le

i like the new do. very cute.

I dig the new hair. You look even more lovely now (if that's possible) than you did before...I had dreads for three days and then cut them off. I kind of miss them in some weird way. Hmm. Bye.

i havent had a "real" haircut in like 3 years.

must...... hug....... LE..............

hey LE

this made me think of you in particular -

http://suicidegirls.com/boards/Lifestyle/18470/

love

Yeah, they are a pretty impressive creature. It's such a damn shame tho that it's not common knowledge what's going on with them. Thanks for reminding me tho, so now I can add that to my list of things that I need to show more support for.
*luvins*

it sounds like we are going through similiar phases right now.
dont you HATE it when someone asks you/tell you "why arent you smiling, you should smile?"
why is it so hard for people to swallow the idea that we are not happy 100% of the time, and even if
we were we all have different ways of showing it. im so sick of those people that go out
on the weekends and smile and act all cheery and sickly sweet. i hate the fakeness to it all.
so if people call me a bitch for it..fuck them. i guess i am.

do what you have to do. and be who you have to be to get through life right now.

hope your situations brighten soon.
ade

fuck em,do whatever you want

The best Real World's were the first three, then

PPPPPFRT!

i wish that when they had marathons, they would show older seasons, though. because i miss real world london, dammit.

and to think that there are kids out there who never even saw the first real world new york. norm! heather b! the sexual tension between eric and that southern chick! oh poor kids.

I just noticed you listing Steve Reich as well. Strange, he gave me a good review last year on one of my ambient pieces and as it turned out he's friends with a guy I used to work with years ago named Loren Norell...you might want to check him out. He does more Indonesian type music like Balinese Gamelan.

This Cafe Du Nord, is that here in Los Angeles or up in San Francisco? I need to get out more and would like to know of different places that have good music... I need the inspiration!

LE- Do you mind if I ask if you are staff at SG? If so -- cool enough. If not, I apparently mistook your criticism as a warning from management. Do me afavor and let me know which it was.

No problem either way -- I just like to know who I'm dealing with.

Hey there. Thanks a bunch for your help. I love your journal too.

fixing credit: sometimes it is simply a matter of writing the credit bureau and explaining that the late bill probablem was not your fault - come up with some excuse - but as long as it was eventually paid, you can usually convince the credit places to remove it from your history (as long as its not something like a car repossesion or a bankrupcy). The problem is that there are 3 main credit bureaus so you might have to send letters to all three to be totally clean (Equifax, Experian, TransUnion).

Why do I know this? I am having to do the same with an unpaid Macy's bill due to change of address... Uhg!

sometimes the past *has* been more fun than the present. And easier to live? Absolutely. I'm getting my ass kicked by work on a daily basis right now. I can definitely think of extraordinary moments, nights, weeks, etc. in the past that I haven't been able to equal since. But i've already *had* those experiences; if i were to go back there, it'd be different at best. More likely boring. The toss-up of the future is the cool part.

dear elly, this is your cancer talking to you. VERY OFTEN the past seems better than the present, even accounting for the bad. remembered accurately, the past sometimes seems better. i had a whole morning of being haunted by my past and i can't shake it and it's making me blue. love, cancer.

There's a certain vanilla-smelling perfume that always reminds me of the first girl I ever really loved.

The smell of chlorine always reminds me of summers when I was a child and my brother and I would go swimming at the local high school swimming pool, and then we'd come home and lay on the floor to let the water drain out of our sinuses and watch Robotech.

That smell that fabrics get when they get old and musty always reminds me of camping when I was little.

Other scents are less precise. I might be walking around the neighborhood and a combination of some flower, the weather, and the quality of the sunlight might combine to unlock some memory, just a fleeting image, or a feeling.

...and I think that after tonight, the smell of soy cream cheese will always make me think of my little pony....good luck with the mop-up operation.


[Edited on May 25, 2003]

What are the pro's and cons, as you see them?

redesigning too? fuckin a, it's in the air.