Well, i'm feeling a lot better.
Sometimes it's very hard to see what's really going on when you're so involved, and have invested emotions in something. And when you do walk away and manage to look at it objectivley, you see some things.
I took a step back, and did some hardcore thinking, and y'know what, i'm alright. Handsome man, isn't what i made him...
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Sometimes it's very hard to see what's really going on when you're so involved, and have invested emotions in something. And when you do walk away and manage to look at it objectivley, you see some things.
I took a step back, and did some hardcore thinking, and y'know what, i'm alright. Handsome man, isn't what i made him...
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Y'know that confused smiley face, 
, that one. Well, like maybe a million, trillion of those could begin to describe how confused i am.
I won't go into the in's and out's of it, but i am still single. Handsome man says he still loves me, i still love him, but he thinks we need time apart. I don't know what that means, but all...
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, that one. Well, like maybe a million, trillion of those could begin to describe how confused i am.
I won't go into the in's and out's of it, but i am still single. Handsome man says he still loves me, i still love him, but he thinks we need time apart. I don't know what that means, but all...
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vaugelychilly:
Actually I would kinda complain, she's a nice girl to work with and is a good friend of my sisters...but er, seriously not my type. I'd prefer no molesting from her in all honesty.
And how do you know I'm not a serial killer eh? I might have tons of musli, cornflakes and weetabix chained up in my secret basement. No, wait, that's a ceral killer. I'm one of those alright.
Choosy, perhaps. But I don't know how to be less choosy, or even if I want to be. I would just like to meet a girl I actually do fancy and who quite likes me. But that's seemingly impossible of late. And quit flattering me like that, I clearly aint good enough for you
Haha. By proxy that makes me class eh? Fair enough, I'll put that on my CV if you don't mind.
<3
And how do you know I'm not a serial killer eh? I might have tons of musli, cornflakes and weetabix chained up in my secret basement. No, wait, that's a ceral killer. I'm one of those alright.
Choosy, perhaps. But I don't know how to be less choosy, or even if I want to be. I would just like to meet a girl I actually do fancy and who quite likes me. But that's seemingly impossible of late. And quit flattering me like that, I clearly aint good enough for you
Haha. By proxy that makes me class eh? Fair enough, I'll put that on my CV if you don't mind.
<3
kaosmaker666:
One ending is the start of a new beginning. 
You do deserve better!!! Give it time and you will find that special man that will always keep you in his heart!!!! 
I wish you all the happiness in the world!!! Thank you for you kind words too!!! 
I always try and be positive and never say anything rude or offensive unless it's a joke or something. Matters of the heart take a special kindness when others need help or advise. Good luck honey, and keep us up to date!!!
You do deserve better!!! Give it time and you will find that special man that will always keep you in his heart!!!! I wish you all the happiness in the world!!! Thank you for you kind words too!!! I always try and be positive and never say anything rude or offensive unless it's a joke or something. Matters of the heart take a special kindness when others need help or advise. Good luck honey, and keep us up to date!!! My handsome man dumped me. Last night.
It really upset me, i'd be lying if i said it didn't. I had a proper fucking wobble after, i was just so upset, and just wanted someone to cry to. I went out and met two wonderful friends, and they both, and other people that i've talked to since have all said i can do better. I...
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It really upset me, i'd be lying if i said it didn't. I had a proper fucking wobble after, i was just so upset, and just wanted someone to cry to. I went out and met two wonderful friends, and they both, and other people that i've talked to since have all said i can do better. I...
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silveronthetree:
Sounds like its for the best mate.
Still hard though, so sendf you a cuddle.
Keep well
Still hard though, so sendf you a cuddle.
Keep well
aquarian:
Awh hun, sorry to hear that! I know everyone says it but you can and will do better! I think this calls for a mad night of alcohol and pillowfights!! 
That site is funny
That site is funny
Bleugh. Yes, grey skies are clearing. I don't really know what's wrong, i'm just fed up a lot of the time recently. But i think things are getting better. I can see the good, and i can see the bad, the negative factors that are causing me so much heartache of late. This is a good thing. Now that i see the negative i can...
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forkandles:
Hope you are feeling a bit better; it takes time. He'll always be there in your mind. I have wonderful memories of our lovely old dog (like the time she knocked my Dad over - she wasn't a big dog) that will never fade.
cosmia:
I'm sorry, he was such a cutie 
I've had such a bad run at things lately, and i really hope that things are going to start getting better soon, cuz they sure as shit can't get much worse.
I've just been having problems recently in every area of my life: with my family, with my friends, with work, with my relationship, and it's all just taken it's toll on me big time....
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I've just been having problems recently in every area of my life: with my family, with my friends, with work, with my relationship, and it's all just taken it's toll on me big time....
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heisszeit:
i was just surfing the girls and stopped at your profile. it made me little sad and i really got touched about your words.
with my parents i never had a close relationship like others have, we never talked about daily problems and if bigger problems appeared then we talked even less. so i had only my friends to talk to. worst thing is probably when one of your very close friends, the one you rely on, hurts you and this happened to both of us.
i hope the grey sky cleared up for you, as you wrote your blog couple of days ago... if not, i know it sounds silly..., just send me a note. i'd love to be on your side to fight against all evil in this world
xoxo
with my parents i never had a close relationship like others have, we never talked about daily problems and if bigger problems appeared then we talked even less. so i had only my friends to talk to. worst thing is probably when one of your very close friends, the one you rely on, hurts you and this happened to both of us.
i hope the grey sky cleared up for you, as you wrote your blog couple of days ago... if not, i know it sounds silly..., just send me a note. i'd love to be on your side to fight against all evil in this world
xoxo
vaugelychilly:
Yeah I had a great time Sorely needed it too to be honest, and I don't really care bout my friends not going, have something to dangle in front of them now that I met my favourite guitarist of all time
Yeah we should go up to Dublin again, was a great laugh the last time. Unfortunately I'm not off that Monday or Tuesday, I'm off the Wedensday and Thursday (boo hiss!) but I'll see if I can work something out. I dunno if it's possible cause I had to really rejig my shift and days to just get time off for Muse, and I had to do that two months ago
Annnyyyyyyyyway, you head out this weekend so far?
I think I'll be crying with soreness in work tomorrow Damn you mosh pit for kicking my arse!
Sorely needed it too to be honest, and I don't really care bout my friends not going, have something to dangle in front of them now that I met my favourite guitarist of all time
Yeah we should go up to Dublin again, was a great laugh the last time. Unfortunately I'm not off that Monday or Tuesday, I'm off the Wedensday and Thursday (boo hiss!) but I'll see if I can work something out. I dunno if it's possible cause I had to really rejig my shift and days to just get time off for Muse, and I had to do that two months ago
Annnyyyyyyyyway, you head out this weekend so far?
I think I'll be crying with soreness in work tomorrow
Damn you mosh pit for kicking my arse!Fresh start for me.
New course is starting next week, things are getting fixed in other areas, and i'm going to try damn hard.
Things are on the up. Bout time.
New course is starting next week, things are getting fixed in other areas, and i'm going to try damn hard.
Things are on the up. Bout time.
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cld:
Art project.
peachass:
yayyyy.. happy for ya daisy gal.xx
HOLYSHITTINGBOLLOCKINGBADMOOD.
Yes, that's right, i'm in a mood, again. Yes, you're right when you think i always seem to be in a mood. I've nothing else going on in my humdrum little life to write about. So let's rant, shall we.
The main cause for my ranting tonight is my new course that i'm doing for work. I got a letter 2 weeks ago saying...
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Yes, that's right, i'm in a mood, again. Yes, you're right when you think i always seem to be in a mood. I've nothing else going on in my humdrum little life to write about. So let's rant, shall we.
The main cause for my ranting tonight is my new course that i'm doing for work. I got a letter 2 weeks ago saying...
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rdpixie:
That is so shit! Can your work not help you out or something? Otherwise its lots of trips to Dublin for you! You have every right to strop I think there should be some stomping of feet involved too!
*hugs*
*hugs*
kaosmaker666:
Oh poor dear!!!! I hope things turn out better for you!!!! I didn't know you were having a bit of a time with your studies.........all the luck!!!! Thanks for having me back as a friend (I try and stay up to date with everyone)!!!!!
I didn't know you were having a bit of a time with your studies.........all the luck!!!! Thanks for having me back as a friend (I try and stay up to date with everyone)!!!!! I am petty and spiteful and all the things nice girls are told not to be.
And pissed, let's not forget pissed.
And pissed, let's not forget pissed.
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nathanialblood:
Is it wrong for me to want to hear the story behind that?
girlfrompasadena:
hey
i just found you on here and read your past blogs. rather than the way you describe yourself now, i find you to be a sweet little muffin who needs a nice cuppa and black books dvd to cheer up.
hope you start feeling better with all these comments from people who know you truly are a nice girl.
all the best xox
ps. and how beautiful is Bonnie's set?! that will make you smile for sure!
i just found you on here and read your past blogs. rather than the way you describe yourself now, i find you to be a sweet little muffin who needs a nice cuppa and black books dvd to cheer up.
hope you start feeling better with all these comments from people who know you truly are a nice girl.
all the best xox
ps. and how beautiful is Bonnie's set?! that will make you smile for sure!
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♥ I'm a big bundle of insecurities the last while. For serious, i can't even begin to explain or describe how crappy and useless i've been feeling. And it's causing grief.
♥ Pilates is shit. Bending and breathing is rubbish, it's uselss, and i want a flat tum, and it's doing bollock all.
♥ I'm...
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♥ I'm a big bundle of insecurities the last while. For serious, i can't even begin to explain or describe how crappy and useless i've been feeling. And it's causing grief.
♥ Pilates is shit. Bending and breathing is rubbish, it's uselss, and i want a flat tum, and it's doing bollock all.
♥ I'm...
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nathanialblood:
Your set's do you look great.
The entire island is basically like Laxey with the exception of maybe Douglas.
90,000 alcoholics clinging to a rock.
The entire island is basically like Laxey with the exception of maybe Douglas.
90,000 alcoholics clinging to a rock.
lelaina:
hope you're ok sweet you sound a touch down
big hugs coming your way from moi
big hugs coming your way from moi
Everyone should go say hi to Lyndon, he's lovely. Really lovely. Even though he doesn't have a journal up, he's a good un.
That is all.
That is all.
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jackie:
hey honey. hope your well. im still snotty but getting better. jx
cosmia:
Hey, are you not coming to the meet?
good luck with everything after that I'm sure you'll find someone lovely.