I shaved my head. I feel liberated, but it's bittersweet. If you used to think I was attractive, you probably won't anymore. Maybe that's okay with me. Maybe. Maybe it's time I found a way to keep guys around based on my other merits?
I have a lot of other stuff to update about, as usual, but instead I'm going to go stare at myself...
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I have a lot of other stuff to update about, as usual, but instead I'm going to go stare at myself...
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I want to beat CokeConfessional until he whimpers and begs for mercy. And then I want to fuck his brains out.
Go leave a really snarky/nasty/obnoxious comment in his journal for me, won't you please? And be sure to mention that I sent you. Thanks in advance!
Go leave a really snarky/nasty/obnoxious comment in his journal for me, won't you please? And be sure to mention that I sent you. Thanks in advance!
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legionnaire:
You're all talk and you know it. 
Are you going on Saturday?
Are you going on Saturday?
polisciguy:
Wow, now that is sadism in it's most naked, brutal form. I'm surprised I haven't seen more of that in the site!
Well, you kids have fun!
Well, you kids have fun!
Nothing I do will ever be enough to satisfy you. So why do you keep asking?
In other news, I need a place to live. Soon. And not a couch to crash on, like I need an apartment, I need to pay my own rent (yeah, I have $) I need out of here. Fast.
And I need a blank CD so I can snail-mail...
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In other news, I need a place to live. Soon. And not a couch to crash on, like I need an apartment, I need to pay my own rent (yeah, I have $) I need out of here. Fast.
And I need a blank CD so I can snail-mail...
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menotyou:
No...you're right. I'm a grammer moron. They have different birthdays. It's extra dumb because I made the same mistake twice.
I'm just gonna sit here and say, "Duh".
I'm just gonna sit here and say, "Duh".
cokeconfessional:
Nah, you'd probably be bringing me lemonade and rushing to my aid when any and all enemies come to attack.
Then I'd wake up screaming in a nervous sweat.
Then I'd wake up screaming in a nervous sweat.
JESUS DIED FOR YOUR SINS!!!!!! Wasn't that foolish of him?...
So. Mike Doughty last night in Williamsburg: FUCKING AWESOME. I mean he's always awesome, he just puts on a good show, always, period. But he actually made good on his word and played Train to Chicago! And when I went to thank him after the show, he shook my hand and said "I played it...
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So. Mike Doughty last night in Williamsburg: FUCKING AWESOME. I mean he's always awesome, he just puts on a good show, always, period. But he actually made good on his word and played Train to Chicago! And when I went to thank him after the show, he shook my hand and said "I played it...
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pillasco:
mooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!
bukkakegod:
"i dont want to know your name, i just want bang bang bang....."
well damnit, someone had to mention it
well damnit, someone had to mention it
Pissed off. Insulted. Feeling fragile.
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cunninglinquist:
very wordy today i see, Happy Easter
mercie:
Aw. I can't help the being pissed off part.... but being pissed is part of your charm, sweetie.
Insulted? Over what? I won't insult you. You're the best. The cleverest. The cutest.
Fragile? You're anything but fragile. You're the tigeress of this site!!!!
xoxo!
Insulted? Over what? I won't insult you. You're the best. The cleverest. The cutest.
Fragile? You're anything but fragile. You're the tigeress of this site!!!!
xoxo!
I should update. About Philly, and seeing my ex for the first time in months, and getting to see Slinky even though I gave her no advance warning at all. (That girl is so cute!) And how Mike Doughty is awesome and he promised to play a song just for me this Saturday in Brooklyn; he really did. And the 7am bus back from Philly,...
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benni:
you still hate me??? doh! i thought we were past this? better buy you more flowers little missy...
i love you bunches... hehe... schoolbus and robot and so many others... they're all so good, but i haven't been on that site in forever.... i started singing hypothermia yesterday and it was all downhill... had to share the love in case anyone hadn't seen it!
hehe... i heart you irina... i spoon you till dawn! why am i talking in this outrageous accent...? especially when no one can hear it?! d'oh!
i love you bunches... hehe... schoolbus and robot and so many others... they're all so good, but i haven't been on that site in forever.... i started singing hypothermia yesterday and it was all downhill... had to share the love in case anyone hadn't seen it!
hehe... i heart you irina... i spoon you till dawn! why am i talking in this outrageous accent...? especially when no one can hear it?! d'oh!
wuvmonki:
There is room for you and Jami. Try and see. Never know it could be accepted.
As usual, I have a lot to say, and once again I really just don't feel like saying it. But for record-keeping's sake, I'm forcing myself to do a quick rundown of recent events. It'll probably be really boring.
~ Having major problems getting my photos to Missy: 56k connection, and CD drive not recognizing blank CDs.
~ Back in Brooklyn, starting tonight. Not looking...
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~ Having major problems getting my photos to Missy: 56k connection, and CD drive not recognizing blank CDs.
~ Back in Brooklyn, starting tonight. Not looking...
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yuriel:
.....wow
i think ima just say hi
... and do be careful about surgeries any of em (heh no telling what happens when ppl screw with things like that ya know? yer call)
i think ima just say hi
... and do be careful about surgeries any of em (heh no telling what happens when ppl screw with things like that ya know? yer call)
fantomex:
Sounds like you've seriously exceeded your Suckage Quota for the year; wish I had more than just sympathy to offer. All I can say about being miserable in NYC is however bad you feel at the moment, you're still IN NYC, and therefore far better off than 99.9999% of the human race.
Do try to see a doctor about that finger, I wrecked an ankle some years back, never had it checked, and it's never quite worked right since. Fingers are kinda, y'know, important.
Start deciding on tattoos, because there's no way you'll find any kind of medical professional that'll agree to do tubal ligations on any woman under 40 or so. It's an insurance thing.
Do try to see a doctor about that finger, I wrecked an ankle some years back, never had it checked, and it's never quite worked right since. Fingers are kinda, y'know, important.
Start deciding on tattoos, because there's no way you'll find any kind of medical professional that'll agree to do tubal ligations on any woman under 40 or so. It's an insurance thing.
OK, HOW FUCKING HOT IS Benni?!?!?!
Whoa, alright. Hi there. I'm feeling like I have a lot to say, and some of it is important, but I really just don't feel like saying it. I know, it's spooky when I get quiet, but I'm sure I'll snap out of it any moment now... in the meantime though, there are a few things I'd like...
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Whoa, alright. Hi there. I'm feeling like I have a lot to say, and some of it is important, but I really just don't feel like saying it. I know, it's spooky when I get quiet, but I'm sure I'll snap out of it any moment now... in the meantime though, there are a few things I'd like...
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benni:
um... i meant that everyone else loves you too, not that i love everyone... dammit! i'm effin' bad at this! 
mercie:
Hey hon, thanks for leaving a comment... My dilemma lies in this: I personally think it's too soon to say anything quite so drastic to him about how I feel, not the L-word, but just everything else... we've been dating for about a month or so, and I just don't want to scare HIM away! But eventually, if he sticks with me, I think he'll be more of a help than a hinderance in getting over this BS my ex has bestowed on me!!
You're the best! xoxo!!
You're the best! xoxo!!
Well, I had that "meeting" with my mother... no, she didn't "break up" with me. She told me that she's no longer willing to pay for me to see my shrink. Isn't that awesome?! You see, my mother dislikes my shrink basically just because she tells it like it is, and that inflames my mother's guilty conscience. So rather than trying to make up for...
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mercie:
So let's get an apartment on the lower east side too and I can be a stripper and you can be my bouncer. sound like a plan?? and we can be gorgeous models on the side. hehe I wanna come back too! xoxo!
Back in the city. Had a blast in Jersey. SteveNeurotic rocks so fucking hard. And also, when it comes to weed, that guy does not fuck around. I got so fucking stupid last night, it was wonderful. I put 3 photos from Stever's in my candids, by the way. (Not photos from the set I'm sending in.)
Tonight, however, I'm feeling pretty lousy, and I...
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freyja__:
so did your mom break up with you or what?
legionnaire:
Complaining = bad. Cream puffs = good. Good choice.
See you soon. I hope you've been doing well for the last two weeks, it feels like it's been forever. take care.
See you soon. I hope you've been doing well for the last two weeks, it feels like it's been forever. take care.
irina:
me! and other people!
So once upon a time there was a fairy princess type chickadee, and she was totally bangin'. Like 100% SG material. But once, when she went out to New Joisey to do a photo shoot, she forgot her eyeliner and lipstick, because she's a FUCKING IDIOT! Now she is very mad at herself. Okay, so everyone has one guess about who I'm refering to, and...
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sgmonotony:
Missing you
Hoping you have great luck
Hope you enjoyed your day
would love to chat
hear about the photoshoot
Dan
Hoping you have great luck
Hope you enjoyed your day
would love to chat
hear about the photoshoot
Dan
boxofficepoison:
There's an 8:06 in the A.M. now? I thought that was just a p.m. time. Lots of luck with your photo shoot, hope it went fantastic.
as for the derby hat... the barbie came to me in a mini skirt, with no panties on. i glued a crystal where her clit should be. it *would* be subtle, except i am so short and she is on my head, so shes actually eye level with most people. so yah. its NAUGHTY.