Stetched my ears to a 0 ga today.
They burrrrrrrrrrrrn.
power stretching= evil!
They burrrrrrrrrrrrn.
power stretching= evil!
Life is OK.
Being unemployed sucks, I have nothing to do, and I'm broke. Shannon suggested I start stripping with her. She says, "you look like your 12, you would bring in alot of money!"
I don't know. I'm not exactly the epitomy of feminine grace and beauty. If I did get the guts to take my clothes off in front of everyone, I would...
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Being unemployed sucks, I have nothing to do, and I'm broke. Shannon suggested I start stripping with her. She says, "you look like your 12, you would bring in alot of money!"
I don't know. I'm not exactly the epitomy of feminine grace and beauty. If I did get the guts to take my clothes off in front of everyone, I would...
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jamy:
most of the time, the aren't looking for the 'epitomy of feminine grace'.... look to SG for this kind of material...
misterseeon:
you may look twelve but you are still pretty, it wouldn't hurt to try stripping 
i hate moving.
i hate moving.
I am so utterly lame.
When I have no free time, I wish and wish and wish I could just do nothing.
When I do have free time, I get so bored and irritable and negative that I drive myself nuts.
I would give my non-existent left testicle for summer to hurry up and be over so I can go to school, therefore filling my...
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When I have no free time, I wish and wish and wish I could just do nothing.
When I do have free time, I get so bored and irritable and negative that I drive myself nuts.
I would give my non-existent left testicle for summer to hurry up and be over so I can go to school, therefore filling my...
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binaryfiendsgone:
What do you end up doing with your free time? Curious...
Went to the Jim Rose Circus and Foxy Boxing last weekend.
What a surprise, both events were put on by KUFO and Thrasher Presents and both events sucked.
Foxy Boxing was so disgusting we left halfway through. Sorry, but if I want to be groped and propositioned every which way I'll walk up Burnside at 3 a.m. rather than paying to get into the Crystal...
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What a surprise, both events were put on by KUFO and Thrasher Presents and both events sucked.
Foxy Boxing was so disgusting we left halfway through. Sorry, but if I want to be groped and propositioned every which way I'll walk up Burnside at 3 a.m. rather than paying to get into the Crystal...
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kentavos:
Wow...I'm glad that I didn't go. Thanx for the revied. And I still have mounds of bills on my floor. ;-)
If I can get through this day without committing mass homicide, I can do anything.
emperor_tane:
I wish you luck!!
Travis
Travis
ethanbradek:
Definitally good luck to you. Nothing wrong with being a counter slut though, done it myself. That is if we're both talking about the same thing. Good luck with the body modification thing!
Tonight...going to Tori's pirate-themed keggar with Chuck + Kat.
Pirates and beer.
Good times.
Pirates and beer.
Good times.
Updating at 4 am in the morning from Derrik's house.
Everyone got trashed and barfed and passed out by 1. My friends are the classiest motherfuckers on earth.
Derrik refused me a ride home because he is a fucking asshole, especially when he is drunk.
It's OK though, I've got a Dean Koontz novel in my bag and the fridge is stocked with PBR. I...
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Everyone got trashed and barfed and passed out by 1. My friends are the classiest motherfuckers on earth.
Derrik refused me a ride home because he is a fucking asshole, especially when he is drunk.
It's OK though, I've got a Dean Koontz novel in my bag and the fridge is stocked with PBR. I...
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gimmesatisfaction:
You shouldn't take rides with drunk people anyway.
I've spent more time than humanly imaginable searching for relevance in my existing in this universe, and there IS NONE. It is the perpetuation of human suffering and it increases at an exponential rate and it only afflicts a given proportion of all existing entities. It is chaos theory personified.
I know it's pointless to discuss, but there has never once in my life been...
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I know it's pointless to discuss, but there has never once in my life been...
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digdug:
Why do you feel the need to have an explanation for EVERYTHING? Of course, there are many different belief systems, but I think (as, I guess you have realized) that things just happen. Why do you think your existence must have a specific role? Do you think that we, as sentient beings, have a greater purpose than other living beings, or even non-living beings for that matter? Everything has some sort of function, but it nothing really "matters". You're spending time looking for something which you will never find.
I can certainly empathize. To a certain degree, I have beem where you've been. You seem to be even more nihilistic than I was at 18. I don't want to sound preachy, but the attitude that you convey here, and which I suspect is conveyed in real life as well, will continue to prevent anyone from falling for you. People pick up on that and perceive it as a turn off. I know, because I have this problem as well. You can't just say "OK, I'm going to be happy today and everything will be better". I don't know...it basically took me 30 years to do anything about my depression. I look back on my youth as completely wasted opportunities. It's hard to be optimistic. Everyone is different, but I started taking various medications a few years ago and a lot of those negative feelings no longer arise. I never thought pills were the answer, probably because I didn't see the issue an internal. The problem, to me, was always external.
It's late & I'm not sure why I'm even telling you this, besides the fact that you seem really smart and introspective, you have good taste in women and you live in the same city as the SGs. So, basically, as I see it, you have a lot going for you. I probably sound like something a dad would say - I didn't mean to. I'm not telling you what to do, but if you ever wanna talk about anything, you know where I am. OK, I sound like the biggest douchebag, but I'm serious.
I can certainly empathize. To a certain degree, I have beem where you've been. You seem to be even more nihilistic than I was at 18. I don't want to sound preachy, but the attitude that you convey here, and which I suspect is conveyed in real life as well, will continue to prevent anyone from falling for you. People pick up on that and perceive it as a turn off. I know, because I have this problem as well. You can't just say "OK, I'm going to be happy today and everything will be better". I don't know...it basically took me 30 years to do anything about my depression. I look back on my youth as completely wasted opportunities. It's hard to be optimistic. Everyone is different, but I started taking various medications a few years ago and a lot of those negative feelings no longer arise. I never thought pills were the answer, probably because I didn't see the issue an internal. The problem, to me, was always external.
It's late & I'm not sure why I'm even telling you this, besides the fact that you seem really smart and introspective, you have good taste in women and you live in the same city as the SGs. So, basically, as I see it, you have a lot going for you. I probably sound like something a dad would say - I didn't mean to. I'm not telling you what to do, but if you ever wanna talk about anything, you know where I am. OK, I sound like the biggest douchebag, but I'm serious.
digdug:
I just went back and read your earlier journal entries and realized that you probably just had a bad day today.
Please forgive my idiocy amd conclusion-jumping. I truly am a douche-bag.
Please forgive my idiocy amd conclusion-jumping. I truly am a douche-bag.
Went to some party out near the coast last night. 'Twas fun considering I got ridiculously drunk off Tang + Vodka. How ghettofabulous is that?
I'm bored, and I just ordered a pizza. I NEVER order pizza, but I crave overpriced greasy food. MmMmmmmm. No one wants to do anything because it is Father's Day. I don't "do" Father's Day. meh.
I'm bored, and I just ordered a pizza. I NEVER order pizza, but I crave overpriced greasy food. MmMmmmmm. No one wants to do anything because it is Father's Day. I don't "do" Father's Day. meh.
robin:
i love you.
we have the same favorite book.
marry me.
we have the same favorite book.
marry me.
binaryfiendsgone:
I just read you journal entry and you said Ghetto Fabulous. You are making me miss Austin because hearing that reminds me of the south where Ghetto Fabulous is the life style.hehe It seems that people in Cali just dont appreciate it as much..
I'm sunburned.
Owww.
Owww.
macbastard:
Try rubbing your skin with aloe vera...preferibly AFTER it is removed from the cactus.
Macjest
Macjest
This weekend was indeed crazy/beautiful/confusing/bittersweet.
On Friday I went to a shitty party at the B Complex. But it doesn't matter because I saw Corrina + Jevon + George and that made me happy.
Saturday I got fired before I even started working, stormed around my house and slammed doors 'cuz I was pissed off, and spent the evening watching the AbFab reruns and stuffing...
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On Friday I went to a shitty party at the B Complex. But it doesn't matter because I saw Corrina + Jevon + George and that made me happy.
Saturday I got fired before I even started working, stormed around my house and slammed doors 'cuz I was pissed off, and spent the evening watching the AbFab reruns and stuffing...
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monk_stah:
are you a fan of chloe sevigny perhaps, like gummo, tree's lounge, etc etc. just curious... saw the kids on the favorite films list, and that movie is so bitching.
btw, don't fret about it all. at least you are in portland, st. louis is a city full of dredgery and complacency, i'd rather have portishead on the radio, some neil gaiman in hand, and doing an interview with felix da housecat.
it shall get betta, me thinks.
btw, don't fret about it all. at least you are in portland, st. louis is a city full of dredgery and complacency, i'd rather have portishead on the radio, some neil gaiman in hand, and doing an interview with felix da housecat.
it shall get betta, me thinks.
I'm not even going to try to be ladylike: THE NEW GIRL IS FUCKING HOT!
And she likes Botch, and Fight Club.
I am so smitten it's pathetic.
And she likes Botch, and Fight Club.
I am so smitten it's pathetic.
ooooo, you like botch. right fuckin on!! they're version of O Fortuna blows my mind!!
tootles,
alesandra