Well it's 4:30 in the fucking morning and i can't fucking sleep. I feel like ass. My head hurts so much. I wish I could say it's a hangover headache, but it isn't. Ow. Fucking OW.
And I didn't get to do my sets yesterday, and it's all my fault. I suck so bad. (I'm sooo sorry, Stever!) Oh man. I was so excited, too....
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And I didn't get to do my sets yesterday, and it's all my fault. I suck so bad. (I'm sooo sorry, Stever!) Oh man. I was so excited, too....
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SWEET. Life is good again, for one very simple reason: after years of fruitless searching, i have finally found a pair of thigh-high stockings that actually fit my thunder-thighs properly. They're the largest size the company makes. (And if you don't know already, I'm 5' 1".) No joke. Worship my abundant flesh! (Except you, BukkakeGod; please keep your dick in your pants, where it...
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polisciguy:
New Pictures? C'est Fantastique! Hope you decide to share more of them on SG Hopefuls, it's been hurting pretty bad lately. We need a lovely lass like yourself to bring it back up to par! 
I'm gald the whole drug thing is more or less straightened out. I'm not in NYC, so I don't have any good reccomendations.
I'm gald the whole drug thing is more or less straightened out. I'm not in NYC, so I don't have any good reccomendations.
midknight:
it was nice meeting you 
hopefully we could actually talk next time
hopefully we could actually talk next time
To those of you who left such sweet remarks on my last journal, or those of you who wondered if I was okay, please pardon my brief absence and lack of explanation. It turns out I was not sick, but rather was prescribed yet another drug by my therapist and psychopharmacologist without being made aware of all of the drug's purposes. They did not think...
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yuriel:
damned evil fuckign fucks. ugh. remaron. no evenr heard of it
thank heavens, with my luck if i were still seeing shrinks hteyve put me on it heh......
*shrugs*
hmm i hope youre feeling a lil better now
and like
not sleeping and sick and all sad so much yo
*hugs*
and i hope everything gets all sorted out and youre all ok
thank heavens, with my luck if i were still seeing shrinks hteyve put me on it heh......
*shrugs*
hmm i hope youre feeling a lil better now
and like
not sleeping and sick and all sad so much yo
*hugs*
and i hope everything gets all sorted out and youre all ok
rxqueen:
Dear Irina,
you are the bestest and sweetest and i you like whoa!
when im better and you wanna chill anytime hit me up email style. i'll give you my # and we can run around & break things. it'll be fantastic!
Love,
RxQueen
you are the bestest and sweetest and i
you like whoa!
when im better and you wanna chill anytime hit me up email style. i'll give you my # and we can run around & break things. it'll be fantastic!
Love,
RxQueen
Sick and alone.
Someone come take care of me please?
I can't even stand up on my own, I have to crawl everywhere.
I'm starting to wonder about this whole Karma thing.
Someone come take care of me please?
I can't even stand up on my own, I have to crawl everywhere.
I'm starting to wonder about this whole Karma thing.
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dietotzeit:
Response:
Glad I could help out! Hope you're feeling better.
Glad I could help out! Hope you're feeling better.
tank_ex_mortis:
You totally need to update your journal more. We're too lazy to go to your LJ, yo. 
irina:
From SG Hopefuls
I forgot in my last entry to mention a phone call I received from my mother at about 3:30 this morning. The basic idea of it was that I can't live with my parents if I continue to stay out so late. I think she intended me to say, "I'll be right home" and to never stay out past midnight again. Instead, I said, "Oh,...
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punk:
Want to hear a funny story?
Despite the fact that I'm 19, I live on my own 1300 miles from home, pay my own bills, work part time and go to school full time....when I go home, my mom still expects me to be home at a "reasonable hour."
While I respect the fact that it's her house, and she worries about me...it's irritating sometimes.
She's gotten used to me being out until all hours of the night when I come home now, though. Usually she gives me "the look" when she sees me next and says "What time did you get in last night?"
Me: "Oh, about 4AM."
She sort of rolls her eyes. Heh.
Despite the fact that I'm 19, I live on my own 1300 miles from home, pay my own bills, work part time and go to school full time....when I go home, my mom still expects me to be home at a "reasonable hour."
While I respect the fact that it's her house, and she worries about me...it's irritating sometimes.
She's gotten used to me being out until all hours of the night when I come home now, though. Usually she gives me "the look" when she sees me next and says "What time did you get in last night?"
Me: "Oh, about 4AM."
She sort of rolls her eyes. Heh.
legionnaire:
Want to live in the west village for $1000 a month? That's about as affordable as it gets in my neighborhood, unfortunately.
Glad you enjoyed my last entry, I hope it made some kind of sense.
Do you know if Ace is happening this Saturday? I don't know if I can handle another SGNY saturday night (and I may have other plans) but I might be up for hanging out in the afternoon. You should come!
Glad you enjoyed my last entry, I hope it made some kind of sense.
Do you know if Ace is happening this Saturday? I don't know if I can handle another SGNY saturday night (and I may have other plans) but I might be up for hanging out in the afternoon. You should come!
These last few days have been really fucking insane, but there isn't a terrible amount to update about here, I don't think. So. Where to start...
Hmmm, well, compared to what my sex-life had been looking like for the last 8 months (at least,) I've really been sexin' it up this past week. I mean I haven't been having any 24-hour tantric sexathons or anything;...
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Hmmm, well, compared to what my sex-life had been looking like for the last 8 months (at least,) I've really been sexin' it up this past week. I mean I haven't been having any 24-hour tantric sexathons or anything;...
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ice009:
no words for you
just
no words for you
just
polisciguy:
Hope things balance out for you soon. Becareful tht the New Drugs don't fuck with you in any unexpected ways. Drop me a message if you need to talk.
So I've made my first enemy on here... w00t! It was bound to happen sooner or later; I just have a knack for pissing people off. Whatever, she wasn't my favorite person to begin with. But since she dislikes me because of an issue directly related to the SGs, and she is pink herself, I fear my reputation will be preceding me among the girls....
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It was bound to happen sooner or later; I just have a knack for pissing people off. Whatever, she wasn't my favorite person to begin with. But since she dislikes me because of an issue directly related to the SGs, and she is pink herself, I fear my reputation will be preceding me among the girls.... Read More
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paulsandman:
*Peers in* Give us and update oh and check my crushes list
prophetnoise:
No, i'm not in SGNY 
I think, if i remember correctly, i need someone to get me in (elitist bastards. . .lol, wait, thats me! )
I'd need a member of SGNY to get me in -nudge nudge-
I'll tell Bianca you think she's cute. . .i swear, she has more friends than i do and a shorter attention span.
I think, if i remember correctly, i need someone to get me in (elitist bastards. . .lol, wait, thats me!
)
I'd need a member of SGNY to get me in -nudge nudge-
I'll tell Bianca you think she's cute. . .i swear, she has more friends than i do and a shorter attention span.
Going to see a new therapist today! Yuss! Fix me, doc, FIX ME!!!
ehehehe... I'm okay. No really, I am.
Speaking of docs, everyone should go to vyeseleph's journal and leave that woman some LOVE. She is the kindest soul I've ever met. I am infinitely thankful to know her.
And I love you, too! Whoever you are. Ummm yeah.
ehehehe... I'm okay. No really, I am.
Speaking of docs, everyone should go to vyeseleph's journal and leave that woman some LOVE. She is the kindest soul I've ever met. I am infinitely thankful to know her.
And I love you, too! Whoever you are. Ummm yeah.
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freyja__:
of course, silly.
forgive you and LOVE you!
forgive you and LOVE you!
yuriel:
shrinks suck ... well most yers seems keen though
you however rock I love you too right back!
yers seems keen though
you however rock
I love you too right back!
Hey you! Yeah, you! Go buy me this! Right now!
Either that, or get your ass over here and take photos of me, using your high-quality digital camera. Any takers?
Um, please?
Either that, or get your ass over here and take photos of me, using your high-quality digital camera. Any takers?
Um, please?
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cunninglinquist:
if I had that much money for a camera I would pay the rent
but_i_buried_you:
would you let me come over for real!??wow that would be so awesome.
Ugh, my goodness. Wild weekend. And now it's Monday and I'm supposed to be at choir. But I'm not. Instead I am at home, because I overslept, and I don't feel particularly well. This depression thing is just making everything completely fucked. Get these diseases out of me!
I can't function like this. This isn't who I am. Or maybe it is. I don't know...
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sleepallday:
sorry to hear about being bummed. and dont worry about finding yourself. i didnt really get around to that until i was 21 or so. so expect a couple more years. just hang in there. try your hardest and hope for the best
funny take on evolution hehe. id have to say though, that the people who kill themselves really dont want to be here, and just do it. if your talking about it there must be something that keeps you here. things always change. at one point in my life, i wanted to end it all, now alot of time has past and what was i thinking.
i have a ass-ton of ideas for photosets too. to bad im not a hot sexy young teenage girl, im sure id make someone happy.
pick a camera any camera.
funny take on evolution hehe. id have to say though, that the people who kill themselves really dont want to be here, and just do it. if your talking about it there must be something that keeps you here. things always change. at one point in my life, i wanted to end it all, now alot of time has past and what was i thinking.
i have a ass-ton of ideas for photosets too. to bad im not a hot sexy young teenage girl, im sure id make someone happy.
pick a camera any camera.
vader_____:
thank you for the input- I changed my entry because at first I thought it was funny, but it was my own damn fault to let them do whatever they wanted- College is a very depressing time for a lot of people, it can seem very difficult at times for everyone, just try to do the best you can
My posse is dead! Or at least my flyer has been deleted. I want to cry. And by cry, I mean break things. Like I want to take part in some major breaking of things via smashedge.
Smashedge? Smash-edge. Ow.
Sometimes, I hurt me.
Smashedge? Smash-edge. Ow.
Sometimes, I hurt me.
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vader_____:
I hope you a great weekend
freyja__:
no problem about the message.
i'm not sure how i insulted you, but i'm sorry you feel that way.
i'm especially confused why you didn't get in.
most of the people in that group were under 21 and got in just fine.
what exactly wasn't i straightforward about?
we can take this conversation to email, if you like.
no need for dirty laundry airing here.
xo
i'm not sure how i insulted you, but i'm sorry you feel that way.
i'm especially confused why you didn't get in.
most of the people in that group were under 21 and got in just fine.
what exactly wasn't i straightforward about?
we can take this conversation to email, if you like.
no need for dirty laundry airing here.
xo
must be nice.
i've been internet-less lately and in hiding.
i'll see you soon, darling
xo