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you are a being of light.
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rxdxt:
Light + darkness keeps the universe spinning into the future.

thanks for the note....

I have, unashamedly had the worst year of my life. but it seems to be in solid recovery now, my life that is.

So a focus on the light is important at this stage..

but that darkness is quite seductive.
commonman:
Thank you. I appreciate that.
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kick ass rat city roller derby trailer.
yes folks, its girl on girl violence on wheels.
featuring random outbreaks of girls fist fighting
and all the entertaining and fast paced chaos
you can take!

as a full contact sport, its completely rabid-awesome.

as for this years regional season championship,
grave danger took it from the socket wenches
with a final score of 91 to 78...
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rxdxt:
hi
78walk:
I still haven't attended one of these, but that's bound to change at some point. They do seem to attract a lot of cool rock & roll bands. smile
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how many times has your heart been broken?

how many different ways has your heart been broken?

how many different people, events or ideas have broken your heart?

do you remember the first time your heart was broken and by whom or what?

do you remember the most recent time your heart was broken and by whom or what?

what did it feel like?

what...
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michelle:
Your questions prompt me to ask myself the question "What qualifies and heartbreak?" I guess it's when I have a passionate attachment and it's unexpectedly severed. Right?
jameswyper:
how many times has your heart been broken? more than ten times.

how many different ways has your heart been broken? the serious heart breaks are related to either being abandoned or being lied to.

how many different people, events or ideas have broken your heart? more than ten.

do you remember the first time your heart was broken and by whom or what? my dad gradually left the family. it took about ten years, but it started when i was in grade four. i haven't seen him in almost fifteen years.

do you remember the most recent time your heart was broken and by whom or what? yes. very recently i let a girl break my heart - one of those too-beautiful, damaged, untouchable girls.

what did it feel like? something like this:

what did you learn if anything? i remembered that it is my attachment to an imagined future outcome that causes my mind to tell my heart to break. we'll see if i remember that the next time. smile
~

such good questions, Electric, thank you.

you?
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crimminey.

is there anyway to embed flash here?

anyone?
luciefurr:
I have no clue, sorry frown
rpg:
no clue either. sorry. frown frown frown frown frown
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photos fixed!

man what a fun trip on sunday!
i went to mt. st. helens by motorcycle.
i had a great ride on an bmwr1200.
i think it was about the most perfect
bike to take on such a trip.

that place is unreal.
even after 27 years the devastation caused by the blast
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donnybrooks:
Had sweet friend who I so admire and love rather you like it or not missy! I can love anyone I want... nanny nanny boo boo!

Oklahoma is eating away at my heart and soul, so I'm moving back to the PNW in hopefully January, Feb latest. I was lonely in Seattle so I'm moving to Portland. I'll let you know when my ship arrives in comfortable harbors. Maybe we can meet for sushi again and feel TOTALLY awkward together.

Sorry I haven't dropped in to say hello. I swear it's because Oklahoma has shackled my soul.

I'll post on my page and email you pictures. The vet shaved my cat exactly like a lion!! He's soooo damn cute!
Kiss, your pal C
donnybrooks:
Jumble sentence. I'm sure you knew I was referring to YOU as the friend I love, but what's up with that sentence?

When I arrive back to the PNW maybe we can hit some rollerderby bouts. ~C
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you really want to know why??
i dont think you do.

i am fucking goddamn frustrated because of the lack
of fucking work for me. im fucking goddamn tired
of fucking getting fucking jerked around for leads
that go no fucking where. a milion empty fucking
goddamn promises.

i build websites and they are good.

i make art and its good.

i am so fucking...
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trocc:
yeah, i see how it works. i know. i'm sorry it's such a struggle for you right now. just keep your eyes open for opportunity - it comes when you least expect it... kiss
ma2:
I can sympathize and I'm sorry to hear things are rough. I did graphic design full time as an independent for three years. Always trying to land that big gig, that steady client that would throw me enough work to keep me fed and the bills paid. It sucked. It made me appreciate having a real paycheck. I miss the freedom. I miss the sense of building something (what, in retrospect, I'm not sure).

All you can do is keep throwing yourself at it every day. If it's what you want to be doing you'll find a way. That may sound campy but that's all I've got. Maybe you just need a break. Take a roadtrip or something.
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frustrated.
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kenisvgas:
why.... everything ok
rxdxt:
the definition of insanity is repeating the same action over and over and expecting different results.

or at least that's what they tell me.

I hope it improves
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two words:

motorcycle obsession.
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abracadabra:
Makes me think of "Speeding Motorcycle" by Daniel Johnston
commonman:
Me, too.

Except add the word "unrealized."

Happy belated b-day!
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today is my b-day!

woooot!~

yay!

e
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hossenfeffah:
Happy Birthday!!! smile Got any hits regarding your web designer add from your last blog?
merritt:
Happy belated birthday. Mine was yesterday, too. smile
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available

one slightly used web designer available for hire immediately.
ive the following skillz:

*mucho experience with photoshop
*illustrator
*html
*css
*php
*javascript

traditional fine art and photography skills.
i can give references as well as sample urls.
i also have prints for sale.

http://www.electricgoddess.com

thanks!

e
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s_eldorado:
Happy Birthday! Here's hoping your work search bears fruit soon!
kingskottie:
happy happy!!!! XOXO....

i need to learn web design... what do you use? adobe dreamweaver?
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bike lust

i cant stand it... the object of my lust...
i think i probably have the worst case
of bike lust in the whole history of the universe.

ive been bitten by the bug. but in all
honestly, actually my bike lust has been
lurking for many years now. i remember
even the first ride i had at age 7....lately
its just recently resurfaced...
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hossenfeffah:
That IS sexy. You need to get one and make a set!!! Sexy girls on sexy bikes... now that's a lust that's hard to control! hehe. love
akalucifer:
I think yellow is hot. And you would look amazing in any color bike. I promised that I would never ride, not since I blew my ankle apart, so ride for us both!

xo