So....I'm moving out of my place the first of next month...Erik is leaving the first of February to live with some girl in WA...Yeah that girl that he was so in love with for so long....
I'll be in Portland in April,or sooner...(I'm loseing my job soon anyways)
As I'm cleaning out my place,I cant help but cry...Everything in my life has been shit...I know...
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I'll be in Portland in April,or sooner...(I'm loseing my job soon anyways)
As I'm cleaning out my place,I cant help but cry...Everything in my life has been shit...I know...
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randomdent:
Portland will make you smile I promis.
zombiehead2:
good luck with moving to portland, it'll be good to get a change of scenery and a chance to start over...i'm probably going to move near the end of this year. not sure where i'll go yet, but somewhere out west would be nice. i'm thinking maybe seattle, but who knows...
Yep..That day He said that he was gonna get me from work...He never came to get me...I came home,I was locked out... His car was even here....He was with that girl was lives above me...He came home 4hrs later..Lied a whole bunch...But I knew the truth,I'm not dumb...I mean COME ON....He had a hickkie(is that right...) on his fucking neck...Oh man...I knew it..I knew it...The...
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evilrabbit:
yea...we all suck...ive just been really busy and stressed lately is my prob...
shortbus78:
If ya kill him I want a finger
I knew it..He DID cheat on me..
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monsterjoe:
Heh, what a fool. He'll regret it beautiful. Believe me he will.
monsterjoe:
Emily, there is no way to make this not hurt. It's totally fucked. I don't know where you are in your head right now. I hope you're confident enough to know that you should not blame yourself for it. Just know that there are a lot of genuinly caring people on this site who will listen to you if you need it. You are beautiful. You will pull through.
He never came over,nor did he call....We had plans tonight...I called his house...not home...What the fuck...
I guess I'm just there intil somebody better comes along....Shit..This has happend to me before.....and it really hurts.I'm so going to kick his ass...Really,I've had enough...It's time for me to stop crying,and be mean....I don't let anybody fuck with me,and get away with it...nope.never.
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I guess I'm just there intil somebody better comes along....Shit..This has happend to me before.....and it really hurts.I'm so going to kick his ass...Really,I've had enough...It's time for me to stop crying,and be mean....I don't let anybody fuck with me,and get away with it...nope.never.
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absurd6:
Nothing i can say or stories i can tell will make things better, but I wanted to say that theirs another heart out there that has shared that pain. I dont know you but i know that no one deserves that. Do what you think you need to do to feel better, and dont become too obsessed with the questions. I became obsessed with the questions and it left me bitter and jaded for too long. I hope you the best.
JB
JB
demigauge:
maybe you need to visit your pals in portland and take a break from crappy ville
No more lip ring,it's out...It so does NOT feel right without it..oh man...It was just healing wrong...Nothing REALLY wrong with it.....eh it had to come out...Not healing right=no good.. 
I will miss it tho...
Hey!!!!
not you....
hahahaha Chloe LOVES that!!
I will miss it tho...
Hey!!!!
not you....
hahahaha Chloe LOVES that!!
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runelateralus:
Video gams are the ultimate way to zone out...
That, and my Philosophy class...I zone out in 5 minutes there.
Video games might be more accessible if do not live in Chicago...
That, and my Philosophy class...I zone out in 5 minutes there.
Video games might be more accessible if do not live in Chicago...
welcome2thedawn:
if you come to anchorage to get re-pierced there's a new shop opening up. it's the look/the hole. ryan will be piercing there and mickey will be working there. i guess the only person left at bpu is tanya. i don't know, but i can't wait to check it out.
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!NOW my fucking door is all fucked up...I cant shut it...and I have to work tonight...Called my landlord..but is he there?? NOOOOO!!!
AND I have to take out my lip ring,because it's all fucked up...BUT I cant undo it...fuck fuck fuck!! AND I just got my phone bill...yeah..Erik called this girl that he was in love with for so long 17 fucking times!!!!!!He told me...
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AND I have to take out my lip ring,because it's all fucked up...BUT I cant undo it...fuck fuck fuck!! AND I just got my phone bill...yeah..Erik called this girl that he was in love with for so long 17 fucking times!!!!!!He told me...
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nova_____:
Who the hell IS this chick? You know...when a bunch of us went up to clean out Pat, Rob and Alica's apartment last year, he was passed out most of the time and we kept putting play-dough in his ears, and pizza on hs head. We got pictures...to BURN...when I come back up, we should throw a voodoo party in his honor. Love Nova
monsterjoe:
Whoa girl. I hope you're stuff gets better soon.
I hate when shit days like that happen.
I hate when shit days like that happen.
Hey!!!
Not you....
Chloe should get it...
Not you....
Chloe should get it...
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katie:
godamnitt! always hated that! fuckers........
leavemehere:
haha.... i wish i knew what that meant
thanks i like my new pic too
it felt like my heart was inside my head after that hit
thanks i like my new pic too
it felt like my heart was inside my head after that hit
fUcK it...I give up on guys...I don't even know why I try....I can't make somebody want me if they don't... Then why does he tell me that he loves me?Why does he come over and lay next to me...Why does he hold my hand.....but he wont kiss me... 
He says that we'll never get back together....
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flakaseagulls:
many a friend of mine has gone through the EXACT same situation, including myself. the hardest and best thing to do has already been said - decide what boundaries are needed for the relationship even if you do decide to keep him in your life. but better than not distance is the best thing.
csilla:
omg dont even tempt me hehe. i wanna hve sex with you too!!! one day?!?!? heh 
oh and about guys....they suck. my boyfriend does the same thing and we are together....makes me feel so unwanted. guys SUCK!!!!!! i'll hold your hand and kiss you
xoxo csilla
oh and about guys....they suck. my boyfriend does the same thing and we are together....makes me feel so unwanted. guys SUCK!!!!!! i'll hold your hand and kiss you
xoxo csilla
Man...Emily's life sux ass.. Everything seems to be going wrong....NOW my lip ring has to come out I'm thinking... 
I guess I'll give it a few days It doesnt hurt,but I think it's getting all fucked up...I guess I just didnt take care of it right....I don't fucking know...all that I know is...
FuCk fUcK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Everything seems to be going wrong....NOW my lip ring has to come out I'm thinking... I guess I'll give it a few days It doesnt hurt,but I think it's getting all fucked up...I guess I just didnt take care of it right....I don't fucking know...all that I know is...
FuCk fUcK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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ryancorpse:
What's up with your lip ring. I got one, Maybe i can help.
welcome2thedawn:
buck up little trooper. things will get better. well, i've been trying to convice myself of that for years now. i like to think that one day it will happen. probobly not the best words of encouragement. you should come visit me. i may not be the happiest person alive, but i put on a good front and i always have fun!
*So long to this cold,cold part of the world...*
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mirkwoodmaiden:
no more bad jourals.
i want good jourals from emily.
i want good jourals from emily.
demigauge:
my life sucks to...so i'm in the cold cold world with you emily