what now
say something interesting.....
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itzie:
You are falling through my mind again
and the time has come to bury our prayers
for there are hallowed corpses among us
Leave me here in the promising darkness
just a little while longer
so I can hold on to its secrets
Tell me about your secrets
wrapped in filthy time
And tell me about your sadness
with the wind blowing through your soul
We have given ourselves away
Our passions disintegrated
in the bowels of the summer snow
We are starving our souls
We are sacrificing our lives
We are throwing up the little we have left
to fill the emptiness beating in our hearts
The darkness closes in slowly
Sinking its teeth into my skin
Injecting me with pure black night
I am a negative
surrounded by blinding snow
The time has come
and I ask you
What will save us now?
and the time has come to bury our prayers
for there are hallowed corpses among us
Leave me here in the promising darkness
just a little while longer
so I can hold on to its secrets
Tell me about your secrets
wrapped in filthy time
And tell me about your sadness
with the wind blowing through your soul
We have given ourselves away
Our passions disintegrated
in the bowels of the summer snow
We are starving our souls
We are sacrificing our lives
We are throwing up the little we have left
to fill the emptiness beating in our hearts
The darkness closes in slowly
Sinking its teeth into my skin
Injecting me with pure black night
I am a negative
surrounded by blinding snow
The time has come
and I ask you
What will save us now?
quinne:
the holy grail is the bones of mary magdalene
and i have the flu, an awful flu like when i was little
i didnt think i ate enough to puke this much
and i have the flu, an awful flu like when i was little
i didnt think i ate enough to puke this much
Here we are black night, me and you, alone again.
Tomorrow he'll be at the mercy of the highway with his thumb out. we were never really going anywhere but the road always brought us everywhere. "Its all over now baby blue."
And me i'll be in florida soon go stay with that psychic healer lady. i have some demons to kill. My angels are...
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Tomorrow he'll be at the mercy of the highway with his thumb out. we were never really going anywhere but the road always brought us everywhere. "Its all over now baby blue."
And me i'll be in florida soon go stay with that psychic healer lady. i have some demons to kill. My angels are...
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dragonborn:
YOU HAVE BEEN SEXED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends who you think don't get much lovin' (or maybe they do!) and, SEX THEM! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!) This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can sex the person who sexed you, of course. 2- You can sex the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should sex in public! Be adventurous, damnit. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender sexing, it's HOT. 7- You should most definately get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!) Please dont take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!! 
ash:
well hun, I hope you get your shit figured out while down there. florida is my home state, I go there pretty often.
once I get some money together ... Ill send u one of my bottles. I havent had money for smokes or .. pretty uch ANYTHING is quite some time. I havent forgotten abt you dear. money's tight .. and by the way ... are u even still at the address I have for you?
once I get some money together ... Ill send u one of my bottles. I havent had money for smokes or .. pretty uch ANYTHING is quite some time. I havent forgotten abt you dear. money's tight .. and by the way ... are u even still at the address I have for you?
we stood there, eye to eye.
"Give me your knife" I said
"What for?"
"So you can keep a piece of me.
I hacked off a chunk of my hair and put it in his pocket.
he smiled that floater careless smile
We were still sweaty from the parliament show. I got to get backstage to meet george clinton. i walked up to him to...
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"Give me your knife" I said
"What for?"
"So you can keep a piece of me.
I hacked off a chunk of my hair and put it in his pocket.
he smiled that floater careless smile
We were still sweaty from the parliament show. I got to get backstage to meet george clinton. i walked up to him to...
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wren:
Your journal entries always haunt me.
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eli:
go to the contact and you can send it through there
eli:
baby, im leaving the house, so email it to me and ill get it up for you.
Last night- Karen black, i got to hang out and take pictures with her
Loud music, flashingfairytale lights, sweaty girls dancing their souls out, catharsis....heaven.
I'm in a paticular state of idiotic joy right now, but i'm comfortable with it. The universe is being good to me.
My sugar daddy wanted to to take me shopping but i made him donate $500 dollars to the...
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Loud music, flashingfairytale lights, sweaty girls dancing their souls out, catharsis....heaven.
I'm in a paticular state of idiotic joy right now, but i'm comfortable with it. The universe is being good to me.
My sugar daddy wanted to to take me shopping but i made him donate $500 dollars to the...
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su:
I know what you mean, I can't say I believe in the different deities in the Hindu religion, but I also believe that there's the possibility of greater/larger forces in our universe. That believe is propably rooted in my love of sci-fi.
I didn't think you were the praying type--but I know it helps, at least it helps me put my hope somewhere.
you had said last night was trouble for you--I hope it wasn't too difficult. I know you could probably stand up to most anything...
I would love to meet you sometime as well. If you're still up in the northeast, I'd say it would have to be before I move, later this year.
I know what you mean, I can't say I believe in the different deities in the Hindu religion, but I also believe that there's the possibility of greater/larger forces in our universe. That believe is propably rooted in my love of sci-fi.
I didn't think you were the praying type--but I know it helps, at least it helps me put my hope somewhere.
you had said last night was trouble for you--I hope it wasn't too difficult. I know you could probably stand up to most anything...
I would love to meet you sometime as well. If you're still up in the northeast, I'd say it would have to be before I move, later this year.
mikael:
Cheers!
"You look almost dissapointed that you're not dying." He said wiping away tears as we left the doctors office.
Maybe that was partly true, but not fully.
I've been a hypochondriac for years now. Maybe its part of this obsession with death.
Its hard to sleep when your friends become enemies. That goes for both of them.
Still she rises, alone and watching her own...
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Maybe that was partly true, but not fully.
I've been a hypochondriac for years now. Maybe its part of this obsession with death.
Its hard to sleep when your friends become enemies. That goes for both of them.
Still she rises, alone and watching her own...
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disastermagnet:
It's healthy to be able to admit to a death obsession I think.
I guess the reason why we spend so much time thinking about it is because it's the only thing we'll ever really be able to count on.
I guess the reason why we spend so much time thinking about it is because it's the only thing we'll ever really be able to count on.
siqkat:
Sorry I missed you. Give me a ring anyway. When you can.
There she was with all her love and chaos
My dreams connected in this strange collage of victims.
There she was with all of her redemption
I learned how to pray with shaky hands
Somewhere underneath the purple glasses he wanted to say something real....."I used to kill people your age in war" He said.
"Dear -----," I said "I believe in redemption."
Demons keep...
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My dreams connected in this strange collage of victims.
There she was with all of her redemption
I learned how to pray with shaky hands
Somewhere underneath the purple glasses he wanted to say something real....."I used to kill people your age in war" He said.
"Dear -----," I said "I believe in redemption."
Demons keep...
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wan:
how's it Lily?
happy days to you.
here's a slow 6/8 blues in your honor--
well i got me a sugar mama
but she really really ain't so sweet.
she don't want no anal sex thang
seems like organic tofu iz'all she ever want to eat.
she like to keep her animals in cages
and done mistook me for some kinda fool on a leash.
so i got me a sugar mama
scars up and down her arms look just like my teeth.
happy days to you.
here's a slow 6/8 blues in your honor--
well i got me a sugar mama
but she really really ain't so sweet.
she don't want no anal sex thang
seems like organic tofu iz'all she ever want to eat.
she like to keep her animals in cages
and done mistook me for some kinda fool on a leash.
so i got me a sugar mama
scars up and down her arms look just like my teeth.
wan:
yep. hi hi!
when you were requesting reading material for your texas vacation, it reminded me of an old book i read when i was a kid. well, shit happens, but i just got ahold of a copy yesterday. currently, it's under review, but it's got your name on it if you tell me how to get it to you. i want to reread it to see how deluded i was in my youth and to see if i actually think you'd enjoy it. the first couple of chapters seem promising. it's short. i'll finish it tonight or tomorrow unless i get waylaid.
when you were requesting reading material for your texas vacation, it reminded me of an old book i read when i was a kid. well, shit happens, but i just got ahold of a copy yesterday. currently, it's under review, but it's got your name on it if you tell me how to get it to you. i want to reread it to see how deluded i was in my youth and to see if i actually think you'd enjoy it. the first couple of chapters seem promising. it's short. i'll finish it tonight or tomorrow unless i get waylaid.
never say forever, it doesn't exist to us.
Its always the same sad song, Violence in the air, dreams in blood and i just wish they'd cure AIDS so my homegirls would stop dying. When my homegirl died she still gave her tricks erections lying dead and i threw up on my dress cause i remember her turning blue, eyes frozen open like some lost...
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Its always the same sad song, Violence in the air, dreams in blood and i just wish they'd cure AIDS so my homegirls would stop dying. When my homegirl died she still gave her tricks erections lying dead and i threw up on my dress cause i remember her turning blue, eyes frozen open like some lost...
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albertine:
just wandering how you're doing. a kiss across the ocean.
villanelle:
the things you say are really quite amazing. I feel pale in comparison, part of me would love to understand and part of me knows that i probably couldnt handle it. you rock.
So i ran into a friend when i got arrested the other day for squatting, or "criminal trespassing."
Black steel to my head in the night that got murdered just by two steps stumbled off the path, and who could have thought that all of this could go wrong? It wasn't the first time i had a gun to my head, Maybe not the last....
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Black steel to my head in the night that got murdered just by two steps stumbled off the path, and who could have thought that all of this could go wrong? It wasn't the first time i had a gun to my head, Maybe not the last....
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aspen:
aspen loves you
hijames69:
Where does Lily sleep tonight? 