so this is life. feelings, feelings and more feelings. sorting them out, sharing them, stabbing myself until i can't bleed anymore, then finding new ways to feel. why am i being such a dramatic sap. too much smashing pumpkins lately 
so right now my new book is called "chilled appetizers" and i'm writing as all the diifferent characters. to put them in their most simplest,...
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so right now my new book is called "chilled appetizers" and i'm writing as all the diifferent characters. to put them in their most simplest,... Read More
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I need more from you. All you have is not enough. Go out and find more for yourself and bring it to me. Bleed out of your eyes for me. Be gay when I want you to be gay and share your new lover with me. Make him love me. If tomorrow disappoints compared to today then build me a time machine. If I cant...
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mellisa:
thanks sexy, its the first pic i took with my new digi camera yippee
for you
blinded by reality she stagged backwards against the paper wall and fell through. landing on a cloud of confusion she blinked and wondered where she was. ahead she saw a sign that read:
"The most difficult thing to do in life is live."
hopping off the cloud she fell into nothing, landed on purple backed whale and rode to shore. it was then she decided to live, and hopped back on the whale.
i know that will make sense to you.
at least i hope so!
for you
blinded by reality she stagged backwards against the paper wall and fell through. landing on a cloud of confusion she blinked and wondered where she was. ahead she saw a sign that read:
"The most difficult thing to do in life is live."
hopping off the cloud she fell into nothing, landed on purple backed whale and rode to shore. it was then she decided to live, and hopped back on the whale.
i know that will make sense to you.
at least i hope so!
cain:
Ooooooo I love it.
"then i break the devil's heart and he still wants more"
Monsters in the closet Im calling on you
Come out, come out, and start a war
Show them all your ugly self
Dont hide
Dont drown in pesticide
Dont pretend youre not bigger than pretty
This world needs you now
A war zone can be a working machine, it can be a city
All...
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Monsters in the closet Im calling on you
Come out, come out, and start a war
Show them all your ugly self
Dont hide
Dont drown in pesticide
Dont pretend youre not bigger than pretty
This world needs you now
A war zone can be a working machine, it can be a city
All...
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missmyla:
I'm thinkin' about it 
I'd have to check my vacation time to see if i could. *crossing my fingers*
I'd have to check my vacation time to see if i could. *crossing my fingers*
cinnamon:
yayyyy!!!..me too really!..i think this is what is cool about this web site!.....we'll meet !!....
i can'treally wait!... 
i can'treally wait!...
dude, i can't masturbate in front of my cats for some reason, it always flips me out. i was "mixing the cake" earlier and one saw me and i stopped 
so lately i've been pretty proud of myself, setting goals for how much i need to write a day since i have to work.....five pages on days i have to work, twenty pages on my...
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so lately i've been pretty proud of myself, setting goals for how much i need to write a day since i have to work.....five pages on days i have to work, twenty pages on my... Read More
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hellblazer:
Stay in. Listen to the rain. Write. Mix the cake when the cats aren't looking.
These things are the "right" thing from a kinda-not-really-Zen perspective.
Sometimes it's just that simple.
But stick with the Mazzy Star version of Fade Into You.
These things are the "right" thing from a kinda-not-really-Zen perspective.
Sometimes it's just that simple.
But stick with the Mazzy Star version of Fade Into You.
bxdvd:
Can't you just throw 'em in the closet? 
boom! i got your boyfriend, i got your man!
yeah, that's right, i quoted salt n pepa...i'm sleepy but this day kinda went nowhere and i don't wanna let it die without giving it something better. i did see 'something's go to give.' that was cool. i love jack nicholson. we have a big rat at work. i think she's pregnant. i hope she'll rip...
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yeah, that's right, i quoted salt n pepa...i'm sleepy but this day kinda went nowhere and i don't wanna let it die without giving it something better. i did see 'something's go to give.' that was cool. i love jack nicholson. we have a big rat at work. i think she's pregnant. i hope she'll rip...
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mellisa:
you entry made me think of that song by Local H 'hands on the bible' or whatever its called lol.
i have been so not creative. but i will get backon track.
loves!
i have been so not creative. but i will get backon track.
loves!
cinnamon:
yess!!!...will have fun!!....hope will not be too hot!...i'm sure it is!....butfuck it!..it's NY!.... 
...i'll write to u so, u'll know a number where u can reach me...and soon i can say to u the adrress too were we are going to be for a while!.....
...i'll write to u so, u'll know a number where u can reach me...and soon i can say to u the adrress too were we are going to be for a while!..... this is from Minute Food. enjoy.
Unexpectedly, your voice drizzles out through the phone in all its angst and darkness.
YOU How do you want to die?
ME I dont know. I guess Ive never thought about it.
YOU What do you mean youve never thought about it? How can you not think about death in a world like this?
ME Well, yeah
I hesitate....
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Unexpectedly, your voice drizzles out through the phone in all its angst and darkness.
YOU How do you want to die?
ME I dont know. I guess Ive never thought about it.
YOU What do you mean youve never thought about it? How can you not think about death in a world like this?
ME Well, yeah
I hesitate....
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cinnamon:
ciao!...so how are u?..is it hell new york during summer???...i am going to be there around the firsth of august, and i'll come with very cool friends!!!!!!
jackskellington3:
a friend told me that there really wasn't to much character development, but I still plan on checking it out
and I look forward to chatting with you
and I look forward to chatting with you
wow. i was drunk. and i had started writing an entry and then i stopped. cos i was talking to my woman, saya. so how is every1? today was pretty rad. work went smooth, made a lot of tips, and last night i sent ashley land off to this screenwritersrus zine. they're having a contest and the ten finalists will be featured in the magazine...
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work went smooth, made a lot of tips, and last night i sent ashley land off to this screenwritersrus zine. they're having a contest and the ten finalists will be featured in the magazine... Read More
saya:
I'll tie YOU up and put YOU in a trunk, bi-atch!
Just kidding. It was good talking to you...
I'm so excited, but let's keep it on the DL until we're further along with it, cool?
God your writing is so fucked up. I love it.
Just kidding. It was good talking to you...
I'm so excited, but let's keep it on the DL until we're further along with it, cool?
God your writing is so fucked up. I love it.
missmyla:
Awe, thanks sweetie
time for some reading boys and girls. hey saya, i can't wait to get makeovers and raise hell with you, my lady ahahahaha. i managed to get up this morning and write. here's the beginning of a script i'm working on. and now its time to go to work
'Minute Food'
Opening Scene:
Dead leaves blow across the top of a white four-door Toyota. It...
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'Minute Food'
Opening Scene:
Dead leaves blow across the top of a white four-door Toyota. It...
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johnfm1:
I read it first.
I like the look and feel of the film but, like you say, so much was left out of the book.
I can see why they left some bits out (the acid/rat scene for instance), but I guess they just wanted to pare down the story to make it neater and easier for audiences to digest.
I like the look and feel of the film but, like you say, so much was left out of the book.
I can see why they left some bits out (the acid/rat scene for instance), but I guess they just wanted to pare down the story to make it neater and easier for audiences to digest.
randall:
you are so sweet thank you!
what the fuck does this mean: sex babe, sex. what the fuck does that mean. why the fuck would someone email me that? goddamn it warren i miss you, you sexy bitch, up on the roof in your ripped jeans with your gun and your smokes. jesus fuggin christ. i'm in a weird mood. i need a shower. i just feel like saying fuck some...
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apple_addict:
fucking awsome
hellblazer:
Fuck, babe. Fuck.
HeeHee.
HeeHee.
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hellblazer:
I still haven't seen Batman. 
I promised a friend I'd wait until Monday. Let me know what YOU thought.
I promised a friend I'd wait until Monday. Let me know what YOU thought.
saya:
workin' hard, girl. You work hard for that money!
xoxoxox
xoxoxox
saya just told me to write some new shit. and i have to do everything she tells me to now. ahahaha.
so............what's new? yesterday i had to construct a homemade bra. it appears my tits are getting bigger. so i cut up this tank top and tied it in the back to keep the puppies from bouncing around. pretty nifty. maybe i'll post a pic...
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so............what's new? yesterday i had to construct a homemade bra. it appears my tits are getting bigger. so i cut up this tank top and tied it in the back to keep the puppies from bouncing around. pretty nifty. maybe i'll post a pic...
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joey:
yay someone knows who he is..and yes he is very awesome
hypoxian:
You and Saya would have very beautiful babies. People would come for miles just to see the babies. OK that was stupid but I do as I'm told too.
We come with our guns and lipstick, so stick, stick, stick em up. Ahahaha..
Saya is coming here in July. We are gonna raise Hell. It will be hotter than Hell. Well share toys, get drunk, make fun of people who dont know how to dress. (Like this chick I saw the other day in Williamsburg, wearing some dumb red/white checkered thing. I wanted to...
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Saya is coming here in July. We are gonna raise Hell. It will be hotter than Hell. Well share toys, get drunk, make fun of people who dont know how to dress. (Like this chick I saw the other day in Williamsburg, wearing some dumb red/white checkered thing. I wanted to...
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missmyla:
I'm in like (definitely not love) with another guy from NC 
but he doesn't want to make me puke, so he's a good guy LOL
I say you just let them see you nekkid
but he doesn't want to make me puke, so he's a good guy LOL
I say you just let them see you nekkid
hellblazer:
F Minus!
You're staying after class, young lady!
And you may have to repeat the year! So there.
You're staying after class, young lady!
And you may have to repeat the year! So there.
hahaha.
Don't get used to it bitch. You know who's it charge. Now sit up straight.