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i'm such a fucking weirdo. it'd be nice to feel sane and straight-headed for once in my life i think.

growing up was a toughie. for everyone, i know. i never understood other people and how they did the things they did. i always thought i was so different and broken somehow. flawed and awkward. and i know i am but it gets easier when...
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claudia:
i have to agree. you do have the best fantasy. i wish i could do alot of those things as well, especially the part about being able to do things without medicating myself. but there are somethings that we have no control over, chemical imbalances being one of them. and that doesn't make us any weaker. we're strong because we know ourselves well enough to understand that it is just fucking necessary. as far as always doing the right things and getting things done, that is near impossible. all i know is that you are the reason i became a suicidegirl, and that you are one of the coolest girls i have ever met. plus you're a total bombshell, and the combination is rad.
freyja__:
i think part of the thing you need to stop old patterns is awareness. you have to be able to realize what you're doing and why you're doing it pretty much all the time. and soon you'll start to question everything you do, why you do it and be able to make better patterns and habits for yourself.

if you're trying to find new ways to go about life without repeating the same things over and not learning from them, then you really need to understand why it is you are doing what you're doing right now. because you want to? because that's what you always do? because if you do this.. then that will happen? sometimes it helps to think of things that you want to do ahead of time.. and then make a point of actually DOING these things. intent and will. very important things to implement into your life to create changes around you.

you defintely seem to have a good grasp on things, if you ask me. and when you don't? being as cute as you are always tends to help. wink
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fuck you fuck you fuck you
you are not deserving of my energy today
leave me alone
figure it out for yourself
what makes you think i care

-today's crappy punkrock lyrics
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kengineer:
p.s. You were great last night, as always.

p.p.s. Dancing, you perverts!
shotonsight:
penguins revenge.. is that fat people on a slab of ice?
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nothing better than cute girls sending you naked pictures of themselves all day.

my job rules sometimes.
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feedusfetus:
I want job, man all i do is draw cartoons, the naked people one sounds so much cooler.
demigauge:
i whish i had yu job...and your really cute too biggrin
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last night i was in the bathroom brushing my teeth with my cat coming in and out, rubbing on my legs and happy to see me. as she was just outside the door she pulled my full waterglass down and it went all down the stairs.

i heard it bouncing and i knew what happened, but i didn't care and just kept brushing my teeth...
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thalia1:
I have six cats, well, there more like kids. They sure as hell eat better than I do. I really like other cat people, maybe that's why I like your cat hat set so much! ;-)
abraxas:
cats are a trip. our cat often will go put his claws on one certain spot of one certain chair, and then turn around and look at me, saying "so whaddya gonna do about it". he only does this when the door is open and he knows he can run out of the apartment quicker than I can catch him.

do your cats play stupid when you scold them? mine does... when he's doing something he knows annoys me, he does this routine where he stares at the celing, the wall, whatever, pretending he doesn't understand. I mean, my cat's a dork, but I know he understands a lot more than he lets on somtimes smile
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so, i had a great time at karaoke, despite the fact that i broke my TV, I can't sing and i lost 50 bucks.

other than that, it was awesome.
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zanarki:
Ummm.. how come your always losing your cash?
You know cash is worth like money and stuff.
maladroitdork:
I'm new here... hi. kraoke... hmmm ::shudders:: yes I officially cannot sing, play bass? yes. guitar? poorly. music is my life... but singing is just not something that I will never be capable of.
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ok to those that missed it last time, storm and her balls is tonight at dante's. 10 pm. i think it's going to be recorded for some tv show tonight.

mmmhmmmm.
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erin:
i passed out on the couch, exhausted. I feel shitty now cause i was supposed to meet with her about making a costume.

oh well....
zanarki:
Hmmmmm, You knew I was going to go didn't you? That's why you flaked! I bet Zona gave it away didn't she? Yep.. Avoiding your favorite corn stalker. I see how you are. I drove all the way downtown to lavish you in presents and frosty cold beverages and you flaked.
FINE! Hmmmm who to stalk, who to stalk?
*kicks over Veronica shrine*
*stomps off mad*
*grumble grumble*
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come to karaoke tonight at devil's point on foster and 54th SE. 10 pm

girls, there are benefits. email me for info. lets all hang out and sing bangles tunes. even get drunk! oh my.

anyway, you get the message.
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arik:
they played for like 2+ hours, it was so awesome. the croud was going crazy, the whole floor felt like it was moving.

i would fucking love to hear the chipmunks christmas song again, need to find somewhere to download it from or something.

heh, sg karaoke might be the funniest thing i've heard today. might just be.
al:
You're welcome.

That was my favorite picture.
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yknow how you forget all that stuff you learned in high school? i'm just glad i learned it once.

i miss knowing everything though.....
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g_felix:
Hey Veronica,

All that stuff is easier to relearn than it was to learn the first time. I'll bet you remember more than you think. :-)

"A mind once stretched can never return to its origional dimensions."
arik:
heh, i wonder how much of it we ever really learned once. but yeah i miss it too.

i promise to send the tape soon, it's done, it's been done since i came to this country, i just need to find a post office and such.
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i can't stop posting in my journal! always one extreme or the other.

what happens when your car runs out of gas? does water get in the engine and damage it? does that make it rev funny and stall out after you get it filled? since i ran my car really low on gas it's been dropping out once in a while when i accelerate,...
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feedusfetus:
one time i tried to change my own oil. I wouldnt really say that i failed, but now my car be all smelly like bacon, and idunno why. anf when i was done i found some part of the engine on my lawn, but i dont know where it goes..... oh well probly dont need it anyway, right, right???
stiles:
Veronica - as it happens, i own a shop. What's the year/model/engine/miles ?
Usually when the idle drops and surges, it's a vacuum leak or a bad 02 sensor, it could also be the temp sensor screwed into the bottom of the radiator tank.... - S.