emi

today i go to virginia to see my best friend :]
four hours of sleep and five hours of driving but it's totally worth it.
we don't see each other often since she got married
but we still laugh at fart jokes and oddly worded british sayings.
she is half my heart.

i can't take getting hurt again.

i want to bleach my hair out again, wear too much eyeliner, and smoke too much.

i haven't been in love for years and being that way again makes me feel so alive.
i have a reason to do all of the things i've been putting off or afraid to do.

i got my car back today.
not having it was such a hassle.
i looked at new places too and i can't wait to move.
for the next month i'm...
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i posted this on myspace and have no idea what it means.
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i don't want to know myself it seems so boring,
to know.
i'm in love and it makes me want to turn myself inside out.
there's a pile of clothes on the floor and none of them are yours.

acquainted with strangers never making friends only rumors.
days and nights are nothing...
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i miss the fuck out of someone.
and i'm acting a damn fool and just want him to come home.