Saturday Sep 13, 2003

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It's weird when your friends die
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spamhain:
yo lily we might not play on tuesday we cant get a hold of our fucking drummer. but give me a call cuz i wanna see you anyway. goddamnit!!!!!
toiletooth:
yeah, i know.

Friday Sep 12, 2003

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My johnny cash is dead.
fuck.
i hate my whatever he is to me.
i want to drive him away.
he is in love with me.
Repeatedly wake up next to someone you hate.
i will kill him.
and rip his heart out.
goodbye guitar boy.
Love, Lily
fenris23:
frownfrown skull Johnny Cash RIP skull frown frown

Don't forget to pickle the heart to carry as an object lesson!

Thursday Sep 11, 2003

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Happy 9/11.
I left town, like a fucking hurricane.
On my way to.....i don't know really.
Love, Lily
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mei:
sounds like fun..

jealous mei

have fun..
fuzzylogic:
you obviously don't like where yer at & the people that visit you at your job, but running away won't make it go away. you will just find the same people & occupation over there too. diamanda galas changes herself to gain new artist persectives & growth. look at plague mass -she's not afraid to face things.

Monday Sep 08, 2003

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A bunch of extremely pretentious Art/Model/Actor/Musician Fucks from new york and L.A. accidentally stumbled into our white trash strip club last night. It was very strange. They took an interest in me and invited me to their pretentious expensive party where they handed me my very own $100 dollar bottle of Champagne, I got reminded of how much i hate the industry and how it...
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enzo525:
I like the way you write. I my self, on the other hand am an awful writer, so I'm always looking for inspiration. Thank you for the unintended inspiration. smile

reverendbenzo:
Fusion? I never heard of that one either but to be fair I rarely watch TV.

Friday Sep 05, 2003

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I have a few more days left of working at the club before i run away. I am really unmotivated when i'm there. Sometimes i just sit on their lap and masterbate and they watch me like vultures and i'm some prey.
I got in a fight with these white trash bitches that i work with. both of them have like ten kids. stupid breeders....
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toiletooth:
i love that forest whittaker song.
do you listen to my music?
spamhain:
yo lily we miss you in vt hope your doing well.
love your set. and your gonna miss 13 1/2's first show on sept 6 03
l8
you know who i am
your friendly ghost friend

Wednesday Sep 03, 2003

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I hate the majority of the girls that i work with, they personify the typical stupid stripper. they get so freaked out by me, so i always try to make sure i extra freak them out by doing things like scrubbing the menstrual blood out of my thongs in the sink while they apply their makeup and make disgusted faces, heh.
"We gotta get out...
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fallen1carus:
hahaha! awesome.
5pirochete:
get out of that place as fast as you can. it's worse than a vortex. it's a sinkhole of despair and misery. it has bad juju. for god's sake, run.

saw you land in that place, your disarray, your pre-emptive act of charity i thought you must be very nice. i've been hoping you were ok. sounds like you are.

but get the fuck out of there, girl.

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Tuesday Sep 02, 2003

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I bought a van today for $500, it actually runs pretty well. But it's not registered or inspected and i still lack a liscense........always thinking ahead.
Southbound soon. it gets colder here everyday, the wind stings my skin.
I hate sleeping lately. The strangest energy creeps into my dreams and i become lucid and can wake myself up by screaming.
I talked to Shawn, my...
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fenris23:
Five hundred for the van, Score!

That zine sounds like it was cool.
toiletooth:
i will pray for you and your mother.
but aside from that, being completely equal in importance though, read these two books.
1. You Can't Win by Jack Black...you'll have to have it ordered.
2. The Wine of Youth by John Fante.
those two books might shed some light on the book you need to write.
call me a tell people what to do ass. its ok. i just believe that what i read on this site needs to be something i could hold at some point, and i doubt it'd be you. a paperback is what i'm thinking.

Monday Sep 01, 2003

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Jgnathan is ugly.
jqnathan:
you're charming but ugly. Hope your van doesn't break down.
lily:
haha, i love suburban kids, so easily offended......

But really couldn't you think of a more original comeback than that sweetheart? i used that one, remember?

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Sunday Aug 31, 2003

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I shouldn't let assholes bother me, but sometimes their words or lack thereof stick in , That fat kid in portland that got his fat heart squished like Jelly when i used to stick needles in my arms and tell lies that tasted like candy and turn tricks at 4 am. He writes me these letters occasionally, calling me a whore. Queen whore motherfucker. This...
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toiletooth:
you need the toiletooth.
i've seen it before.





minneapolis.


bloody stumps beating lily.
redcrayon:
i always have to read your journals twice.
power. edge. did i mention power? keep singing your bitter hymn into the sweet screens that mask us all.
-redcrayonkelly
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