emily

I hurt my self today, to see if I still feel. I focus on the pain, the only thing thats real.

they go away....

on a conveyor belt!

For better or for worse, they always come back.

i saw lives on sale at walmart this week. they were discounted i think because they had turned sour, but im sure a bit of sugar, and a few seconds in a microwave would bring em right back.

Sometimes I think that, but then I realize there actually are a lot of worse lives I could have. So I just focus on how to make the one I have work as best I can.

Yes, my minions! Cull off the dregs of our species!

You're really hot. Are you ever going to do a new set?

thats not lame. really, its not.

It's super cold here today. I was just down on the coast getting this week's supplies and there were gail force winds and big waves. I am trying to get as much out of what's left of this winter because I will be heading south in about a month.

Lame guys suck, lame girls suck. When I lived in Olypmia I had this relationship that was so bad--so one way. The person would come over, take what she wanted physically, emotionally, materially and then leave. Never present with my feelings or needs...it was shitty. I had a relationship with a boy that also was just so lame. He was afraid of being out about our mutual affection wo it was always this thing that was hidden and had this hint of shame to it as a result of his fear. I guess why I am saying all of this to you is that even though there is a whole lotta fuckerheads, there are also good people out there--you just have to sift through lots of shit to find them.

A friend of mine once said "When things get bad, hold on tight because, well, they will get worse." Does that help? No, I didn't think so. Really life seems to be a steady series of ups and downs (I think this is from a song). When it is good, ride it high because it will undoubtedly end...but then it will get good again. Is life like a fuckin' yoyo? Yes!

...its happening to me again...

Oh...and did my last comment fall under 'snivelling, obnoxious worshipfulness?' I hope not, as there's a tone of that stuff going on all over the SG site.

"go now if you want it.
an otherworld awaits you.
dont you give up on it,
you bite the hand that feeds you."

FFX-Otherworld

I love you Emily. In a "pee on you car seat " kinda love.

OK I lied, There is only hate oozing out of every pore.

If you kill the cunt, she can't feel the pain when your ex screws her over like he did to you. These are one of the few cases where "what goes around, comes around" really work.



[Edited on Feb 14, 2003]

I know it's late where i am but it's still on the right time for you.
Happy Valentine's Day.

Kill her by the way.

i think you need a hug *******((((HUG))))*******

kick her ass sea bass!!!

throw in a couple good licks for me...

13 huh?

I have no lucky number.....I have no luck.

Well I guess I have the luck of the irish......everything goes compleatly wrong but I still manage to make it.

That's not extravagant enough for you.

I disagree with DemiGauge, gypsy put curses on people all the time. They probably started that rumor so they could corner the market. Any way you look like a cute little gypsy anyway. So curse away baby.

kick her in the junk.
heh heh...butt slut...

She's got the look of underapreciation in her eyes, like she doesn't know what she's worth anymore, it's hard to look at.
I've got a friend in Anchorage, he's a great guy, can't say anything about his looks but he's a great friend.
By the way, thanks for making me feel like i'm up a rung on the social status tonight.

er...sitll having trouble with send you the boys pics..but i'm thinkg about putting it in my yahoo photo album so you could see....does that sound good monkey?

if ive ever learned anything in my 27 yrs of life, its that no matter what where all gonna fuck up. we all have very different personalities, but people forgive. i tend to be very sexist sometimes, but i tend to date alot of feminist girls......i get into lots of conflicts cuz i think im being funny, but it always seems to work out in the end. also i learn something everytime.

bah..i like the way you talk woman....so you can talk to me anytime