erin

so sexy. mmmmhmm.
what can you say when the moment has passed and it's really nobody's fault but that warm fuzzy feeling goes away and the clouds roll out.... i'm sorry? these words lack explaination and compassion just like how are you when the person asking doesn't really want to know. those are the emptiest words in the english language i'm sure. afer people ask...
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hahahaha. inside joke, nm.

so i was walking on hawthorne the other day, trying to pick up some sexy music to groove to, and everywhere i looked i saw the portland tribune. i don't know if it was paranoia or one of those "episodes" old people talk about, like epilepsy, but every time i saw someone reading a newspaper, it was the portland tribune. every...
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so, i'm at sghq shootin the shit with missy and spooky. i'm wounded from my last five days of working... just want to cuddle up in a blanket with some of those damn movies everyone wants me to watch. unfortunately i have a few more days to go before my weekend.

i lost my i.d. the other night before work, so i not only couldn't...
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ok, so i'm well. working my ass off.... trying to get on top of things a bit. these journal entries are so cathartic, but it seems like all i ever do is bitch. bitch bitch bitch

so yay! i'm 21 now and i have been making the most of it. i'm sorry if i seem a little out of touch lately, when i do have...
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those bastards at at&t took away my broadband. fuck them. apologies to all those that have been ignored in this time of mourning for me and my roommate. we sure are sorry to see it go. until i can pay the 100+ bucks to revive it i pay 4 bucks an hour to sit in a coffeeshop on winblows machines. this does not help things...
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i remember this time i stayed at a boy's house. he lived with his parents, and i barely knew him, only that he was damaged and delicate. i woke up all alone the next day with leatherface on the record player, playing over and over and over in a very depressing way... i lay awake on that futon for what seemed like hours, afraid to...
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what a strange feeling, to think that perhaps there are a hundred people, at any given time, inspecting you, analyzing the very flaws you would try to hide from them in a 'normal' situation, remarking to thier friend or coworker on the size and shape of the very bits and pieces that make you a sexual being...laughing at the funny bits.... taking this all into...
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exposing the mind is much more difficult than exposing the body.

i went to sghq last night about dante's. zona scared me like a little bitch, she is so pretty and glowing.

6:00 am, time for bed. maybe i can beat the sun this time. I hope my balance/hand-eye coordination is better at work tonight, it's no fun to dance like a camel. not very...
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damn these feelings. it's proving a bit difficult to step out of one life and into another, and the complications seem to add up as the days go by. i've always been a bit impressionable - honest-to-goodness opinions are always clouded by my fear of my own bad judgement and the repercussions of playing with the lives and feelings of others. if i could only...
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silly sleepless little me. apologies all around today. why does being naked have to be so difficult.... why is my cat insane? i just want to sit by myself on my couch and stare at the carpet for a few hours, is that too much to ask? for someone with basically nothing to do it seems like i never get the chance to do nothing....
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