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Bill almost killed me yesterday. He looks like einstein, when he goes crazy his eyes bulge, when he dreams he bites his lip. he gets locked in intsitutions at least once a year, I think it's that time of the year again. That will leave me homeless. "Homeless stripper in love with poisons" bill says "Rockstar bitch".
I think he hates that he has fallen...
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toiletooth:
that greatly confused me, even with my decoder ring.
redcrayon:
somehow that journal entry fit perfectly with the mood of your first set...
or maybe i'm crazy.
probably the latter.
-redcrayonkelly
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I have social anxiety.
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feelsblind:
i have pi polar disorder, (type 2!). i take lithum. i was also traveling for a good while and homeless the whole time. this computer is a recent development. come to california! go to santa cruz but watch out for junkies! come here to LA and squat on third street (if you are crazy enough) or bust in on the 16 house in echo park, it's an anarchist collective. you like crass, they'll like you.

safe travels from the street kid army

[Edited on Jul 29, 2003]
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The poison got sucked out.
spent three days in detox feeling like some sort of frances farmer and now my cells are regenerating once again. I'm going to go back to work at the strip club again just to defy the white trash bitches and all of the poison.
wear your love like heaven
Love, Lily
P.S. thanks for all of your wonderful comments on...
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toiletooth:
like i said.
laices13:
hey, I haven't seen you in forever!, I hope your doing ok. e-mail me.
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You cry for help
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thee_blacklisted:
that's not me it's some other guy.
oh, thanks a lot for the set it is great.
scott:
i saw GG Allin in your profile so i have to tell you this story:

about two months ago, a fucked-in-the-head friend of mine was walking through the grocery store. this dude was most likely looking totally crusty, greasy 'hawk, two weeks stink on him, bad tattoos and totally drunk. this really old woman was handing out cheese samples in the deli section and stopped him in his tracks...
"you kids dont scare me, you know"
"yeah... why not?"
"i had TWO boys in the music business and one of them is still alive and playing in a band"
"anyone from around here?"
"no... but maybe you know of them.. their names were merle and gg allin"
i have to laugh that that happened in a random nondescript dying mill town. it make me stop believing in the novelty of coincidence
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I am addicted to poison
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toiletooth:
i don't give a fuck about your set.
but i like you.
when your set goes up, i will then turn into a groupie if i talk to you, if.
but did you hear the Forest Whittaker BrotherAli song yet?
oh it is so nice/
poison?
eck.
i no like poisons. my friends a lot do. maybe you should just do it till you die like they do and then people like me can cry for you.
toiletooth:
don't worry i was kidding but not about the poisons.
sometimes we need a little attention from little lies we tell like how i hope you aren't really addicted to poisons but how i still show you attention over it not knowing you. fuck you i'm never writing to you or anyone again. like the man with no arms, you can't hang. not with the toilet.
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he sleeps, so fucking young and stupid. wandered back here from far off lands to fuck with me. I wish he would have stayed away.
fenris23:
Sobering up sucks. Who has come to bother you?
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I've been doing really well at the stripper Job, I dance to really fucked up music on stage. This one girl that works there, who thinks she's like god or something in the stripping industry is such a bitch to me. She looks like a truck stop stripper, The epitomie of white trash, with the heart and rose 80's looking tattoos and all. She's real...
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hool:
. edited because i meant to send this comment via email.

[Edited on Nov 03, 2003 11:00AM]
hool:
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I exist in a constant dreamlike state, Succeeded in nullifying my existance. Not quite living, Not quite dead. It's that in between point that has me still breathing. Crazy bill told me that my central nervous system is all fucked up, That i twitch out in my sleep and grind my teeth, Bite my lip until it bleeds, and move with lack of rythm. I...
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45grave_boi:
William S Burroughs would be proud

I <3 you
45grave_boi:
William S Burroughs would be proud

I <3 you
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Got that stripper Job. Starting on thursday. Any suggestions for good songs to dance to? wow, a job, finally gave into capitalism, I'm such a sellout.
Love, Lily
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siara:
Thanks for your comment on my set! kiss
Congrats on getting the stripper job.. but as for songs.. i have no idea.. frown
skull X
toiletooth:
Sellout!
Take it OFF!
ahhhhhh!
PUT IT BACK ON!
*toilets~
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I'm sleeping on the floor of my friends house, fighting demons everyday like joan of arc, He's real crazy but really brilliant as well. Did too much acid in the 60's or something, wakes me up some mornings and convinces me that the CIA is trying to kill us. I applied to work at this strip club, where all the girls are like the epitomie...
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toiletooth:
what do you want to be when you grow up?