emily's SuicideGirls Blog

blah.....I'm off today.....and its not a nice day!!What's the deal with that?!!?!? and it sux that my work gives me spilt days off

I really don't like that....But when I was working I seen LOTS of people that I went to school with,and they all have kids now!!!SICK!! I'm older than all of them......I'm only 20!!!!and they have kids!!I feel sorry for them....Yeah the girls...
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newtronx:

hey now. i had kids at 17. well, end of 17, 23 days before turning 18. most horrible experience of my life (you wanna know the story of 16y/o boy + 22 y/o married girl, add in twins to the mix, just note me sometime). yes, having kids is a major pain, and more so for the woman, no doubt. but until you have them you cannot knock them. there is a reason so many people say that kids are lifechanging.

but enough stupid bitching. sorry about your work being a pain, but look on the bright side - you don't have any kids

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May 2, 2003

zombiehead2:

i always find that really strange. when i bump into someone i knew from school and find out they have kids or are married. i guess if thats what they want then they should have it, but they're all so young...i couldn't even imagine it for myself. scary...

May 2, 2003

It's a nice day out.....I went to town and just sat outside.......It was nice....Nice,and hot.When is Emilys new set gonna be up

Its my b-day in June....It will be nice.yes.I'll be 21.

You know what I like to say to people? I'll tell you..
*I'll cut off your balls and sell em' back to your mom.*
Yes...I like to say that a lot.

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ttubretep:

you're never on AIM!

May 1, 2003

boothadams:

yayyyyyy 21 age of the beer

May 1, 2003

Well......I guess it's not over yet...but I think it's only a matter of time.......Til then.......I'm ok........Thanx for caring about me......It means a lot.Really it does....I'm not fuckin' with you.

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miss_magenta:

*hugs*

Apr 28, 2003

dilligan:

Hope everything's okay.

Apr 28, 2003

Well today was no better....

I think it may be over with Erik,and I......

I don't want that,but what can I do? I'm falling apart.......

It feels like someone just kicked my heart in the junk..

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jjay:

you want to be sat on?
you weirdo

getting kicked in the junk hurts really bad

Apr 27, 2003

eachdawnidie:

i think someone made an "emily" voodoo doll and they are kicking it in the junk repeatedly.
sorry to hear things aren't getting any better.

Apr 27, 2003

I had a really bad day at work.......I was even fucking crying at work......and when I got home.... I called Erik......He was being such an asshole.....I didnt even do anything at all.....He told me I should have never called him...and all kinds of mean shit.....He said that he was sick of me bitching about work....I wasnt even bitching ...I was just going to tell him...
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randomdent:

Oh my god! He is such a jerk....

I miss talking to as much as we use to but it seems like when ever I call your asleep... :sad:

Apr 26, 2003

cherry:

I think you need to move away hunny... hope it all works out for you

Cherry xx

Apr 26, 2003

*eMiLy doesn't make imaginary friends....She makes imaginary enemies....*

In other news....My feet hurt...blah......

In other OTHER news...I feel like taking a new set...I can get the cam-damn-ra anytime I want *I think*.....I have some nice ideas......

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tofubot:

i've got some ideas! you should make yourself look like an amputee in a straight jacket.. christ that'd be hot

Apr 24, 2003

ebin:

Me and band rehearsed tonight, and we sang "Short Songs" by Dead Kennedy's for a warm-up. That one was for you babe!

New set? Yes. In fact, make it twenty new sets..Thank you very much.

I'm sending you an imaginary foot massage........
ooOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMM........Poof!

There, how was it?

Apr 24, 2003

I'am so sick of these bad bad BAD nightmares.....I cant even sleep ....I get 1hr everynight because of them...You don't even know how bad they are...and if I told you......You wouldnt understand at all....and they would try to get me again if I told you...

See...Told you you wouldnt understatnd...

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alisa:

just sending you much love and i'll send all my good vibes your way.

kisses

Apr 24, 2003

obliodanger:

Have you read any Neil Gaiman... The Sandman?

Dream is a powerful being... if he is putting strange and frightening things into your head, you have to listen to them, find out who they are, what they want, and how (and if) you should help them.

Make friends with your monsters... after all they are only a part of you.

Sweet dreams.

--Steven

Apr 24, 2003

FuCk.....I just did a long journal update......and then my computer fucked up......and it didnt save.....So THIS is my new journal update,because I'm too lazy to type all of that shit again.....

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hefaistos:

its cathardic to get that stuff out, even if we dont get to read it too. dude, you should get a dell.

jk, dells fuck up as badly as the rest.

Apr 21, 2003

papawheelie:

hi

Apr 22, 2003

I don't think I really like my job...Its like working with fish again...But with vegies.....It's such a pain in the fucking ass!!!buuut I'll just stick with it...Its all that I've got.....

I stand in ONE place all day...And cut,and fix shit....and that just really sux!!!I'm stuck in the back of the store all day...in...one...fucking...spot....AGH!!!!

I don't know...Maybe it will get better....I....hope.....

In other news....I'm going...
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hefaistos:

get a walkman. good music makes a bad day better. even when you have to stand still.

[Edited on Apr 20, 2003]

Apr 19, 2003

ttubretep:

I'm probably quitting SG pretty soon, but I'm waiting for your set to come out before I do!

Apr 19, 2003