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I need $700 more dollars to get my van. yes indeedy.
I can sort of understand why long time strippers become butch dykes. I have all these different persona's. The actress of them all, secretly wishing death upon you all.
So hopefully my mother won't go to jail for her marijuana growing operation, but the DEA did find 54 plants. Yep, my mommy is no...
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fenris23:
cunt puppy, cool.
toiletooth:
make sure you take care of the puppy.
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I have attracted a slew of psychotic looking stalker types from the club, I walk outside of the hotel and they scream "hey red"
they slip me love letters under the door.
I don't think there is anyone very interesting in this town that i've stumbled upon.
I need an escape plan, quick.
Asshole called me early morning from philly to tell me how in...
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voltaire:
I hope you don't think this is creepy, but I've been reading your journal, and i realy like who you are..........
toiletooth:
I hope you don't think this is creepy, but I've been reading your journal, and I stuffed two bags of cotton balls in my ass.
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Always sympathy for the killer

Living in this really nice hostel for a while. It's actually this really expensive hotel but they have nice inexpensive hostel rooms that i've been living in, and it's right around the corner from the club, how fucking convienent.sfiyuhdiaxlkhtgmjxbaihadSFj
guitar boy is in philly helping to build the independent media center, I think he has possibly forgotten about me. And...
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lily:
uggh, i have to stop telling people from the club that i'm on this site....
nobodaddy:
???
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Homeless in the middle nowhere. I got moved to the other strip club. I love the bartender there, she has this amazing healing energy. This one russian woman that works at the club is so strange, she talks with this really strong accent and walks around with a frown on her face all day long. I asked her if she was okay yesterday and she...
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fenris23:
I can't help you find a van but I wish you luck.
toiletooth:
no i do not.
but i do know this.
you need a dog.
if it won't be a boy to love you, it should be something.
you're not letting any boys in, so get a puppy.
puppy will show you what you're missing. and the van too.
~old toiletooth proverb.
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When i was little, i used to think i was an alien. Not in the philosophical sense, i really thought that i was an alien, some weird kind of experiment and that i was kidnapped from my real planet and sent out to live a life of seperation and alienation on this miserable one.
i met this stupid indie rapper one time and he reinforced...
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toiletooth:
ha.
i knew you had something against......

is that why you hate white crappy indie rappers?

hmhm.
tadzi:
i still feel that way
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I think i'm going to roll around in my own shit for my next set.
love, Lily
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silence_breaks:
girls don't shit, they simply excrete a flowery smelling semi-moldable substance that need not be flushed for it smells so sweet. you can roll around in mine though, if you wish.
mistereel:
mmmm scat.
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In a state of resistance.
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les:
do you have a new set coming already? more lily would be nice.
toiletooth:
i have a sinking ship song.



but i only play it for girlfriends.
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I miss hanging out with this one crackwhore under the bridge in portland. I think i miss her the most about portland, i used to go smoke ciggarettes with her and she'd talk to me about how she'd met jesus in a bar, and how jesus likes to party too. and this other whore down there, she had one leg cause one of her tricks...
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twwly:
those gals sound quite interesting.

toiletooth:
i used to hang out with an XcrackWhore, she was amazing. then she left me for heroin and died.
but then she didn't die for long and now when i see her its like she is a ghost to me because i know she was dead.
but then again. she is dead kinda.
but she had this singing voice that made me hurt and this other thing that only crackwhores know too that i don't talk about in fear of saying too much. but it was mostly that voice.
i think she's in alburqueque. and i don't know how to spell that.

lately i've been threatening crackheads a lot, for trying to walk into my house and things like that. i fear that one day i will hurt one of them. i understand that they don't know any better and that they really have nothing to lose, but still. they make me so mad.
yet then also i wonder why i write to someone like this.
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Poison in my blood.
fuck this nightmare
neverending dream
split of consciousness
I need to kill these demons
3 days
3 days
sweat out the killer
of me
and then hitch hike far far away from this mess
My old hobo friend taught me about the lines
and the world and the mess
and the human condition
and he said that we are gypsy blood...
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devilonsteroids:
Oh my god the lies between hate and the submission to pleasure are crossed so subtly here i could just die amasing to the point that i know it is a one time thing
toiletooth:
I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me.
Hunter S. Thompson (1939 - )