yes, my social life is completely fucked, but I'm still alive and that's the plus point. And by reading your blog @marajade, I'm proud that you managed to take your life and your fate into your hands. I think it was not easy for you to write this blog but I'm sure your words will help and reward many people. I say thank you for them. :-)

I've been through many of the same things as you have. Unfortunately, I still fight this depression monster every waking second. Some days are easier, but lately, they've all been hard. I go to bed every night asking the universe to kill me in my sleep. And every day when I wake up, the depression hits me all over again.

Maraaaaa! <333 ^_^

Phenomenal set! 

Huzzah!! Congrats, lovely lady!

gorgeous lady

With regards to lack of local people for pnp RPGs. I regularly use Skype/Hangouts to successfully play RPGs and some board games like Zombicide with a small group. Takes a bit of adjustment, but totally worth it to play with long time friends separated by 1000s of miles. It may not be ideal game play environment, but it is still enjoyable. 

Haha this seems to be getting deep into the literary side of the SW realm... I must admit you have the advantage over me there.  Beyond the original film trilogy I have not invested much time in the SW realm. |||You're saying they are more animalistic in nature relying more on their "lizard brain" rather than their "higher brain"?  That's interesting...||| So they are not inherently evil, but they do seem to be used a lot by the empire to further their goal of absolute control of the galaxy. Given that though, they do seem to be used for evil more than they are for good wouldn't you say?||| So then why do they allow themselves to be used for nefarious purposes so often, I wonder, and does knowingly doing so not make the label of "evil" well earned?  (of course granting, that good and evil/bad are subjective to an extent) Then again, I was under the impression that there could only be 2 Sith because they would seek out and destroy each other (perhaps I am just remembering the Sith Lord arrangement).  So it would be unfair to say that all Sith are evil, it is rather that the movies tend to focus on the "Evil Siths" as their antagonists.|||| Zombie seems a bit unfair, no? (but I probably think that because I have several nicknames that allude to me being an emotionless robot simply because I defer to logic and reason over emotion).|||  I didn't know they kidnapped the children, I thought they got permission before sending a child to the temple... That is news to me, would definitely tarnish the image... ||||| Interesting information||||So it is more a Soldier/Mercenary situation or probably more accurately a Samurai/Ronin situation. Where one lives by a strict code and the other goes on to do their own thing, whether it is roaming around helping people, becoming a sword for hire or in some cases a criminal.

Love reading your blogs!