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also, it's my birthday. today i am twenty-four.

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bendingunit23:
I see your points about the sash video, Glad you liked most of that posting. So do you and tegan have an ex in common?
silveretta:
I seriuously want to cuddle wonder bread.....uh you.I heart you.
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i just updated my profile. changed a lot - more than i've ever changed at one time over the last three or four years. hmm.

introspective.
going to pull through.
obviously.

what does your profile say about you? what does mine say about me?
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maiwan:
change is good.
your profile beams love,adventure, mystery, art, friends, passion.
mine= mysterious
rabidbuttons:
happy birthday!
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superchibisan:
art is not for other's sake, but for your own. if not a burst of flame, then maybe a gentle candlelight. its all very relative. do what comes out of you, it doesn't matter what it is or who appreciates it, as long as you have output, then you are doing something. if sadness burdens your every step, make art that is sad. its allllll relative smile
ardour:
You seem to be really hard on yourself in finding some sort of meaning or purpose, and to stop from doing nothing. While I am with you that these things are important, don't forget there are other things that are just as important. I think you're probably doing better than you give yourself credit for.

I often wonder to myself why I'm trying to learn a new task. Because I pretty have to force myself to do anything, and I do get angry at myself for not being one of those people who (for example) can pick up an instrument and love playing that instrument so much that they'll never want to put it down until they learn it. No, I have to focus and make myself practice. It's discouraging, even if I sometimes like the end results. Normally when I finish a school project though, I don't feel that sense of accomplishment, I don't feel proud, I just feel glad it's done and I don't have to deal with it anymore. So I wonder why I'm doing it in the first place.
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my creativity has run away from me. has crawled, perhaps, under the stairs and has withered. my mind used to be a minefield of great ideas, exploding suddenly and unexpectedly, and now i'm... what? vacant.
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gregthespider:
I know the feeling.

Don't look for it.

Do something different.

And it will come looking for you.
beerprofessor:
i can empathize with you. my boss and asshole landlord are conspiring to have the same effect on me.
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corsair:
I figured! Me too, I think! I have a friend who is completely addicted . . . one drink, and she's on a mission . . alcohol, drugs, pills . . . you name it. She's been away to rehab three times now! I can't imagine it!
You can try to be a good friend, and offer to help . . . but in the end, its all up to them.
spunsugar:
so hot!
I didn't do anything for pride this year. I was in small town van island, and there was NOTHING there. or maybe there was something small that I didn't know about. I still haven't cracked the case on that yet.
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These people are dear friends of mine. I sat through all 10:19 of this and enjoyed every second. I wonder if I would have enjoyed it so much if I didn't miss them.

It's hot and lovely and beautiful and summery here and I have been living in shorts and tank tops. Soon it will be Pride weekend. And I will be riding my bicycle...
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cherry2000:
My favourite weathers are cool fall days and winter snow (not April or May snow, to be clear).

In a way I share a lot of my life on the net, but never anything deeply personal or emotional. Why? Good question!
palcode:
oh, pleae, would you lend me your friends next time i feel sad?!
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vianca:
shit, you are so beautiful
matter:
smile
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everything will be okay.

right?



this was last wednesday. i'm not sick anymore.
that night, i did go to the show at the bourbon, and during fake shark's set i kicked a broken bottle off of the dance floor (i was wearing high tops and didn't want anyone in sandals to cut themselves). after another song's worth of dancing i felt a warmth and...
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spunsugar:
mrawr.
almost make outs are at the top of my summer to do list now.
spunsugar:
hells yeah!
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no internet at the new place yet. luckily i have a friend across the street who i can mooch off of. speaking of which, i just made a vlog, but she didn't know i was recording at the beginning, so she won't let me post it. and cutting the beginning ruins the whole thing.

SIGH

whatever.
i don't have anything else to tell you.

except...
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bendingunit23:
friends house again? or is the interweb getting delivered to your place again?
rubix:
tongue i like you already!!!

so are you here yet!?

and great job on school!!! what school!? Concordia!?
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hey guys - you know how i get weird internet copycats sometimes? i'm just wondering if anyone has found one recently that's still up, or has screenshots of any of the other ones - people who have stolen my photos/name and have constructed an online identity for themselves. i'd really appreciate anything you can send my way!

note: this is for research, not for personal...
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louis_xiv:
If any 21th century copycat would steal my portraits and pretend being Louis XIV on the internet, I would find one of his anchestors and send him to the galleys!



P.S.: If you ever find out who did this, feel free to send le a note concerning his anchestors.
flores:
you're such a fox.
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going to sleep early after listening to a mix playlist i've been putting together for months.

contemplating the strange thing that my life has become, and thinking about the people i know, and love, and want to know for a long time. evaluating my priorities. it's a good night, and a quiet one.

i'm still figuring so much out, about myself, and other people, and...
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mysteron:
hah, that sign is all kinds of awesome smile